Woah Prom was wicked. The drive home was not. Im fucking tired, but yea it was necessary to get home. Upon arrival I was snatched up by my neighbour who insisted that I smoke to celebrate my return home and to make sure I didn't spend the evening sobbing over "the guy". She's a sweetie she is...but now Im fucked up and going to bed....
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He called! I'm happy again...SG PROM 2 MORROW!!!! 
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evanx:
Hey! It was nice kinda/sorta meeting you last night! 
ultimatelewser:
Just thought I'd say I love your photo sets! 
Bee-yu-ti-full! 
May I add you as a friend?
Bee-yu-ti-full! May I add you as a friend?He called. 
Twice.
Onwards and upwards.
Work today, call landlord to get the ball rolling with my new place, get the measurements, pick out the paint, start slowly packing and getting boxes for the move. Start back at the gym tomorrow morning, get ready for the trip to Toronto on saturday and fuckin' HAVE FUN!
Twice.
Onwards and upwards.
Work today, call landlord to get the ball rolling with my new place, get the measurements, pick out the paint, start slowly packing and getting boxes for the move. Start back at the gym tomorrow morning, get ready for the trip to Toronto on saturday and fuckin' HAVE FUN!
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misterclean:
the yeah yeah yeah's fucking rock...and so do you!
btw, I have new pics in bcb...have a look sweeite!
btw, I have new pics in bcb...have a look sweeite!
broadwaybee:
You're so cute. 
Have fun in TO - tell her I miss her.
Have fun in TO - tell her I miss her.
Oh.My.God. Remember that guy I was talking about a little while ago..the Leo in Montreal who's the same age as me etc.etc..whom I was afraid to meet because I thought he wouldn't like me?
Well...I met him last night. He's even cuter in person..and yes, he liked me, alot. I think he will call back...this is the delicate phase that can make or break any...
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stepchild13:
I hope he calls!!!!
And he's probably thinking the same things, going crazy about when to call, if you really like him, how someone so hot can like him, etc. I went through the same thing with my g/f, still do! hehe No worries, I think it shall happen. Good luck on the interview by the way.
And he's probably thinking the same things, going crazy about when to call, if you really like him, how someone so hot can like him, etc. I went through the same thing with my g/f, still do! hehe No worries, I think it shall happen. Good luck on the interview by the way.
saruman:
Geez, you stress out too much 
okay so Im getting the apartment I want. yay. i should be really happy, and I am I swear. But for some reason I fell down..no not litterally, but emotionally. Im stressing myself about buying all these appliances, about painting a whole apartment, about asking my boss for a raise, about my friend in Toronto who is deeply depressed and is scaring me, about the...
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7deuce:
i know i don't really know you but you seem like a strong woman to me.... be strong for your friend because i know that i am going through hell with depression right now and i would give anything for a good friend... you will be a differance maker for him trust me... be dtrong and you will get back on track...
misterclean:
aww, don't be so hard on yourself- those chips are fucking good! and moving is always stressful, even though it's what you want and it'll be worth it. Everything is gonna be fine. really. I know how you feel, I've been in a random bad mood on and off myself. It'll pass.
oh, and you're wicked cute and hot. that has nothing to do with your journal entry, but I know I love to hear stuff like that, so there ya go.
oh, and you're wicked cute and hot. that has nothing to do with your journal entry, but I know I love to hear stuff like that, so there ya go.
OOOOOOMMMMMGGGGGGG!!!
My lucky stars are shining on me tonight! After ingesting half a bag of Guacamole Doritos and while watching the movie Elizabeth the phone rang. It was my landlord, the 4 1/2 I wanted in this building is free!!!! He was happy to let me have it since he said I do nice things with his apartments!! I'm currently in a 2 1/2 in...
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My lucky stars are shining on me tonight! After ingesting half a bag of Guacamole Doritos and while watching the movie Elizabeth the phone rang. It was my landlord, the 4 1/2 I wanted in this building is free!!!! He was happy to let me have it since he said I do nice things with his apartments!! I'm currently in a 2 1/2 in...
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poprocks:
Yay! for you!!!
paradogmatic:
wo0t
uh yea nevermind
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whypnk:
*hugs*
superflea:
Hey now! You're supposed to say "Prom would be ruined for me if you weren't there, dahling!!!"
Well, I'll see how I feel the morning after the concert, as I'll probably be staying with friends in London at least overnight. I'll also see if the Visa feels like it'll hold another Hotel reservation this month.
See, I've already seen Bowie twice, but I haven't seen you yet at all!
You can see the bind I'm in!
Well, I'll see how I feel the morning after the concert, as I'll probably be staying with friends in London at least overnight. I'll also see if the Visa feels like it'll hold another Hotel reservation this month.
See, I've already seen Bowie twice, but I haven't seen you yet at all!
You can see the bind I'm in!
was supposed to go on a date tonight. he said he had a meeting at 7, and didn't think it would last long. he just sent me a message a little while ago, appologizing that it's still going on. i told him to forget the date, (it's 10:16). i drank half a bottle of wine, watched Bridget Jones' Diary, proceeded to pop a bag of...
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paradogmatic:
Hope it was just a bad streak of luck on his part..
Hope it was just a bad streak of luck on his part..
_sarah_:
UGH. That sucks.
Yesterday I was full of despair and didn't feel right in my skin. Was restless, tired, so I went to the cemetary on Mt.Royal where I have family resting and I cleaned up from the winter a bit, and planted 4 boxes of pansies. I like going to the cemetary and go usually once every 2 months or so. Sometimes more often. I feel like...
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bruna_:
you and your gym stuff is inspiring me. happy spring!
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superflea:
I'm still mortified when I hear cover versions of "Take Another Little Piece of My Heart" - especially the ones that are all sweetened up. (Faith Hill, I'm scowling in your direction.) I don't think anybody else could bring to that song, or possibly to anything in her catalogue, what Janis did.
I remember working on an album once that was for a 12-year old french-canadian girl. She was doing a bunch of covers, and the album actually sold out of a couple of pressings. Everybody kept praising her voice, but I remember hearing the tracks for the first time and thinking "that girl needs to have her heart broken". It was in no way a shot at her vocals... but there is a maturity and experience that is required to really transcend any material to be a true storyteller, and to really connect and communicate with an audience. I can think of no finer example of just what was missing in that little girl's vocals than Janis.
I remember working on an album once that was for a 12-year old french-canadian girl. She was doing a bunch of covers, and the album actually sold out of a couple of pressings. Everybody kept praising her voice, but I remember hearing the tracks for the first time and thinking "that girl needs to have her heart broken". It was in no way a shot at her vocals... but there is a maturity and experience that is required to really transcend any material to be a true storyteller, and to really connect and communicate with an audience. I can think of no finer example of just what was missing in that little girl's vocals than Janis.
elfalcon:
Hi sweety...
Thanks for the good words... and don't worry about life or about yourself. Everyone has a good and a bad side at the same time. But what makes someone special, is the balance between the two ! Let the time do it's work, it will bring you on the right road ;O)
Please, don't give up on men yet
bCause you know what, one day or another, you will find someone who is all into the piece of crap that you say you are, as much as the the nice and beutifull person that you must be most of the time anyway !! When in love, the worst "piece of crap" looks like the most beautifull art piece of the world !
I will give you feed back on Janis lyrics pretty soon
Take care xx
Thanks for the good words... and don't worry about life or about yourself. Everyone has a good and a bad side at the same time. But what makes someone special, is the balance between the two ! Let the time do it's work, it will bring you on the right road ;O)
Please, don't give up on men yet
bCause you know what, one day or another, you will find someone who is all into the piece of crap that you say you are, as much as the the nice and beutifull person that you must be most of the time anyway !! When in love, the worst "piece of crap" looks like the most beautifull art piece of the world !
I will give you feed back on Janis lyrics pretty soon
Take care xx
I had a rotten, awful day. Long, boring, strange, anxious, and I was tired/grumpy during most of it. I came home, lit some incense, made a great supper, had some red wine, and am watching Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulin. I even had some strawberries for dessert. I am relaxed, in a good mood, all thanks to Amelie Poulin & red wine.
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oryx:
I GOT YOUR CARD TODAY!!!!
thank you ever so much. none of my friends have sent me cards, that was just wonderful! it made my day! thank you thank you thank you.
thank you ever so much. none of my friends have sent me cards, that was just wonderful! it made my day! thank you thank you thank you.
remuemenage:
my favorite part of that movie is when she is skipping stones ........... and she says to herself - if she wants to ruin her life by not ever saying anything to the boy she loves it's her business-
okay that's not my favorite part of the movie - but it is a good part
Nous avons vu Amelie dans mon cours francais. Je pense que je ne reussirai pas le cours francais qui je prend, parce que je n'allai jamais - mais j'aime le francais! Peut-etre je peux passer un examen equivalent.
the best part is the mysterious world-travelling garden knome, n'est-ce pas?
okay that's not my favorite part of the movie - but it is a good part
Nous avons vu Amelie dans mon cours francais. Je pense que je ne reussirai pas le cours francais qui je prend, parce que je n'allai jamais - mais j'aime le francais! Peut-etre je peux passer un examen equivalent.
the best part is the mysterious world-travelling garden knome, n'est-ce pas?
Okay so I've been neglecting to write frequent journal entries. I know, my bad. But I HAVE been really busy with work since we launched the companie's first DVD - Pornstar Academie. The launch went great, and if you've read a bit lately I was on TV last night for like a minute. Bloody interview was like 45 minutes and they chop it up to...
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oryx:
please do not tell me that the amount of fat on your thighs has a bearing on how much sex is in your life... although, according to your example, perhaps i should be getting some in the near future.
meximonkey:
So can I bring a six pack and CDs for your next Basement Rave? Or just bottled water?
Or just bottled water?
so did photogrrl look smokin' at prom or what? I mean, the pics just arn't enough