Too stressed out and worried and all that shit.
I'm not going to sit here, 3 days before my first class, and wonder if I'm actually going to get to actually go.
So I'm delaying my entrance to spring.
By that time, I hope to find a sutable husband so I can get financial aid (how's that for holy marriage, Dubya?).
Thanks all for the...
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I'm not going to sit here, 3 days before my first class, and wonder if I'm actually going to get to actually go.
So I'm delaying my entrance to spring.
By that time, I hope to find a sutable husband so I can get financial aid (how's that for holy marriage, Dubya?).
Thanks all for the...
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Today was a downer.
I work a block down from the art school dorms.
The whole freakin place was swarming with bright-eyed, optimistic kiddos that were taking the first steps to being great artists.
Kids from all over the world.
Kids from all over the world getting to go to the school right in my fucking back yard.
Kids from all over the world getting...
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I work a block down from the art school dorms.
The whole freakin place was swarming with bright-eyed, optimistic kiddos that were taking the first steps to being great artists.
Kids from all over the world.
Kids from all over the world getting to go to the school right in my fucking back yard.
Kids from all over the world getting...
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thora:
Yup, and sorry to hear it.
Usually the M. R. problems are communication oriented.
Usually the M. R. problems are communication oriented.
daweenis:
hang in there. i'm always amazed at how art school is so expensive....chin up girl !!!
I have many subjects to speak about tonite. Feel free to skip ahead to whatever tickles your fancy...
On the subject of sexual intercourse: Sexual intercourse is a great thing. I would think, though, that masturbation would be more satisfying because of the direct clitoral stimulation. But its like not.
So I went and bought myself a dildo because I was all sexually frustrated.
It...
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On the subject of sexual intercourse: Sexual intercourse is a great thing. I would think, though, that masturbation would be more satisfying because of the direct clitoral stimulation. But its like not.
So I went and bought myself a dildo because I was all sexually frustrated.
It...
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instarsia:
HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!! i do know you. whats up
[Edited on Aug 28, 2004 7:25PM]
[Edited on Aug 28, 2004 7:25PM]
instarsia:
this is odd, and slightly akward...lol. i was wondering when i'd run into you again, and how....heh. i have been being careful. things have just been real Fucked up on and off the net lately. on top of working entirely too much, i've got assholes to contend witrh at every turn. the harassing phone calls i was talking about were coming from an ex-boyfriend not even affiliated with the site. *sighs*. but things are looking up
Need hug. Want sex. Bought dildo.
magni:
Right on!
clintron:
aww. 
you should crush on my new group, too-
Pete And Pete
I've been doing some shameless promotion for it. I hope it's worth it.
you should crush on my new group, too-
Pete And Pete
I've been doing some shameless promotion for it. I hope it's worth it.
I stole this from Lew...
YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE ON)
Squiggy Northwest
YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (NAME OF YOUR FAVOURITE SNACK FOOD + GRANDFATHERS FIRST NAME)
Candy Jack (That sounds more like a pirate name
)
YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT + FAVOURITE RESTAURANT)
Parents Denny's
EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice...
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YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE ON)
Squiggy Northwest
YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (NAME OF YOUR FAVOURITE SNACK FOOD + GRANDFATHERS FIRST NAME)
Candy Jack (That sounds more like a pirate name
)
YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT + FAVOURITE RESTAURANT)
Parents Denny's
EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice...
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troublemaker:
Harry Kester
Jerky (dunno)
God Tito's
Paprika Mexico
A-Roz
Altoid Pabst
Kitten San Ramon
(no middle name) Silversprings
Chocolate Lennon
Jerky (dunno)
God Tito's
Paprika Mexico
A-Roz
Altoid Pabst
Kitten San Ramon
(no middle name) Silversprings
Chocolate Lennon
clintron:
hmm. The soap opera alias thing I always thought was the porn star name. Mine works pretty well- Andrew Spring.
Then again, aren't the porn star name and soap opera name kind of the same thing?
Then again, aren't the porn star name and soap opera name kind of the same thing?
Die and go to hell! 
troublemaker:
okie dokie
Extensions are half done.
I came up with a good idea like 1/4 of the way through.
They should look either really good or really awful.
I came up with a good idea like 1/4 of the way through.
They should look either really good or really awful.
I had a dream last night that I woke up and Missy was at my house.
She was crashing at my place for some reason.
When I woke up (in my dream) she was chillin' with my mom and showing her some huge ass articles from the Chicago Sun-Times about SG.
I had to explain to my mom that she needed to make a vegan...
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She was crashing at my place for some reason.
When I woke up (in my dream) she was chillin' with my mom and showing her some huge ass articles from the Chicago Sun-Times about SG.
I had to explain to my mom that she needed to make a vegan...
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thora:
I hope you didn't mean that last part, but yes, I know where you're "coming from".
anarchick:
Oooh, thats quite a cool dream! You should tell Missy!
Anyone ever see on TV or even in their lives the good ol' cliche of kids yelling at their step-parents,
"YOU'RE NOT MY REAL DAD!!!!!"
Yeah...
Anyone ever see a step-parent yell at their kid "I'M NOT YOUR REAL DAD!!!"
And people wonder why I'm so fucked up.
"YOU'RE NOT MY REAL DAD!!!!!"
Yeah...
Anyone ever see a step-parent yell at their kid "I'M NOT YOUR REAL DAD!!!"
And people wonder why I'm so fucked up.
troublemaker:
thanks for reminding me to not compromise
gofuserectus:
thanks for the comment, and Nothin to be afraid of, i am a pussy cat.
Women suck.
That's the way I always felt.
My mom was a cuntrag, my stepmom abused me, pretty much every woman ever in my life has dissappointed me in almost every way.
Then I found D'Arcy.
Yes, the bass player for the Smashing Pumpkins.
She was hardcore inspirational to me.
I saw her as a good, clean, strong female.
Here was some woman that was...
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That's the way I always felt.
My mom was a cuntrag, my stepmom abused me, pretty much every woman ever in my life has dissappointed me in almost every way.
Then I found D'Arcy.
Yes, the bass player for the Smashing Pumpkins.
She was hardcore inspirational to me.
I saw her as a good, clean, strong female.
Here was some woman that was...
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xlaurax:
wow, I had no idea she was into that! I used to be a BIG Smashing Pumpkins fan, and I got mad when Billy sad "we are a drug free band, that's why Jimmy left" and I later found out Billy was popping pills.
thora:
Food for thought, but it is definitely something I reflect upon - quite often. I'm in the world for the greater good, always. Doin' the best I can...
My ex-band member had a similar experience when her heroine, Courtney Love, got plastic surgery.
My ex-band member had a similar experience when her heroine, Courtney Love, got plastic surgery.
Bad day 
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magni:
Sorry hun...just remember....
When skies are cloudy and gray,
They're only gray for a day,
So wrap your troubles in dreams,
And dream your troubles away.
Until that sunshine peeps thru,
There's only one thing to do,
Just wrap your troubles in dreams,
And dream your troubles away.
Your castles may tumble,
That's Fate after all,
Life's really funny that way.
No use to grumble,
Just smile as they fall,
Weren't you King for a day?
Say!
Just remember that sunshine
Always follows the rain,
So wrap your troubles in dreams,
And dream your troubles away.
Wrap Your Troubles in Dreams
Bing Crosby
When skies are cloudy and gray,
They're only gray for a day,
So wrap your troubles in dreams,
And dream your troubles away.
Until that sunshine peeps thru,
There's only one thing to do,
Just wrap your troubles in dreams,
And dream your troubles away.
Your castles may tumble,
That's Fate after all,
Life's really funny that way.
No use to grumble,
Just smile as they fall,
Weren't you King for a day?
Say!
Just remember that sunshine
Always follows the rain,
So wrap your troubles in dreams,
And dream your troubles away.
Wrap Your Troubles in Dreams
Bing Crosby
anarchick:
Read my email I sent you, we all love you here. And NEVER want you to be sad. There's enough sadness in the world, I couldn't bear a pretty lady compromising her smile. 
Read my email I sent you, we all love you here. And NEVER want you to be sad. There's enough sadness in the world, I couldn't bear a pretty lady compromising her smile.