Saturday Dec 18, 2004

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I'm at the point where I just want the damn holiday to be over. I'm sick of cleaning, sick of laundry, sick of wrapping. I just want the fun to be here and then for it to be over.

merry fucking christmas people.
trebo:
Whaa...Merry Fucking Christmas??? I'm so glad you are in the Fucking Christmas spirit biggrin !

Would care to join me for a drink? What's your poison? Mine is either Corona with lime or a Jack and Coke with a splash of Grenediene!

It's almost over sweatheart... kiss

Thursday Dec 16, 2004

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for my brother, whom i miss more than he could ever know.

_________________________


Clinging to the music,
Crying in the cold.
Alone within his own head,
Feeling tired, feeling old.

Wanting something simple,
Praying to the gods.
Feeling lost within his spirit,
Dealing with the odds.

True in his intentions,
But not always to his heart.
Needing to be perfect,
As it all just falls...
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yuriel:
awh smile
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quasi_sean:
thank you.

Wednesday Dec 15, 2004

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My birth mother sent presents to my children for Christmas. Funny how this should be considered a sweet jesture but coming from her it's just a way to make me feel terrible. I haven't allowed her to see my children for 3 years. Every year I send a thank you card because it's the right thing to do and every year I ask her to...
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trebo:
Inside outside leave me alone. Inside outside nowhere is home ( a verse from The Who).
Good question I feel that way with life in general right now
trebo:
You didn't make me sad. I've been feeling like that for a long time now. Here's something to cheer you up...You're pretty fucking hot in that pic where you are attempting to be sweet wink !
kiss

Tuesday Dec 14, 2004

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Corporate Slavery is going to kill me.

I'm grumpy today.. gumpy I tell you.

Grrrrrr.

skull
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yuriel:
frown
*hugs*
i think its all killing us all one way or another
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the_gentleman:
You're grumpy and gumpy?

Sunday Dec 12, 2004

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My house is so fucking clean that it's disturbing.

puke
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not_tom:
i can sympathize... ours is spotless as well. even after our holiday party with friends! it's bad when you clean up even after the guests leave. confused once i got started i couldn't quit surreal

oh well, we can both revel in our cleanliness!

biggrin
judas:
through the powers of awesome boyfriend and myself, i now am the resident of a pretty spotlessly clean apartment. and that's awesome.

miss you kiddo. are you considering going to d_P's housewarming party friday? i would love to see you honey.

Thursday Dec 09, 2004

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Thank you all for the kind words. You're all sweet.


Gonna be out for the weekend. Got family shit to do and house stuff to get done. I'll be back Sunday night.

ttfn.




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porcelainheart:
have a good weekend hun. kiss
bigkev79:
Its always the worst when bad things happen during the holidays. All I can say from personal experience is live life one day at a time. Dont worry about tommorrow today or it will literally kill you. You cant control tommorrow today so just focus on one day. I know it sounds cheesey but its the only way that I made it through the last year. Its also slightly theraputic to find some new music and lose yourself in it for a while. Thats how I found the accoustic bersion of Times Like Theese. Good luck. Know that people out there care anbd dont be afraid to ask for a little help if needed...

Wednesday Dec 08, 2004

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blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah..

there, I shared.

Not much to say tonight. Friend buired her nephew today. Found out hubby's grandpa has cancer today. Got a lot done at work today. Spent time with my family today.

blah, blah, blah, blah...

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urblueygrl:
sorry to hear bout the grandpa if you have any questions about his treatment and such just let me know, ive been a cancer nurse for 6yrs now, i can try to help....
yuriel:
sorry to hear about it being blahness and bad news frown
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mad love

Monday Dec 06, 2004

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One of my best friends just called me. Her 2 month old nephew died. I wish I new what to say to her. Someone please tell me how to make her feel better. I don't know how.
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yuriel:
me either thats horrible frown
my confdolences.
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sportdeath:
Terrible. I think all you can do is listen, and try to be there when the pain gets to be too great. Healing is very slow...

Sunday Dec 05, 2004

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my house looks like santa threw up all over it. i love this xmas shit! biggrin
neodrunk:
i think i'll be rolling up with dawn. her and i plan on spending most of the evening together. also... i'm driving again!!!! biggrin

tonguemiao!!
billybillybilly:
so. we never did get coffee. do plans for that stand?

Saturday Dec 04, 2004

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It's Saturday isn't it? Oh geez... two days of laundry and organizing so my house is perfect for when my parents visit at Christmas.
I need to reorganize my livingroom to make space for the tree and decorations.

So the plan for today is to get the storage unit cleaned out and in some useful order... get all the Christmas decorations out and organized to...
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trebo:
Hey Baby,
I forgot there is another BIG FAN of Charmed that might be interested in taking it over. SexyMagdalene is a huge fan like me so maybe you can ask her, if you are still trying to look for help with the site. wink
It's amazing that you don't realize how much shit you have until something like the holidays comes around eeek smile . I hope you find your way back out of the "little room that doesn't exist". kiss
yuriel:
*freaks and knows hes still psycho*
smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Friday Dec 03, 2004

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So the best news in for-fucking-ever!!!! Neodrunk, my dear friend and my hubby's partner in crime is CANCER FREE!!!!!!

He shall live to pester another day and that is just about the best fucking thing EVER!!!!!

Loves you mans!!!!



*On a side note, my oldest kidlet had to have a baby tooth removed today.. he is NOT a happy camper.. if any moms or...
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neodrunk:
thanks, baby!!! biggrinbiggrinbiggrin

keep in mind though, my journey is not done yet, and there still is more fun medical stuff to come. oh joy *not jumping*. teehee.

kiss

tonguemiao!!
trebo:
I'll help you out but like this Sunday I probably will be distracted a bit on sunday due to an exam on monday. Maybe with both of us we can tag team ok?. Do you watch sunday on wb or tuesday on tnt?

Tuesday Nov 30, 2004

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Had a crappy day at work, year end sucks.. but got in the car with my baby and he smiled at me now all is better!

Planning Christmas shit and getting ready for my parents to visit.. doing homework with the big guy... American Indian Project for 2nd grade.. lol

Time for dinner and some family time. Happy is my middle name lately.. I love...
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yuriel:
awh hoiw sweet
glad youve had a great time dear
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tartpop:
are they wintery-type baby clothes or summery-type baby clothes? cause Canon (my little boy) is due March 1st and it will still be quite chilly here for a least a couple months or so, and i have quite a good collection of warm weather things already, but am seriously lacking on colder weather clothes. smile But of course, every little bit helps. I would be MOST appreciative. smile
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