chrisisgod

It snowed a little today. None of it stuck, but it still snowed. Its very bitter outside.

The full moon sticks to the sky, and stars are bleak.

I was told a lie today, there was no harm behind it. It was closer to being misinformation. Good thing I don't believe in anyone.

All in all, it was a peaceful weekend. Highlighted with Gozu, Moon...
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Rain, grey clouds, early darkness, warm coffee, acoustic guitars. I love days like this.

My room is full of soft melodies mixed with quiet thought. Cold winds mixed with warm spots.

I was asked the other day if I ever get lonely. That question has always haunted me.

What do I need now? someone's warm body and a smack to the face.

But I'm not...
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Apparently I have 99 problems but a bitch ain't one.

I just want to state for the record that The Dead Milkmen rock.

Have you ever had a perfect day? Well my day has been pretty damn close. I had a great night of sleep. I got to watch office space in my first class. My rehersal for they day went well. I went to Einstiens and got free coffee. My friend Sarah, is giving me colored hair bands for my pigtails. I just got back from hanging...
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I've just finished a 3 hour writing assignment which has basiclly turned into an anti-market rant.

On the plus side I've been downloading bootlegs of The Smashing Pumpkins.

This entire day has been full of me just sitting back and spewing words left and right. I haven't really said anything that I believe in though. Just empty rhetoric.

At least I only have 2 more...
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7:00 at Einstiens (a coffee shop) sipping a peppermint mocha, listening to depressing indie rock. Damn I'm so indie.

8:00, movement rehersal. Tought thinking ahead. Work for a sold 90 mintures.

9:40 I finally reaach my room.

Busy ass day. I haven't had much time to really think. My work with Billy is going fairly well. We know each other, but at the same time...
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Last night I had a dream that I was at a store. There the store was selling Suicide Girl brand cereal. After spending most of the dream deciding which to choose, I left with 2 boxes. On 1 box was Reagan, on the other was Manko. I treid eating some of Reagan's cereal. It was pink and tasted of berries. I then woke up, and...
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I made a deal last night. A deal that would drive my self for the next few days, months, years. So sad to say the outcome, but there is still some time left. Good thing I'm not the one on which everything hangs. My taste for the world is growing weaker.

Band of the Day: Emiliana Torrini. Lovely female vocalist. Her songs make me happy....
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3:45
The moon is already out

You want the fucking window rolled up?
You roll up the fucking window, you piece of shit.
Don't fucking talk to me like that.
Dont talk to me at all.

Deja Vu. Struck hard. Dreamed about a moment today. Now I feel like something important is going to happen. I don't remember if it was good or bad.

Today was filled with talks of dreams. That might be why I am so preoccupied. I have reoccuring dreams and nightmares. I'm never sure what they mean.

I had a thought today. Would it be so bad...
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