chrono01

What up folks?

I have been nonexistant for quite some time. as I think I said in my last journal, My work has been eating up a lot of my time, and my mental energy the last few months.

Good News

There will be a shift in my job: Going from crazy-complex difficult job that controls me, to a more managable job that I can...
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My new Profile pic is a metaphor for my current state in life.

Mentally and physically I feel whipped, beaten down, disoriented. I know I have a goal, I know i have to fight, but currently I don't even know which way I have to be facing.

I don't fancy myself a boxer, and I don't even like boxing. But i do beleive I'm a...
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Still overworked, Still worn ragged, still havn't been able to get any artwork done....

But, there is a BRIGHT SPOT IN THE FUTURE

My fan Geek-ness meter just EXPLODED after watching THIS!!!!!

(Click on "The Doctor Trailer" if it doesn't load right to the coolest thing a Geek like me has ever seen)

Oh my word. I don't know when this is getting to the...
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sometimes the only thing that can get the engine called yourself operational and running through clouds of debilitating depression is music. Even if everything else is totally fucking pulling you down adn making you inoperational... the music can pour some fuel into you so at least you can limp to the garage to get fixed up emotionally.

Even if there's no garage to get fixed...
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Holy fuck.

My mind and time has been sucked dry by a swarm of mosquitos, some mosquitos came from me, some from other sources...Mosquitos with strange names like "work ethic" and "do a good job" have tag teamed with "unrealistic workload" and "Keep the client happy". leaving my mind and shedule drier and deader than a skeleton in a desert.

Good Gravy, I've only worked...
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NEW COMPUTER!!!

BETTER SPEED!!!

ACTUALLY RELIABLE!!!

Ohhhhh, yeah...

REDESIGN OF THE WEBSITE!!!

Comics, Comics, COMICS!!!

Let the reign of the PRODUCTIVE ARTIST be once again!!!

OK. Well, back to reality. I was at the dayjob for 12 hours today.


tiiiiiiired....

Tomorrow the reign of the productive artist can begin. tonight is the reign of the tired dayjob person.

playing on iTunes this instant: Shrivel Up...
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Huh. funny how things wind up sometimes.

I've been in urgent need of a non-old fast Mac for about two weeks now. I've reluctantly scoured ebay, in hopes of bidding and winning a used G4 to replace my faltering 6 year old G3.

There was one (I thought) last hope auction that was ending tonight, I put in my absolute highest bid, the amount that...
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What a fucking week.

1) I depend on a lot of people I've never even met face to face for my day job to be successful. I depend on them for supplying our company with the materials we need to work/make money with. This week felt as if I came close to losing my job becaseu these people weren't doing theirs. I dunno how much...
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Updatin', but I aint got the time. but I'm updatin'

Theme of the week: What a week this has been. never have a put in so many hours, and yet gotten so little done. It sometimes sucks in a job when your goals, or results are directly dependant on other people who don't even work for your company. I spent most of my working hours...
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Extended DVD edition: answers to DJScaliwag's questions-
Q1- "Whats Liverpool NY like as a place to live?"

A1: not a bad place to be, but it's where I've been for all but 4 years of my life. I hvae to be somewhere else. (it's not a bad little town, near a lake, which is awesome, and it's 5 min away from the city. Unfortunatly, that...
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With very little exageration, I went through hell yesterday. Two days ago I felt the oncoming of a cold, so I made my usual cold-preventing measures...bottle of DayQuil and NyQuil, tissues, OJ and soup to last two days. usually kills it dead.

Oh how wrong I was. around 2 oClock yesterday I lost the ability to keep track of time. I only remember fragments of...
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Jesus. Explain this to me...for years I suffer having a dial up connection, I was online as much as I could possibly be. Now that we're finally equipped with high speed cable connection, I have no fucking time at all, and I'm barely on the damned net. I really hate how this turns out. I mean, do I have to wait til I get a...
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