this was my night last night, lots of texts from the boy whether i responded ot not, i left some out because they are stupid but this gives you the gist.
1. "I am getting rid of all your stuff i dont care"
2. "Hell i might just take it all out back along with melman and set them on fire" (melman is my four... Read More
so like it says above, this is an update to my day. i told him off, which made me feel immensely better. than i had my shoot, and surprisingly it was quite easy to smile and i don't think any of the sad showed trough. i am so excited, the photographer i worked with was so much... Read More
my fiance just left me last night. i have no friends and no family around here and no job, i'm staying at his half sisters right now. 2.5 years of me trying to make it work, and giving him everything he wanted, and he tells me last night that he has been faking it and hasn't wanted to be with me for awhile. meanwhile all... Read More
How are you doing today, sweetheart? I'm SO glad we got a chance to talk on the phone yesterday -- isn't that so much better than texting/email/etc? Wanted to check in with you. If you need to talk again today, you have my number. Let me know.
Nobody should have to go through that, no guy should treat their other like that... I am going through a divorce, nearly one month now after trying to please her and make her life wonderful. I didn't realize that I was so blind to the fact that I left my friends in the dark.
Not having any friends around the area is a major ball of suck, especially when starting life over with nothing, not even a job.
!CONGRATULATIONS! to three beautiful new suicide girls!!!
Jensenn, Setsuka and Caustic, you all are lovely and deserved the new color.
now if we could only get Joliette, Amarenna, Kirin, and a few others pink(sorry i can't think of names my brain is all fuzzy from a migrane) it would be the month of epic win.
so to all of you that are interested in seeing... Read More
Today I feel the need to pimp some sets that I find incredible. I am amazed at the wonderfullness of these sets (not because i dont think these girls are amazing, but because these sets are so awesome)
*EDIT*
three of these lovely ladies went pink! congrats to:
*Jensenn
*Setsuka
*Caustic (formerly CAJtastic)
so without further ado, give these awesome girls with their spectacular sets... Read More
i have a job interview tomorrow and i'm really nervous. i hope everything goes well... i just spent about an hour planning out my makeup and doing my nails, and i spent a good portion of the day shopping for an outfit to wear. but if i get this job i have access to really cute clothes.
i just got a hair cut, my hair is back to being about shoulder length, an inch or so longer i think... and monday i'm getting it bleached, and am going blonde with low lights. i'm super excited to say the least
sorry i haven't been on here a bunch lately, i've been slightly addicted to halo reach and kinda sorta playing non-stop since we... Read More
i need to shoot a new set. but i need to find a photographer in order to do that. it sucks that my last photog sorta fell off the face of the earth.... i loved working with her. but oh well.
so i have an awesome horror/scary idea for a set but i think i'm going to wait on that one because they haven't been... Read More
so tonight is a sad/depressed rant night.
lately i've been feeling not ok in any aspect of my life. i'm not able to get a job, because no one will hire me
i apparently am not even qualifed to work at the fair for two weeks painting kids faces with an airbrush and stencils. i am about to breakdown and do something i know i'll... Read More
oh goodness. life is just well, a little overwhelming right now. sorry i've been pretty absent
heres my life for the last couple weeks
i have a job interview tomorrow, hoping that goes well
i've been busy cleaning and sewing and job hunting and renovating my mans galaxie 500 with him (which is a pain in the neck by the way)
Ren Fair is fun. I go every year. I love all the costumes, food, okay everything. I haven't started dressing up yet but maybe next year. Glad you had a good time.
congrats to:
and thank you so much for your support <3 it means a lot to me 
