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I'm so glad that (most) people at work think I'm doing a good job and appreciate the effort I put in but... I wish i didn't have to keep working late so much!

Turning into a zombie, can't think of right words to describe things

How time flies and yet it's only been 3 weeks since my last post. Annoyingly in a bit of a grumpy mood again but that's just hormones...

So what's been happening in the world of Frankie? Well, I've finally managed to meet a guy I reall get on with, feel comfortable around and... he's one of the few Australians in London just here on business!...
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Its been a funny old week. Ive been in a bit of a tired, grumpy and stressed out mood most of the time which Ive hated. Its been a long time since Ive let myself feel sorry for myself. Sure I still moan about stuff but I havent really let myself feel particularly troubled by anything. There are still the times when things with my...
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Note to self - Do NOT get a crush on a guy who's just broken up with his girlfriend, who is just about to be transferred to another country for a couple of months.

*Sigh*

Well the New Year is off to a good start. I got me a pay rise, very surprising given the current economic climate I know, but I've been working my butt off so not to sound too big headed but I deserve it! And what better way to treat myself than to renew my subscription to SG.

I have to admit last year was a...
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Yay! I've got me a permanent job and a pay rise! Still not vast amounts of cash but enough to move out finally - I hope! Still not sure long-term if professional service marketing is what I want to be doing but seeing as I can get a load of free training might as well give it a shot. Aspects of the work will be...
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Wow, so bad at updating again! And even worse at actually commenting on blogs - apologies! Seem to only get the odd 5 minutes to spend not looking for a job/career/campaign material!

Cross fingers will get my contract extended this week, otherwise I've got to find something new again. Which gets me back to the question of what do I want to do?! If only...
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Le sigh. I swear I've been in the worst mood for about 3weeks now. Sure I've still been having some laughs, bday celebrations went well... from what i can remember, but if I stop for 5 minutes I'm just so pissed off and I don't like it! I guess home stresses, job worries and a love life that sucks has all got a little too...
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Urgh another rubbish update I'm afraid. Barely find enought time to unwind properly these days let alone make my thoughts a little more comprehensible!

* My brother has had an accident climbing. Lots of broken bones but he's ok, it could've been A LOT worse. Still, he's not going to be able to get around that much for a long time.

* New job is...
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* Really enjoying the new job, trying to get an invitation to a wine tasting I'm orgasnising! hehe

* Loving my dance classes - choregraphing a modern piece to Jacqus Loussier's version of Gymnopedies by Eric Satie.

* Been a little idealistic with amnesty plans but we're still working on things!

* Being kept very busy, too busy to spend much time on SG anymore....
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Every time I sit down to try and update my blog my brain has just been freezing. So much going on in my head I dunno whether I'm coming or going. I guess I've just been getting so stressed out I feel numb to all around me which is a shame because some good things have been happening. Just the bad makes me forget the...
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Why is it so hard to see what is in front of us?

So I know I over-think things and I can tie myself up in knots because of it but... My current spate of over-thinking has put me in a much better place. I'm more capable of not just appearing to grab life but actually feel everything too. Having a better idea of what...
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