chrisisgod

No Shame...tonight....in 1 hour....oh yeah...

after doing some laundry I have returned to being Adequately Crunk. I lost, oh well.

When are you the happiest?
When I'm at a show surrounded by friends, with the band playing loud.
When are you the saddest?
At the after party for all the kids, when nobody sees me or looks at me....

Everything that could have gone wrong today has. Nothing went right. My guys night out was cancelled, and god knows I need a night out. Its days like these that I wonder how I continue on. It's not good when the song FTW connects very well to you. Wallowing wil do no good. But I can't stop. Heh. Turns out I guessed right about my...
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not so rough rough draft:

The chalky candy of valentine settles on my cold lips
forever leaving a taste like a vacant memory
Causing grey clouds to ascend
Surrounding the alabaster falls with melancholy
Slow drops fall, echoing devastatingly in the silence
Shifting with each pulse, each heartbeat
Drawing cherry blossoms to dance along
And I, entranced, am able to do nothing
Skin aching to...
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I love the cold weather. It reminds me that I still am alive. I love the bite of it. Had alot of troubles on mind. So I took a walk in the cold to clear my head. Surprsingly clarity was reached.

I've been handed a second chance. This is a rare event in anyones life. But unlike the movies, its not easy to continue and...
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Nightmare once again. This time it was a typical actors nightmare. Apparently I was cast in a play, and I didn't know my lines or the show itself. I missed a cue, and an actor on stage called me on it. I walk on, call him an asshole. From there everything gets hazy, and some how I end up swinging from the lights, yelling that...
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finished a little more, changed some words, moved it around;

The chalky candy of valentine settles on my cold lips
forever leaving your taste like a vacant memory
Causing grey clouds to ascend
Surrounding the alabaster falls with melancholy
Slow drops fall, echoing devastatingly in the silence
Shifting with each pulse, each heartbeat
Drawing cherry blossoms to dance along
And I, entranced, am able to...
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I have never been good at sleeping. Last night was not an exception. Nightmares and constantly waking up is never fun. At least I'm sort of used to not getting lots of sleep. I learned today that I apparently have a caustic sense of humor. Not really surprising.

I've got a few new lines written:
The chalky candy of valentine
settles on my cold lips...
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Long ass day. But there is a upside. I finally have some money to purchase a SG account. So hah! Its wierd to be back in school...Can't say I mind it to much. The huge down side is the fact that I don't go to shows as often here. No local music til i drive about 20 min home. I think a new feature for...
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