ive been feeling super lonely lately. i used to not mind having a night all alone sitting in front of the computer, but now when im faced with the prospect of that i feel terrible.
even if its just sitting around watching tv or something, as long as im with someone else i feel ok.
its so lame when trick or treaters come and i...
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even if its just sitting around watching tv or something, as long as im with someone else i feel ok.
its so lame when trick or treaters come and i...
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joscelyne:
sometimes i leave the tv on in the other room so it seems like i'm not as alone as I feel.
joscelyne:
actually I'll leave it on anything but the news or a horror movie. The news is always bad and they rarely ever show praise for something. It just reminds me of what a fucked up world I live in.
i accidentally spent the night on the couch in front of the tv last night. thank god others get up earlier than i need to so that i didnt sleep too late to be ready in time to leave for school. i noticed, however, that the couch is sooooo much more comfortable than the thing ive been using instead of my uncomfortable bed. i think...
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thirtyseven:
maybe you could make the switch to chai instead of coffee. i've never understood the coffee phenomenon. then again, i think i'm being naughty when i drink a can of coke 
you're right, he probably is one of the best at playing with turntables. i don't really keep up on that so much anymore, but his performance blew me away and i like that he throws a "cute" element into his shows, as opposed to being a straight badass like some others.
you're right, he probably is one of the best at playing with turntables. i don't really keep up on that so much anymore, but his performance blew me away and i like that he throws a "cute" element into his shows, as opposed to being a straight badass like some others.
rawr_ima_monster:
Braaaaaaiiiiins! (I'm a Zombie) coffee is good, it help the living dead feel perky and awake after lthat very long sleep. (lame attempt to turn my halloween post into somethign topical)
Happy friggin halloween, gimme some candy.
-Dave
Happy friggin halloween, gimme some candy.
-Dave
after a day of feeling tired and bored and a little lonely, im all of a sudden feeling PERFECT. there are plans that will probably fall through, but it doesnt matter.
as i write this, the plans have not fallen through. they have gotten better. it is time to watch a documentary with other people. OTHER PEOPLE.
as i write this, the plans have not fallen through. they have gotten better. it is time to watch a documentary with other people. OTHER PEOPLE.
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quijybo:
you look startled in your profile pic, kinda like a deer caught in the headlights kind of look.
catculus:
woo! people! yay!
plans are good.
plans are good.
ahh...the time of year where it gets dark at 5:00. it always reminds me of eating dinner while i was little... brown rice specifically.. with vivaldi's 'four seasons' playing in the background in the dining area next to an open window. dark outside.. brown rice > four seasons > dark at 5. cant have one without bringing up the other two in my mind.
goatsgotohell:
Yeah, this time of the year reminds me of playing kickball, tag, etc. with some kids who used to live in my town.
Having their mom yell out the window that my mom wanted me to go home for dinner.
It's only 7pm here right now and it feels like it should be 10 or something.... amazing how used to routine my body gets.
Having their mom yell out the window that my mom wanted me to go home for dinner.
It's only 7pm here right now and it feels like it should be 10 or something.... amazing how used to routine my body gets.
ok. things arent so bad.
mistersatan:
They aren't???
*throws away Thorazine*
*throws away Thorazine*
rawr_ima_monster:
that's waht you think.
-ever time you come back up, we knock you back down!
Dave
-ever time you come back up, we knock you back down!
Dave
day spent smiling on the outside and feeling like crap inside. no matter how much work i did or whatever i tried to do, i couldnt get my mind in a good place. i realized just how much of an unconscious action everything i do at work is.
then i had too much coffee. i actually smiled when i locked the doors and started heading...
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faith:
happy is good...work bad. I really need sleep, my brain is not quite functioning. sorry.
{{{hugs}}}
{{{hugs}}}
i did some cleaning today. i cleand out places in my room that i havent even looked at in like 8 years. and i only found two things of any sentimental value. the rest was mostly dust and old papers. i was kind of hoping for more.
ive been drinking assloads of grapefruit juice the past few days. and i dont even like grapefruit.
ive been drinking assloads of grapefruit juice the past few days. and i dont even like grapefruit.
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rawr_ima_monster:
so, you se waht you need to do is shove things that you care about now into corners of your room wher eyou'll only find them years from now when you're cleaning again.
-then you'll go "that's where I had this!"
Dave
-then you'll go "that's where I had this!"
Dave
grobik:
heya dood!
saw you is big on ATR*
if you don't already know of them check out::
EC8OR
Hanin Elias
Chicks on Speed
Peaches
super good hate core!!!
I could post stuff if you wanna listen???
saw you is big on ATR*
if you don't already know of them check out::
EC8OR
Hanin Elias
Chicks on Speed
Peaches
super good hate core!!!
I could post stuff if you wanna listen???
sometimes i dont even notice how hungry i am until food enters my mouth.
then i am starving.
then i am starving.
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mistersatan:
That's what happens when you take a trip so SAMMICH COUNTRY.
rawr_ima_monster:
food is good for making you not hungry. sometimes, I get the exact opposite problem.
Dave
Dave
my philosophy of religion teacher is completely out of his mind. today, he spent quite a large portion of class talking about guns. i cant even picture what this man would look like holding a gun. would he finally not have his silly grin all over his face, or will he keep the happy attitude he always has?
after he finally got on track and...
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rawr_ima_monster:
"out of his fucking mind" is more than one word.
-I think "outtahisfuckinmind" is probably the word you were looking for.
Dave
-I think "outtahisfuckinmind" is probably the word you were looking for.
Dave
morgan:
hmm...neither of MY philosophy teachers look like hobbits. And both are pretty damn cool.
One of them looks like my dad, though.
One of them looks like my dad, though.
i dont really have much to say lately. things are just kind of...going.
local theatre is bullshit.
local theatre is bullshit.
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rawr_ima_monster:
it may be bullshit, but it's indie!
-and that makes you indie if oyu like it, and if you're not indie, you're not cool lik everyone else. you poseur.
Dave
-and that makes you indie if oyu like it, and if you're not indie, you're not cool lik everyone else. you poseur.
Dave
joscelyne:
going, going. like the energizer bunny.
i have a rotten taste in my mouth. time to brush and leave for work.
i have a rotten taste in my mouth. time to brush and leave for work.
customers are cheap bastards.
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mistersatan:
Oh yes... it was "fuckingweird", as AvantTard put it... I tend to agree... it was both these things.
rawr_ima_monster:
indeed, but we're all just customers for SOMEONE...and we all want ot have as much of our own money as we can to do what we want. so we all suck.
Anyway, yeah it's really fucking insane even if you DON't learn anything about it. I heard form someone that it's a rumor that L Ron madea bet with another novelist that he could start a religion that would last at least a year, so that was it...probably a rumor, but.....
-and now there are people willign to give away their famliies for it....we all DO suck.
Dave
Anyway, yeah it's really fucking insane even if you DON't learn anything about it. I heard form someone that it's a rumor that L Ron madea bet with another novelist that he could start a religion that would last at least a year, so that was it...probably a rumor, but.....
-and now there are people willign to give away their famliies for it....we all DO suck.
Dave
the place has a stage, but for whatever reason, the bands were playing in the back. in this little room with wood panelling on all four walls. each band was set up in a different corner and would take turns. beaten in the face by a bunch of crap, but it was worth it for the good ones. five dollars got a little food, a...
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catculus:
awesome 