I'm dreampt he was holding me.
No, not Ryan, my gay friend.
Aurgh.
Can I be a gay boy?
Monday night he walked me back to my dorm from Serrano's after Spectrum (the "homo club" as Eve would say) met there.
At Serrano's this lesbian was playing with straws and then with the salt and silverware and stuff. *sigh* She was kinda cute... I think...
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No, not Ryan, my gay friend.
Aurgh.
Can I be a gay boy?
Monday night he walked me back to my dorm from Serrano's after Spectrum (the "homo club" as Eve would say) met there.
At Serrano's this lesbian was playing with straws and then with the salt and silverware and stuff. *sigh* She was kinda cute... I think...
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Emotastica: eek! don't be away!
*** Auto-response from RPMguitar: i cant talk right now cause i'm not here
Emotastica: gimme information :-P
Emotastica: :-P
RPMguitar: hey
Emotastica: there you are
RPMguitar: it was a short practice so we didnt have time to call ya
RPMguitar: we only did a few songs
Emotastica: nooooooooooo
Emotastica: I'm going to cry now
RPMguitar: you didnt miss much
RPMguitar:...
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*** Auto-response from RPMguitar: i cant talk right now cause i'm not here
Emotastica: gimme information :-P
Emotastica: :-P
RPMguitar: hey
Emotastica: there you are
RPMguitar: it was a short practice so we didnt have time to call ya
RPMguitar: we only did a few songs
Emotastica: nooooooooooo
Emotastica: I'm going to cry now
RPMguitar: you didnt miss much
RPMguitar:...
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fortissimo:
Like Eve, I too have done the obsessive unrequited crush that went on far too long before.
The funny thing is, and this has happened to me more than once, when I finally get over it there is always a whole collection of people who had been into me but hadn't bothered to let me know because they could see as plain as day how obsessed I was and knew they wouldn't have had a snowball's chance in hell.
Post-megacrush dating is kind of like post-fight sex that way...something amazing happens suddenly in the aftermath of something awful.
Mmmm...post-fight sex.
-ff
The funny thing is, and this has happened to me more than once, when I finally get over it there is always a whole collection of people who had been into me but hadn't bothered to let me know because they could see as plain as day how obsessed I was and knew they wouldn't have had a snowball's chance in hell.
Post-megacrush dating is kind of like post-fight sex that way...something amazing happens suddenly in the aftermath of something awful.
Mmmm...post-fight sex.
-ff
hatefulerin:
you know, for a moment i considered putting RPMguitar on my buddy list, and then when he came online giving him a verbal ass kicking in your honor. but i decided that would accomplish nothing... except that it would be pretty funny. 
emoCATstica: hey
RPMguitar: hey
RPMguitar: cant talk
RPMguitar: doin homework
emoCATstica: ok
RPMguitar: catch ya later
emoCATstica: are y'all practicing tomorrow?
RPMguitar: hopefully
emoCATstica: ok
emoCATstica: let me know
RPMguitar: i'll call when we get together and let ya know
emoCATstica: awesome
dude! he said he'd CALL!!
RPMguitar: hey
RPMguitar: cant talk
RPMguitar: doin homework
emoCATstica: ok
RPMguitar: catch ya later
emoCATstica: are y'all practicing tomorrow?
RPMguitar: hopefully
emoCATstica: ok
emoCATstica: let me know
RPMguitar: i'll call when we get together and let ya know
emoCATstica: awesome
dude! he said he'd CALL!!
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orchid1:
That's great! Go get 'im!
was_nicole:
i did my paper AND dyed my hair. i'm talented
So, those two all-nighters I pulled:
Tuesday night: studying for my African American Lit midterm. I get to class Wednesday and I can't take it. All I can answer is a single short answer question. I give him back the test questions and drop the class.
Wednesday night: writing French papers. Well, my printer was not working so I could not print them here. So,...
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Tuesday night: studying for my African American Lit midterm. I get to class Wednesday and I can't take it. All I can answer is a single short answer question. I give him back the test questions and drop the class.
Wednesday night: writing French papers. Well, my printer was not working so I could not print them here. So,...
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mistersatan:
Nonsense! You can never be too busy for chat! I demand that you appear in chat RIGHT THIS SECOND!!!
*thunderclap*
*thunderclap*
Saw Ani DiFranco tonight. It was great. Damn she is an awesome guitar player!
Oh, look! Private entries! Woo!
Um, I've pulled two all-nighters in a row. I have stuff to talk about but it can wait until tomorrow.
Love!
Cat!
Oh, look! Private entries! Woo!
Um, I've pulled two all-nighters in a row. I have stuff to talk about but it can wait until tomorrow.
Love!
Cat!
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hatefulerin:
ani is cool. i saw her this summer.
i'm going to quote my mom now and say "don't burn the candle from both ends!"
get some sleep soon sweetie, k???
i'm going to quote my mom now and say "don't burn the candle from both ends!"
get some sleep soon sweetie, k???
mistersatan:
hooray for sleep! (something I also desperately need)
-went to classes
-watched crazy bible people and crazy college students making fun of them in free speech alley
-walked to atcha (long walk)
-found a song I'd been wanting to hear again since the first time I heard a small piece of it back in high school.. a girl had it playing in her room with the door opened and I stopped to ask...
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-watched crazy bible people and crazy college students making fun of them in free speech alley
-walked to atcha (long walk)
-found a song I'd been wanting to hear again since the first time I heard a small piece of it back in high school.. a girl had it playing in her room with the door opened and I stopped to ask...
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badm0j02:
a fellow coonass?
hatefulerin:
ah, crazy bible people are always good times.
i need to do laundry soon. i'm running out of clothes. or at least clothes that i like to wear.
have fun!
i need to do laundry soon. i'm running out of clothes. or at least clothes that i like to wear.
have fun!
I hate Brian. I was talking to Ryan about practice and then he left to do homework and I went to take a shower and he said this:
RPMguitar: hey
RPMguitar: bad news, no practice today
RPMguitar: brian cant make it
RPMguitar: he's got a management test
and then he signed off before I got back so I couldn't make arrangements to see him anyway......
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RPMguitar: hey
RPMguitar: bad news, no practice today
RPMguitar: brian cant make it
RPMguitar: he's got a management test
and then he signed off before I got back so I couldn't make arrangements to see him anyway......
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fortissimo:
STOP SKIPPING CLASS! You will *so* regret it later.
Try skipping TO class instead. Yay, skipping!
-ff
Try skipping TO class instead. Yay, skipping!
-ff
orchid1:
Poke.
Poke.
Poke.
Are you going to class yet?
Poke.
Poke.
Poke.
Poke.
Are you going to class yet?
Poke.
Poke.
I just had a strange dream. I was on some sort of trip--I think it was for an organization or something... it was at this big house thing. I have no idea what it was for. There were a lot of different kinds of people there, a few who I knew. This one guy from Spectrum I know was there and I was really affectionate...
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snakefeast:
Hey, I'm a straight guy. BOO!!I noticed your profile changed on my page. And, yes, I'm drinking plenty of tea, thankyou.
hatefulerin:
you rock my world.
RPMguitar: oh hey i forgot football is on
RPMguitar: gotta go
teehee. for some reason I find that extraordinarily cute. Ok, so I find everything he does / says extraordinarily cute. Even if it's something that would really offend me if someone else said it. (That wouldn't really offend me except for, of course, when it seems like everything is more entertaining than me...)
I...
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RPMguitar: gotta go
teehee. for some reason I find that extraordinarily cute. Ok, so I find everything he does / says extraordinarily cute. Even if it's something that would really offend me if someone else said it. (That wouldn't really offend me except for, of course, when it seems like everything is more entertaining than me...)
I...
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hatefulerin:
*snogs emo-cat-stica (that's what i'm going to call you now, because calling you catcatcatcat just seems odd)*
fortissimo:
Snog is one of the best words ever! Why don't more Americans say "snog"?
I'm changing my advice...new advice for Monday practice is: SNOG RYAN!!
-ff
I'm changing my advice...new advice for Monday practice is: SNOG RYAN!!
-ff
I had to go all the way to Siegen Walmart to get honey mustard pretzels. I got two bags. Why are these so hard to find? Maybe because I have to get the Rold Gold ones because all the others have dairy products. Anyway... Ryan invited me to PCB practice Monday!
RPMguitar: hey
RPMguitar: catch the game?
RPMguitar: that was freakin awesome
Emotastica: I was...
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RPMguitar: hey
RPMguitar: catch the game?
RPMguitar: that was freakin awesome
Emotastica: I was...
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astrogirl3000:
CLEAN! if you put good tunes on, time will pass like you won't believe. the best part is sitting in that room and having a smoke when yer all done!
astrogirl3000:
CLEAN! if you put good tunes on, time will pass like you won't believe. the best part is sitting in that room and having a smoke when yer all done!
*cries*
unfortunatly i don't have the answers to either.
i wished i remembered my dreams. maybe its the smokes.