of course i can't stay away.
i NEED this vent.
(it's not a habit, it's cool, i feel alive)
but ... all this shit going on inside is too much too much to express, really.
it's simple and complicated.
which is funny ... in it's own way. things change SO QUICKLY!
i'm sure you understand but holy shit.
i splurged and ate pizza with my...
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i NEED this vent.
(it's not a habit, it's cool, i feel alive)
but ... all this shit going on inside is too much too much to express, really.
it's simple and complicated.
which is funny ... in it's own way. things change SO QUICKLY!
i'm sure you understand but holy shit.
i splurged and ate pizza with my...
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topbanana66:
You are getting in the CIA? It is expensive, no? I think you have peace of mind...you just have an elaborate poetic style which is beautiful - yet I wish you could be a little clearer...I'm your friend... 
topbanana66:
I'd like to know about your trip! and the CIA - are you interested in working in catering or hotels? What's your house like? An enquiring mind...
nevermind.
i can totally do this.
i can totally do this.
alright, girlfriend -
shake off the bubble,
BE the bubble
~-~
i'm shooting for september... to have it all paid off and stuff saved up
last night i made some further realizations; didn't make them, per se... but they occurred to me.
fuck this driving-a-car shit. i'd rather space out in the tube and read, hear music, get off at my stop and walk a...
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shake off the bubble,
BE the bubble
~-~
i'm shooting for september... to have it all paid off and stuff saved up
last night i made some further realizations; didn't make them, per se... but they occurred to me.
fuck this driving-a-car shit. i'd rather space out in the tube and read, hear music, get off at my stop and walk a...
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xiphoidtoo:
POP!! Boy, I am pop boy today. Feels good! 
Gotta go to class, just popped in to wish you a happy damn day. c-ya
Gotta go to class, just popped in to wish you a happy damn day. c-ya
familiarity.
but i have a plan (and it's good because much of it doesn't interfere with plans i'm already working with)
there are things i want to learn,
me i want to love,
loose ends to tie, frays to trim,
i may need some help,
but we just can't do it all alone.
sleep was somewhat restless but much needed.
i'm tired again today but...
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but i have a plan (and it's good because much of it doesn't interfere with plans i'm already working with)
there are things i want to learn,
me i want to love,
loose ends to tie, frays to trim,
i may need some help,
but we just can't do it all alone.
sleep was somewhat restless but much needed.
i'm tired again today but...
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the_baron:
I'm glad you're back from new york!
how was it? what did you see?
how was the CIA? you ready to go now?
how was it? what did you see?
how was the CIA? you ready to go now?
zephyra:
Fucking music is the world to me!! It does things to me that I couldn't even begin to explain!
i'm packing up to head home,
but home is where the heart is.
and i'll be back
after many messages, of course.
~-~-~-~
i'm wearing that string of beads around my neck: the red beads with one silver heart that has courage written across it.
i don't typically wear heart-type jewelry but my mom gave me this necklace and i love the way it nearly...
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but home is where the heart is.
and i'll be back
after many messages, of course.
~-~-~-~
i'm wearing that string of beads around my neck: the red beads with one silver heart that has courage written across it.
i don't typically wear heart-type jewelry but my mom gave me this necklace and i love the way it nearly...
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bishopufb:
yay for texas.. I'm sure it misses you dearly...
dayglow:
Hey there, hope your trip was awesome! I bet it was. And another thing: no one looks good when they cry. Not even the bueatiful models/actresses. I saw this movie the other day with Claire Danes, and during her crying scene I thought unngghh...stop it, you look so silly and yucky!
inspired and enlightened by vim's note...
i will rephrase this to
"some stuff" (as opposed to "what") i love about you:
the stuff you think it takes to make a better "who you are"
but that you're okay with "who you are now"
maybe it's ambition and acceptance
idiosyncracies; your crazy quirks... the way you take things, the way you do things, the way you...
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i will rephrase this to
"some stuff" (as opposed to "what") i love about you:
the stuff you think it takes to make a better "who you are"
but that you're okay with "who you are now"
maybe it's ambition and acceptance
idiosyncracies; your crazy quirks... the way you take things, the way you do things, the way you...
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louise:
very eerie. perhaps we're twinsies.
user8935778:
weeeeeee!!! slumber party! june!!
green light, yellow, red light, stop
lightning on the horizon
hair blows, tie it up.
and she looks like she was not even there
:scales:
put the pen away - leave the pain behind
lightning on the horizon
blaring - arrow says merge
it's all just a highway
for a moment, i'm me
bun pressed against the headrest,
drive
on the back of electronic instructions...
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lightning on the horizon
hair blows, tie it up.
and she looks like she was not even there
:scales:
put the pen away - leave the pain behind
lightning on the horizon
blaring - arrow says merge
it's all just a highway
for a moment, i'm me
bun pressed against the headrest,
drive
on the back of electronic instructions...
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zephyra:
Are you leaving today??!! Have fun chicka...we'll miss you this weekend.
Oh, and happy early birthday.
Oh, and happy early birthday.
missd:
1. Grab the book nearest you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: possible side effects include an itchy scalp or water and sodium retention which can lead to heart failure.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. digital camera, phone, tylenol sinus pills, sunglasses, magazines, picture frame, remote, my pantBlockbuster gift certificate.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? a documentary about 'The Westies' a gang in Hells Kitchen.
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 8.27am
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 8.25ama.m.
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? a deafening silence.
7. When did you last step outside? Last night
8. Before you came to this website, at what did you look on the computer? wrote to LX
9. What are you wearing? Not a damn thing
10. Did you dream last night? who can say?
11. When did you last laugh? if giggling counts...right b4 I responded to LX
12. What things are on the walls of the room in which you are? A black & white nude, and HR Geiger picture, 5 old american indian cards, Tiger painting and a whip.
13. Seen anything weird lately? our neighbours scoping the hood at 5mph and 4.30am
14. Last movie you saw?
15. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? Airline tix I'd bring my Mum and Sisters over to the States for a visit.
16. Tell me something about you that I don’t know: I'm late right now :-)
17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? I would wipe out human kind's incessant need to be in other people's business!
18. Do you like to dance? yes
19. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or someone who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? power-crazy nutcase.
20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? That's not something I already have planned out
21. Same question for a boy? see answer above.
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? errrr..Already am!
We'll miss you this weekend..have fun sweet grrl
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. digital camera, phone, tylenol sinus pills, sunglasses, magazines, picture frame, remote, my pantBlockbuster gift certificate.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? a documentary about 'The Westies' a gang in Hells Kitchen.
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 8.27am
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 8.25ama.m.
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? a deafening silence.
7. When did you last step outside? Last night
8. Before you came to this website, at what did you look on the computer? wrote to LX
9. What are you wearing? Not a damn thing
10. Did you dream last night? who can say?
11. When did you last laugh? if giggling counts...right b4 I responded to LX
12. What things are on the walls of the room in which you are? A black & white nude, and HR Geiger picture, 5 old american indian cards, Tiger painting and a whip.
13. Seen anything weird lately? our neighbours scoping the hood at 5mph and 4.30am
14. Last movie you saw?
15. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? Airline tix I'd bring my Mum and Sisters over to the States for a visit.
16. Tell me something about you that I don’t know: I'm late right now :-)
17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? I would wipe out human kind's incessant need to be in other people's business!
18. Do you like to dance? yes
19. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or someone who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? power-crazy nutcase.
20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? That's not something I already have planned out
21. Same question for a boy? see answer above.
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? errrr..Already am!
We'll miss you this weekend..have fun sweet grrl
i have steady plans for the entire time i'm in new york, including segments i've designated for doing nothing.
i would like to be a better planner, but i want to moderate it with my love for spontaneity.
i'm going to love the city and it's going to love me. i'm laughing about how this is such a huge deal for me yet friends i...
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i would like to be a better planner, but i want to moderate it with my love for spontaneity.
i'm going to love the city and it's going to love me. i'm laughing about how this is such a huge deal for me yet friends i...
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user8935778:
hi precious
im returning the purse. i decided i didnt like itl
sad huh? that makes me sad
im returning the purse. i decided i didnt like itl
sad huh? that makes me sad
tsunamisurf:
Hey Citrus,
Didn't mean for so much time to pass since the last time we spoke. I'm trying to get a photography business off the ground and I'm pretty clueless. I was just putting together some of my favorite prints for a portfolio, and talking to a tax advisor, etc. I have no background, just a passion for photography, so I've been deliberating how best to go about it. It's incredible how quickly time goes when you don't have a set routine to get things achieved.
Thank you for those wonderfully encouraging words regarding my little word things. I wanted to make it a daily routine, but I let other stuff get in the way. Tonight I will update it for sure.
Mara and I both enjoyed your company even though we didn't get to speak to one another very much. But I will try to be a better correspondent now. Don't give up on me.
Can't wait for our next chance to hang-- T
Didn't mean for so much time to pass since the last time we spoke. I'm trying to get a photography business off the ground and I'm pretty clueless. I was just putting together some of my favorite prints for a portfolio, and talking to a tax advisor, etc. I have no background, just a passion for photography, so I've been deliberating how best to go about it. It's incredible how quickly time goes when you don't have a set routine to get things achieved.
Thank you for those wonderfully encouraging words regarding my little word things. I wanted to make it a daily routine, but I let other stuff get in the way. Tonight I will update it for sure.
Mara and I both enjoyed your company even though we didn't get to speak to one another very much. But I will try to be a better correspondent now. Don't give up on me.
Can't wait for our next chance to hang-- T
oh my gawd
so ridiculously drunk last night.
i've GOT to stop that shit.
ew.
uhm.
three days, and stuff.
so ridiculously drunk last night.
i've GOT to stop that shit.
ew.
uhm.
three days, and stuff.
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linz:
i had fun getting slightly drunk with you that one time. we should do it again before i say au revoir.
vim:
dude...it was your birthday and you never told me it was coming up?!?!.....you, my dear girl are in deep doodoo.
so i have a perfect bill of health.
i wasn't really worried per se, i just didn't know.
doc says i have perfect blood sugar, kidney/liver tests are all normal, cholesterol is great, blood pressure is great, thyroid has no problems, no weird diseases going on.
everything's great.
healthy girl.
now i can continue getting fit.
awesome.
on my way out.
ttfn
i wasn't really worried per se, i just didn't know.
doc says i have perfect blood sugar, kidney/liver tests are all normal, cholesterol is great, blood pressure is great, thyroid has no problems, no weird diseases going on.
everything's great.
healthy girl.
now i can continue getting fit.
awesome.
on my way out.
ttfn
lemonkid:
Whoa, you must be like, the only completely healthy person on the planet.
i'm happy that it's friday.
who's down for hangtime?
i say we hit up the meridian room but i really have no idea what it's like on a friday night. maybe i should just say - "that's where i'll be, drinking whatever suits my mood and eating jalepeno hummus"
i plan to get there around seven-thirty.
be there or be ... doing whatever you're doing....
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cupofkarma:
i had fun last night. next time we should stay here and i'll make mojitos with lots of mint. yumm.
dayglow:
I need to work out too. I am going to force myself to go to the gym today. I used the excuse of my new tatoo for too long now. 
damn sometimes i wish i was 10 again.