Monday Jun 14, 2004

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Well, unfortunately I've decided for a number of reasons, money being a big one, that I must leave the SG community. You're all so fucking amazing, it breaks my heart. Keep in touch though miao!!
AIM: hellnoimnothappy
Email: peachychichi@hotmail.com
Much love
-Christine
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cobalt:
Good luck to you...!! I left the site for about a month...and just came back today...
dexter666:
haha it was totally random seeing you in RAMSEY of all places...awesome.

we should do something fun. that is, if you don't disappear!

Monday May 24, 2004

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Okay, okay, okay. I know it's been a long time since I've updated, but I'm still busy as hell, and I wanted to wait so that I could upload the new pics and journal all at once smile If my nose ring looks funny, it's because it was all infected and crap. I had to temporarily take it out until it heals frown
Anyway, news. Let's see:...
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digmeout:
did you get your official copy of sonic nurse and the video dvd today? i didn't know until recently, but one sonic youth video has corin, carrie and janet. it's awesome. also, another one has kathleen hanna, plus there's commentary by ms. hanna and lance bangs (corin's hubby). it's been a sonic youth kinda day.
hope yr doing well
gaambit:
Hey,
I know things have been up and down for you over the last few months (more of one than the other, it'd seem) but I really hope your summer and the future past that turn out to hold amazing things in them. You deserve it.

You were always the one on here who was consistently the crush. I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels that way, either.

Take care
-Dan

Friday Apr 23, 2004

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It's funny, I said I'd update when my life got interesting. Well now my life is relatively interesting, so interesting that it seems daunting to journal about all of it. I'll attempt, but I'm sure I'll leave stuff out:
-I've been running around like a chicken with it's fucking head cut off for the past week or so, and I don't get it. I feel...
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_bossanova_:
Where you at, woman?kiss
digmeout:
how was the SK show??

Thursday Apr 15, 2004

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So I think I'll actually update this thing, because I have a funny story to tell. I made plans to see my friend Justin tonight, and he's house-sitting in Kinnelon (note: I knew nothing about what type of town Kinnelon is). So, he gives me directions to the place, and I head out on my merry way around 10:30 pm. I was driving from Forked...
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rumrunner:
peek a boo skull
rumrunner:
ha doll your in fork river aye I live in atlantic city you should come down to the shore sometime.The summer seems to be alot of fun down here unlike the winter when it turns into a ghost town.Ahhhhh sorry I'm a bit wired right now hmmm just killing time at work. miao!!

Monday Apr 05, 2004

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So today turned out to be a lot more interesting than I originally thought it would be. I met up with Rob (Pandemonium) and Eric (datewitha38) for lunch today. Despite me accidentally mistaking Rob for Eric's new girlfriend (they strangely look the same from the back. Well they have the same hair from the back anyway), it was really nice hanging...
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_bossanova_:
Happy Easter, cutie! I hope you're doing well. Update soon so we know!biggrin

kisskisskiss
deathcabforuglie:
guess what this busy boy made for some lucky cute girl??...
all i need now is somewhere to send it...hrmmm
confused
xoxo,
j

Wednesday Mar 31, 2004

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26 days 'til Sleater-Kinney at Irving Plaza, eeeee! It's April, kids, and hopefully that means nice ass weather is on the way. I'm trying to be as optimistic as possible about things even though I feel ultra-lousy. I'm just going to pretend everything's great until it eventually is, because it's no fun being depressed.

So, today was good and bad. I'll start with the bad...
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pandemonium:
Yeah, being depressed is totally not fun. Cut it out.

Oh, in other news, the guy who did the lounge cover of Down With the Sickness is named Richard Cheese and I bought one of his albums today. It's amazing. It has covers of Closer, Rape Me and Holiday in Cambodia on it!

Oh, and by the way, Eric and Lauren are not actually an official offical couple yet. If I was the one you heard that from, then I apologize. Chances are, I probably just didn't know what else to refer to her as.

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_bossanova_:
That sounds like such a good time! God, I love Sleater-Kinney. I want to be them.love You are so awesome, kitty cat!kiss

Monday Mar 29, 2004

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So yeah, I ended up deciding on a modified version of my last entry. I'm dropping 3 classes and staying in my Adolescent Psych class because I love it and I'm getting an A in it. And I can handle one class right now, just not 4. I'm so tired and out of sorts, I just need a break. And I think I'm entitled to...
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datewitha38:
I'm glad you're staying too. Both on the site and school, even if it's one class.
_bossanova_:
Hi sweetie! Hope you're doing well-just wanted to say hello.biggrin

kisskisskiss

Sunday Mar 28, 2004

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I lied about not journaling again until something good happens. Because today was probably the most awful day I've had since my mother's funeral. But, in a way, something "good" did happen. I decided that I need to start thinking about what's best for me and not for everyone else. And more importantly, I need to think about my needs and not how everyone will...
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chichicat:
keverfever: spring break already happened, and I'd like to forget that it ever did

Maladjusted, Gaambit: you guys are great, nice to know I'm not alone smile

Maladjusted: you live so close to me! Me, you, and ToxicKiss should really get together one of these day.

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_bossanova_:
I'm so sorry you're feeling unwell.frown I think you're right; you need to do whatever works to help you feel better. I have only one recommendation to add to your plan: I think it would be a good idea to see a counselor. I really feel for you.

kisskisskiss

Thursday Mar 25, 2004

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They say bad things happen in threes. So far we have two of three. Maybe tomorrow my car will blow up with me in it (if I can be so lucky). After tonight, I needed to come home and see my friend Krysten and my grandma and sleep in my own bed. The thought of being in that apartment all by myself seemed torturous. And...
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_bossanova_:
Hope things look up for you soon.smile

kiss
toxickiss:
I love you...journal about it.

:sigh: My life seems to be one big pity party at times..but I guess that means theres only room for it to get better right?

Im a fond believer in everything happens for a reason...sometimes you just dont figure out what those reasons are until its way too late and youve already spent a lot of time crying and pissing and whining about it.

Sunday Mar 21, 2004

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And we go to dinner, but you won't hold my hand
We sit at the same table, but we don't play with our feet
Yeah, we still go to dinner sometimes, but we don't sneak a kiss
When the waitress turns around

And we still watch movies, but we don't share the couch
And we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch
Yeah,...
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pandemonium:
You so should become a lesbian. But on the other hand, I think Shelley would get too much secret satisfaction out of that.

Ooh, maybe you should become a lesbian with Shelley and then cheat on her with the other girl.

And then you could cheat on her with Eric but still be dating Shelley on the side but secretly be with Snow and then you could....

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*Error: User Aborted*
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Wow, my overactive imagination just fried my brain. I have to go lay down now..

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toxickiss:
hey! dont encourage anyone to cheat on me! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
thumbs down to you Pandemonium! haha.

Sunday Mar 14, 2004

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Okay, let's pretend my last journal entry never happened, shall we? It was just my inferiority complex getting the best of me. Not to say I don't feel that way from time to time, but I know that sometimes I just perceive things entirely wrong. Anywayyy, to make a long story short, I'm okay now. I'm good. Phew.

So, I did almost everything I said...
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deathcabforuglie:
tomorrow is the big move..then i'll get settled in..and THEN i'll work on your tape..i swear...hold me to it...=)..
(i'm normally bad about mailing things..i'll make the tape for sure..i just generally never get it out of my house and into the mailbox)...
xoxo,
j
toxickiss:
Update your freakin journal...damn it! Oh yea I forgot youre gunna be around tomorrow. I guess I should try and get all my packing done so that maybe after I go to work we can hang out. La la laaaaa.

*Koz*

Sunday Mar 14, 2004

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grrrrrrrr! god forbid i ever think anything's going right. just another reminder never to let my guard down. ever.
things i'm sick of:
-constantly feeling inferior
-trying to please people
-being taken advantage of
-hyposcrisy
-getting fucked over
i just don't want to feel anymore. sure, i won't experience joy and happiness...but i won't have to experience fucking pain either. and i experience a lot...
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gaambit:
Sooo...I guess the shit did indeed hit the fan, huh?
You just gotta look out for Number One, is all.

I had posted this in my journal, but it seems appropriate here, as well.
"Instead of feeling alone in a group, it's better to have real solitude all by yourself. When I'm dealing with them, I swear, it's nothing but trouble. And I get nothing out of it, so it doesn't matter if I'm there or not, right?"

Hope the rest of the week sees you well smile
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