It's raining today. Had a little disciplinary meeting with one of the guys in my group only to turn into a 2 hour discussion. I hate those kinds of meetings, I don't like giving people shit, but it's part of my job. Anyways I'm just glad it's over.
Went to the gym AGAIN today (yep that's 3 days in a row this week) and had...
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Went to the gym AGAIN today (yep that's 3 days in a row this week) and had...
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Yea late for an update, but better late than never. Big day today, went to the gym AGAIN this morning as brainless me schedualed my evaluation with my trainer on a tuesday, instead of one of the three days I already go to the gym (mon, wed, fri) and so this week is a 4 days @ the gym week.
My trainer upped all my...
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mandymo:
Dude...I saw your sets...fucking hot...you are so seductive!
Beautiful!
Beautiful!
futt3rm31n390:
The hands on set was Hawt.......*sigh*...... 
Yay it's sunny again today! Yesterday I was uber productive..washed the floors in my flat, did all the laundry, dishes, dusted, and scrubbed the bathroom and kitchen down. Then had my itsy bitsy lunch of green pepper, mushrooms, and half a tomato. After that *exciting* meal I went over to my parent's house to wash my car...it was so nice out I ended up waxing...
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discusstin:
your cheeks are so rosey. flushed even.
unique3:
thanks for the compliment on my "set"! 
you're are so hott!
you're are so hott!
Good Morning...er..afternoon. What a day yesterday was. Draining, exciting, fruitfull, terrifying. I went to the gym and worked out a LOT, i'm so sore this morn. Then went to work till 12 and worked like a mofo to still meet my deadlines. Then driving like a maniac on the highway I see a man holding something signaling me to move to the side of the...
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prs2000:
you really are sweet. i'll let you know if i post any pics. 
dclxvi:
You had a crazy crazy day.
I know I took my pictures down from PSW but would you please please pretty please make me a desk top? I took my pictures down because an old boss of mine found me here and it creeped me out.
I have all my pics if you want any. I feel horrible asking you to make me one but I loved the ones you did for whypnk and firefly. Between you and Sorcha we have tons of talent in our group.
Here is a sample of the simple one I made of you...
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I know I took my pictures down from PSW but would you please please pretty please make me a desk top? I took my pictures down because an old boss of mine found me here and it creeped me out.
I have all my pics if you want any. I feel horrible asking you to make me one but I loved the ones you did for whypnk and firefly. Between you and Sorcha we have tons of talent in our group.
Here is a sample of the simple one I made of you...
[Edited on Mar 28, 2004 11:25PM]
There are mysterious times.
That phrase keeps appearing in my mind at random points of the day. With the grey weather, the groung starting to come alive again, the birds reappearing, and the self re-inventing frame of mind i'm in it just seems to come to that.
If you've ever seen the movie "Meet Joe Black" with Brat Pitt, you'll remember towards the beginning of...
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That phrase keeps appearing in my mind at random points of the day. With the grey weather, the groung starting to come alive again, the birds reappearing, and the self re-inventing frame of mind i'm in it just seems to come to that.
If you've ever seen the movie "Meet Joe Black" with Brat Pitt, you'll remember towards the beginning of...
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bradff:
i just saw one of your sets in the PSW group... and i have to say that you're one of the most beautiful women i've seen on this site.
Oh yeah... as i was looking through your pics i saw you got your picture taken with Ron Jeremy.... i just got one fo those pics a week or so ago
anyways... just wanted to say hello
later on
Oh yeah... as i was looking through your pics i saw you got your picture taken with Ron Jeremy.... i just got one fo those pics a week or so ago
anyways... just wanted to say hello
later on
no_tanaka:
I just checked out most of your sets in the psw group and had to tell you they were great. Thats all.
No more mention of bad things. The land of PSW had it's queen back. I'm happy and thank god the hell is over.
Love u all..
..in other news I finished the first day of my strict diet. I know you're all gonna talk AGAINST diets, but it's a healthy one made for a friend of mine who has only one kidney...so it's not THAT...
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Love u all..
..in other news I finished the first day of my strict diet. I know you're all gonna talk AGAINST diets, but it's a healthy one made for a friend of mine who has only one kidney...so it's not THAT...
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derekthered:
I have a diet where I can't afford to eat much. It works out well because it's really hard to break
Thanks for the kind words. TarNish is awesome and I'm a very lucky guy. I don't go on MSN much, but when I do, I'm on as derek_the_red@hotmail.com
Thanks for the kind words. TarNish is awesome and I'm a very lucky guy. I don't go on MSN much, but when I do, I'm on as derek_the_red@hotmail.com
_sarah_:
That doesn't sound so bad, but watch your nutrients. I'd probably snack on fruit and veggies between meals.
It looks a lot like how I eat on a normal day.
It looks a lot like how I eat on a normal day.
A brand new day. Since no one can fucking touch my journal or dare to censor it I'm going to tell you all what the bloody hell is going on for REAL!
Firefly formerly known as Jenya is now officially on my shit list. She is giving Sorcha such a hard time it's completely insane. She was given ownership of the PSW group hastily by...
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Firefly formerly known as Jenya is now officially on my shit list. She is giving Sorcha such a hard time it's completely insane. She was given ownership of the PSW group hastily by...
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tarnish:
Awww 
*HUG*
*HUG*
hellomrworld:
Weird weird stuff in PSW land ... Unnecessary.. I must say you are very cute too .. I quite like Montreal as well ... I hope things are normalizing again ...
Only thing I really know about Jenya is that she is an exhibitionist so ....
Only thing I really know about Jenya is that she is an exhibitionist so ....
new day, think i'll cross 'eating' off my 'things to do' list. i should spend more time in the gym and less in here, seems my last set was wishful thinking..since i'm nothing but trouble. oh well. 
thanks to everyone who tried to make me stop crying last night, and who asked me not to leave PSW. i need to go for a long walk...
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thanks to everyone who tried to make me stop crying last night, and who asked me not to leave PSW. i need to go for a long walk...
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_sarah_:
Dude. You have big, brass balls.
_sarah_:
No wonder we were ramming so hard! I'm a Capricorn. We're like the top bitches of the horoscope. 
I guess I don't belong anywhere. I can't even be part of PSW without causing *drama* as they put it. No one pointed a finger at me "directly" but I know they were talking about me. Why? Because I didn't agree with the ways things were, and I wasn't alone, but I can't just stand by the side and not do anything about it.
So...
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fortysix_and_two:
Cathedra, we would love to have you back... there's no 'source' of drama, it's part of everyone. So you're not the cause. Things just got really heated and really out of hand.
It's not PSW without you. Please come back.
It's not PSW without you. Please come back.
_sarah_:
FortysixAndTwo is right. It would be horrible without you in there. I'm so sorry I flew off the handle. I was just so sad for Jenya. I didn't mean to upset you. 
At work today, the sun is so strong this afternoon it's making my office unbearably hot. Feel like stripping down to my knickers and sitting at my desk.
I went Condo shopping this weekend. It's exciting, and thankfully I have a whole year to make my decision. My brother may be moving in with me, if we find a 5 1/2 in time before I...
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I went Condo shopping this weekend. It's exciting, and thankfully I have a whole year to make my decision. My brother may be moving in with me, if we find a 5 1/2 in time before I...
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brainwashedhero:
Une Lavaloise!!
mersh:
dear sorcha or "sore and chapped"
I hate people like you.
People that are egotistical,
People that are bullys,and people who are cowards. You are text-book,and as easy to read as a circus poster.
You, fueled by intense feelings of insecurity and "aint never beenizm" try to control people thru one upsmanship and titles.Oh yes, we are all sooo happy you are the owner so you can sit on your cowardly throne and toss down your passive/agressive barbs at good, intelligent,and real people like Cathedra
It's sad your fears drove you to such retardtivity, witnessed by so many. Your parents must be so proud...
I will pray for you, and stand by my friend Cathedra thru membership cancelation...Like all things cool, come infection by the masses...
aloha,mersh
I hate people like you.
People that are egotistical,
People that are bullys,and people who are cowards. You are text-book,and as easy to read as a circus poster.
You, fueled by intense feelings of insecurity and "aint never beenizm" try to control people thru one upsmanship and titles.Oh yes, we are all sooo happy you are the owner so you can sit on your cowardly throne and toss down your passive/agressive barbs at good, intelligent,and real people like Cathedra
It's sad your fears drove you to such retardtivity, witnessed by so many. Your parents must be so proud...
I will pray for you, and stand by my friend Cathedra thru membership cancelation...Like all things cool, come infection by the masses...
aloha,mersh
long bizzy bizzy day @ work. getting fucked up tonight..get rid of the days stresses. luv u all..
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psych_rock:
was that real...? i thought it was a dream...
cupofkarma:
i really like the pictures you post. it gives me new insperation.
Not wanting to push back yesterday's comments because they are still very valid, but I have to mention today's events. It's only 8 am but it's already been an eventfull day...
Firstly I actually convince myself to get out of bed and go to the gym, as I'm turning on the lights to feed the fish I notice that the one (fish) that normally is...
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Firstly I actually convince myself to get out of bed and go to the gym, as I'm turning on the lights to feed the fish I notice that the one (fish) that normally is...
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cathedra:
it DID all happen...i know it did. And on top of it, I went to record my voice for the porno and was told...to "make is sound more porn-ish" (hence the name on my msn for my chat sweeties)
MY Betta Fish Obituary:
It was during the night of Sunday March 14th that Fish the beloved male Betta of Cathedra tragically decided to venture beyond the bowl and ended his short wet life. On the morning of Monday March 15th his devastated owner found his small dry crunchy body stashed underneath her computer tower. Fish will live on in the memory of Cathedra his mourning owner, blue fish, red fish and dark blue fish the remaining Bettas and Fish's companions. The service for fish was held early this morning in the bathroom of Cathedra's apartment. A hush of silence graced the tiled walls as the toilet handle was pulled and Fish was laid to rest in the gentle swirl of the public sewage system. RIP little gold Betta fish.
MY Betta Fish Obituary:
It was during the night of Sunday March 14th that Fish the beloved male Betta of Cathedra tragically decided to venture beyond the bowl and ended his short wet life. On the morning of Monday March 15th his devastated owner found his small dry crunchy body stashed underneath her computer tower. Fish will live on in the memory of Cathedra his mourning owner, blue fish, red fish and dark blue fish the remaining Bettas and Fish's companions. The service for fish was held early this morning in the bathroom of Cathedra's apartment. A hush of silence graced the tiled walls as the toilet handle was pulled and Fish was laid to rest in the gentle swirl of the public sewage system. RIP little gold Betta fish.
saruman:
Poor fish ;-(.
sorry about the disciplinary stuff. it sucks to hav to deal with that.
i need to get motivated to work out again...