My day yesterday started out like shit.
First off for those of you who don't live in the chicago area it is psychotically cold here. The wind chill temp here yesterday was -26..... thats right 26 below zero. Well normally i would just stay inside and not worry one way or another about the temp. Well the night before my mom had decided she wanted...
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First off for those of you who don't live in the chicago area it is psychotically cold here. The wind chill temp here yesterday was -26..... thats right 26 below zero. Well normally i would just stay inside and not worry one way or another about the temp. Well the night before my mom had decided she wanted...
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oryon:
I don't mean the site. Just...out of body. Feeling kinda blah today.
yowlinyeti:
i know! he really had potential. i really thought it was a joke when i first heard
So i had a great time tonight. Went out with my friend Jenn and we went to see her brothers like acting/improv group do a few shorts for the grand opening for their new location they are acting from. They were very cool and funny and lots of fun. Her mother was there too and she really seems nice and seemed to like me. Her...
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elea:
i beg charlie pardon 
that was scary!!!! but now i want me a star wars muffin
that was scary!!!! but now i want me a star wars muffin
davy:
that is a fantastic quote! I think one of my favs of all time.... they said it about 20 mins ago lol
I'm on Ghost in the Machine now
I'm on Ghost in the Machine now
Well i got nothing really major to say just thought i would make a quick post. Looking forward to going to see Cloverfield on saturday with Manni. Been having fun torturing all my buddies over in the heavy metal group with questions from my heavy metal board game.
Few quick facts about me to keep you busy lol
I hate when people (especially guys) wear...
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Few quick facts about me to keep you busy lol
I hate when people (especially guys) wear...
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comixbookgurl:
i think its a little late for that!!! ^_^
Im going to see cloverfield 2nite!!!
Im going to see cloverfield 2nite!!!
brussu:
The last round of questions were uber hard, post more!
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rdpixie:
Oh I so can't wait to see it! It comes out this weekend here and I'm definitely going to see it this weekend! Meep!
billytheseal:
is the movie worth going to see? i'm not that big a fan of burton, part when he's in a "gothivision" mode, but i like the sweeny todd play, so i'm a bit unsure to go and see or not.
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slytherin:
oh nice...you lucky bastard...I want to drive to LA just to see it...but I have no time... 
rdpixie:
I loved wicked! It's so awesome!
I'm doing really well so far this week. thanks again for EVERYONE who was there for me. Especially the new friends i made because of it I want to say I'm sorry to all my friends who have put blogs up but i havent been commenting on(I'm normally REALLY good about commenting 
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I want to say I'm sorry to all my friends who have put blogs up but i havent been commenting on(I'm normally REALLY good about commenting ) I just have been either not feeeling it or busy. I usually... Read More
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jtemperance:
Nice to hear from you; sorry to hear you were having such a hard time. I get those bad myself. Hang in there!
darklas:
Whats your tattoo going to be of??
Also where on jens body is that tattoo? I just can't tell....>.<
Also where on jens body is that tattoo? I just can't tell....>.<
I first want to say thank you to EVERYONE who sent their help even just on SG yesterday and the day before. I had had a BAD bought of depression over come with me and wasnt sure how to handle it..... there were a few people that helped me out the most and i want to thank them directly cause they helped so much.
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ash:
hahaha, I was just lookin at the pic of antonio thinking "damn this cyberious guy looks different if every single pic!" lol! I dunno why I assume every pic that u send me or show me is a pic of yourself, ha! I didnt know u were friends with dr jeckyl up there, he rules. I didnt know guys ever talked to other guys on this tv show!!
I didnt know guys ever talked to other guys on this tv show!!
prockgirlscout:
He certainly is.
I don't know what to say or what to do right now. I've been really good with my depression and handling it and not lettingit control me. Latelly though.. especially today .. its fucking tearing me in half.. I am using like all my energy to NOT cry right now... if you read my last blog yo know to a degree what is bothering me........
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I've been really good with my depression and handling it and not lettingit control me. Latelly though.. especially today .. its fucking tearing me in half.. I am using like all my energy to NOT cry right now... if you read my last blog yo know to a degree what is bothering me........ Read More
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grigley:
back in may of 2005 i was admitted to the psych ward and declared clinically depressed. i wasn't suicidal or anything, i would just cry for weeks on end. i was engaged to be married at the time, but my fiance was a functioning alcoholic who was addicted to his fifa soccer game and pot. he cared about me a lot, but in my heart i knew i just couldn't marry him. maybe that's why i cried all the time...the doc put me on lexapro and sent me on my way. by august of 2005 i was out of control - manically spending money on 8 hour shopping sprees and telling off my boss at work. my boss finally insisted that i GET HELP or don't bother ever coming back to work. so i enrolled in an outpatient hospitalization program for two weeks. i was being told that i was BIPOLAR and hypermanic. i was placed on a mood stablizer as well as my lexapro. over the next two years my drug cocktail increased to seven different meds. This past october i said FUCK IT and went off all my meds cold turkey. and guess what? I feel alive and free again! however, i'm insanely manic and now my doc wants me on just two drugs.
what i'm getting at is this - you may need to be psychologically evaluated if you're forever sad and crying. not that i'm a huge advocate of being medicated, but maybe you have a legitimate reason for being sad. i was told i have a "brain disorder." don't know what the fuck that means, but I guess I'm a little different from other people.
on the other hand, you may just be exhibiting all the classic signs of your humanhood - people NEED to be loved. it's a basic instinct. but answer me this: do you love yourself first? if you don't, how can you expect others to love you completely? love attracts love so LOVE YOURSELF FIRST!! look at your beautiful self in the mirror and proudly proclaim: I LOVE ME!!
after 34 years on this Earth, I can finally honestly say that I love myself. give it a try, okay?
what i'm getting at is this - you may need to be psychologically evaluated if you're forever sad and crying. not that i'm a huge advocate of being medicated, but maybe you have a legitimate reason for being sad. i was told i have a "brain disorder." don't know what the fuck that means, but I guess I'm a little different from other people.
on the other hand, you may just be exhibiting all the classic signs of your humanhood - people NEED to be loved. it's a basic instinct. but answer me this: do you love yourself first? if you don't, how can you expect others to love you completely? love attracts love so LOVE YOURSELF FIRST!! look at your beautiful self in the mirror and proudly proclaim: I LOVE ME!!
after 34 years on this Earth, I can finally honestly say that I love myself. give it a try, okay?
brightredscream:
*hugs*
Breathe, don't beat yourself up for feeling this way....
I know it's hard, but remember - if it's any consolation - you're not alone in this.
Breathe, don't beat yourself up for feeling this way....
I know it's hard, but remember - if it's any consolation - you're not alone in this.
Well nothing major to write about. Good news Barack Obama just won Iowa in the Dem, Caucus. This pretty much means he will probably keep winning and get the presidential nomination. With the way things are going with Bush and peoples view on the Rep. He will end up being the new president. I REALLY like Obama not just because he is from illinois but...
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bairdduvessa:
i feel like i put in more effort all the time
semiretiredpunk:
I can't say I REALLY like any of the candidates on any side this election, but out of them all, Obama probably would have been my choice.
Well new years eve went pretty good. As i said in my last blog i went out to the bar with my friends samantha and jenn. Well as some of you know samantha is a long time friend and LONG ago ex (we dated for a short while like almost 3 years ago... its a long story too lol) and Jenn is a girl i...
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brightredscream:
Happy New Year sugar ♥
hellstorm:
just applied for the "fatherless" group....my dad left when I was 9 1/2 months old, didn't come back into my life until the 3rd grade, and, well, basically he is a friend that I"m related to. as for upbringing, it was my mom until she got remarried when I was 13.
So remember how i was upset cause i had NO plans for new years? Well i went from having NO plans to having ALOT of plans lol It started with my friend Jenn asking if i wanted to go out with her and her friend and i was like yeah sure why not lol. Then earlier today My long time friend Samantha called and asked...
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bunnypudding:
auw why thank you!!!same to u too *hugs*.New year is always the same..u big it up so much and nothing exciting ever happens!!!hopefully when im next out ill have a good time!same for u too huni!xx
YAY Its time for a new BLOG from Cyberiouse YAY... everyone do a little dance..... I SAID EVERYONE DO A LITTLE DANCE!!!!!!...... Thats better.
Ok yeah in an odd mood. Combination of slight depression mulling around in my head missing certain people i havent gotten to talk to or hang out with (respectivelly) in a while and also a bit of enjoyment from listening to...
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Ok yeah in an odd mood. Combination of slight depression mulling around in my head missing certain people i havent gotten to talk to or hang out with (respectivelly) in a while and also a bit of enjoyment from listening to...
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darqkloud:
That's because you have never seen my rear!
It's bodacious!
It's bodacious!
sydfloyd:
The Song Remains the Same is the best part! I shoulda asked for that. But I think my parents got my gift early on.