cassy

dang haven't updated in forever.
inet has been a real bitch. i can't close my window and get wireless, and it's freezin here, well 40's for california is freezin.
been so busy too, xmas season at work is nuts, and shopping, and...yeah.
i miss my man so much at this time of year, truth is, i'm looking forward to xmas being over soon. then i...
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i love this song.



how was your weekend?
i'm sick, got a sinus inf. fun times.
i pretty much chilled.

i went to see an amazingly cute kids little xmas show yesterday at a friend of mine's church, and there was a baby angel singing away in the manger, i almost died she was so sweet. josh has this soft spot for little girls that...
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so here i am, 10:30 the night before the party and i'm still throwing the costume together. this 80's idea was harder than having a formal i've decided.

i've gotta cut my shirt, cut my skirt, try to put black shoe polish on my boots to make them black (interesting concept)....but i do have a backup plan, if they don't work i have some tall...
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went tonight to get the 80's outfit here's what i'm going to wear:

t-shirt that i'm going to cut up and tie and have it look all ratty, but fitted....black and goldish sheen
red and black plaid mini skirt, that i'm going to cut really short, and layer it over one of those crinoline slips that looks hoochy
black fishnet tights, footless with lace bottoms...
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party was fine, had fun. one of my best friends came with and she's a total safety net. she's awesome, i don't know what i would do without her, honestly.
it was fun, good people, and they were so sure i was going to bail on them, so it was good that i went to represent afterall. ended up staying for awhile, rolled back to...
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im about to go to a b-day party tonigh of josh and my friends, and it's just really hitting me hard and bumming me out to go alone.
really hard.
i guess i haven't been to any "parties" since he's been in ohio.
also one of my friends won't respond to any texts, emails, calls or whatever, and that's bothering me too.
i think i'll...
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hey all...
another busy day right. what about a song?
one my sweetie "can't stop listening to"
i kinda dig it, and hope part of the reason why is because he's thinking of me......


have a great rest of your week guys....

i have to go to an 80's xmas party.
any fantastic ideas where i can get 80's gear?
i was thinking slutty madonna, lace gloves, etc....

what do you think?

sometimes i think if i just avoid things they won't happen. if i don't talk to him he won't know...i won't upset him....but he knows when something's got me down. he knows when the universe is shitting on me. not sure what it is about this one but he always is so in tune with me, it's actually kinda crazy.
after my dramatic thanksgiving, i...
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hey all how's your weekend? mine's good so far, not sure what's up for tomorrow but ever since last wednesday i've been running like a little bat out of hell.
went to a shelter wednesday night and delivered thanksgiving stuff, felt really good. thurs itself was a nightmare, i had a bunch of family drama and the truth is i don't want to get into...
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it's been a whirlwind of a week for me, and it's just gonna get crazier i fear. it's late i'm tired, we ran turkeys and thanksgiving stuff to a shelter tonight, and it felt really good to help, they were SO greatful.

tomorrow is thanksgiving, happy thanksgiving to all you sweeties. i will be here, missing my sweetheart more than words can express. tonight i...
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