Depression is a hell of a thing. I am 33 fucking years old, thinking about how I just wish I would fall asleep and never wake up again. I shouldn't be going through this kind of self-loathing at my age.

I just got back from a party that Nathan Fillion was at btw. Dante Basco was the host. I should be elated at such...
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So I was just dreaming about how awesome it would be if I was able to become friends with Apple from the movie 'The Turbo Kid', and bring her home, and go out and do stuff with her, etc. Then I woke up and realized just how absolutely lonely I must be that I'm dreaming about (movie spoiler) a manic friendship android to make...
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You know, fate always seems to conspire to steal the best dreams from me. Just when I'm about ready to make sweet, sweet lovin' to a fire genie, my alarm clock goes off...

It has come to my knowledge recently that I may be able to turn misfortune into triumph, and turn a theft (so to speak) into a great deal of money. From this money, I plan on owning my house, once and for all.

When that is done, when I am truly lord of my castle, and no longer beholden to the tithe takers, I decided...
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So, among other things in my dreams, I dreamt there was a band called "The Spocks". They were a punk band, and all their members dressed up as classic series Spock in blue Federation uniforms, complete with the ears and Vulcan haircuts, and all their songs were about space exploration, being logical, and classic Trek. If such a band as this does not yet exist...
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I recently dreamt about being forced into an arranged marriage to one of two girls, a super gorgeous, but super Christian American girl, or a semi-androgynous French girl obsessed with the Dark God Slaanesh (both of these girls exist in real life btw). After contemplating it, I found myself preferring the semi-androgynous French girl, and was surprisingly okay with the idea marriage to her if...
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thebeliever:
Two nights ago I dreamt of a same-sex, bi-racial marriage between two little people that degenerated into a drunken brawl. So I think there's a lot going on there...
chadiousxvi:
Eh, who knows what anything means, if there even is any meaning? It was interesting, and fresh on my mind at the time.
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So, according to the 2011 game 'Catherine' (which I just began playing not long ago), I'm shaping up to be a real morally dubious jerk. Gotta love games with morality scales...

Now, to scale the blocks so my giant, demonic unborn offspring doesn't murder me.

anoukevil:
ahaha I saw a review...))) the ass monster is sick)))
chadiousxvi:
Heh heh, yeah, the nightmare monsters can be pretty messed up in that game. The funny bit about the ass monster though, is that like all monsters in the game, it's inspired by events from the main character's life. It's heavily implied the ass monster is inspired in his nightmare by him having rim-jobbed a certain female character that night :P
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...only, it makes keeping in contact with people so much simpler and easier. They are all there, a click away, efficiently organized.

Facebook is the worst, having cornered the market on it years ago. Virtually all my friends and family are there, including friends from ages ago and hundreds (if not thousands) of miles away. Too bad Facebook is booting me off.

All because of...
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What happens when the person you truly are is the antithesis of the person you want to be, all the things you've ever wanted to do with your life but haven't been doing fall farther and farther from your grasp, and you can no longer muster up the will or desire to do anything about it? Do you just go on, day after...
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Apparently the head of Friedrich Wilhelm Murnau was stolen from his tomb...

http://www.bbc.com/news/entertainment-arts-33534109