darling69

I actually had a ok day due to the fact i tried super hard to be positive ,even got some workout in there and i feel good and healthy

I woke rather early for havin lots to drink and smoke last night . Wakin to a dirty house is the most unhappy thing ever i have to clean befor i sleep but in my drunken lala didnt happen, oh well.So i will try and make it a good day and even a good 2 weeks its SPRING BREAK that can be good but also...
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DANA *H* I MOSS YO I HAD THE BEST OF LIFE WITH YOU WAH WAH !

Im so fuckkewd up ! what the fuck am i gonna do?MY gisrl said some hooher is chasing someone and saying i`ll suck u dick ! hahhaahhaa just laughing.

no bewans ~! im do0 wasted haha I CANT EVEN TYPE HAHAHS I MISS DANA * H.....

GOTTA go !!!!!!!!!!!! 4 now

Still here............blah not even a headache haha

i really need a place to run off to for about 2 weeks, shit maybe forever
most peeps in my life are just selfish so not like me if they needed an out they know and always do call me .

so tonight i will make an attempt to drop like 3-4 x pills and get as high...
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OK so if anyone is on and has an answer to how much xanax it could take to O.D. I `M CURIOUS ? IF you know than great tell me, if not then fuck off and leave me alone
WHY i wonder do i put my self through any more fucken misery here on this eaarth ? hmmm............ ya know i hear of people who...
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Shit i just came back from movies saw RINGTWO and ummmm dunno anyhow the assholes in front of me were asking for me to toss their ass down the stairs i had to give a fewhard kicks to the back of the seat and finally some peace during the movie .

DONT YOU JUST HATE WHEN YOUR LOOKING SO FORWARD TO A MOVIE AND THEN...
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MY LIFE

Why do most people,
treat me like shit,
When i give them the world,
And everything in it?

Am I being too nice?
Am I being too kind?
It is my generosity,
That will cost me my mind?

Maybe i should be a bitch,
And not give a damn,
About anyone but me.
But that`s not who I am.

I will always strive...
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WOW, the owner of my fav club died on the 12 this month he had heart attack on vacation so shitty
He owned montage, was an awesome place so peacefull and down to earth .
looks like its time to find a new club hmmmm........

K its been a rough week i was so suicidal i thought id never snap outta it ,but it seems its just a normal way of life as i look back and stuff its a regular routine thing for me i guess ,wow thats sad.oh well! so i decided my new addiction aside from drugs]hehe[ will be treadmill when im doing nothing i will be...
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k guess im a dumbass and dont know shit duh! never paid attention obviously but oh well ,fuck me hah
hahaha on me but at this point i could care less life sucks i have some need for speed hahaha!
k there did it