carrioncomfort

Ah, the trials and tribulations of working with a live model...

She showed up late (late on the day we rescheduled to, after she had to cancel on the original date), balked at getting nude (after agreeing to it when I initially approached her about the work), fidgeted the whole time (THAT part, I could deal with), wasn't much fun to talk to (*sigh*) and...
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Well, I am officially single again. I have mixed feelings about the prospect, but maybe that's just because I spent 4 years with the same woman...

I'm looking forward to retiring from the fire department-- the beauracracy is killin' me-- but I'm scared shitless about not having a job. I've been working my ass off to get my portfolio together (and having a lot of...
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No rain tonight. Disappointing.

Looking forward to a visit from the girlfriend this week, although I doubt we'll get to do a great deal, since I'm getting my hernia repaired on Monday. Driving 2 hours to Richmond to pick her up should be interesting, with a fresh surgical scar, and all.

People used to say that I'm hard as woodpecker lips. I guess we'll see,...
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Holy shit, what a week.

Aside from the really personal family dysfunction-- which I won't burden you with-- I just ran my ass off. I don't think I've been this tired since I was in the military...

But at least it's Friday. A good friend of mine is getting laid regularly (and she NEEDED to get laid, so I'm very happy about it-- a little...
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Finally finished the picture of Glitch that I had been trying to get to all week... and the download looks like shit. Damn that 150KB download limit, damn it to hell! Maybe I should have used photodump or something...

But hey, I can draw again! Yay! It's been since October, fer fuck's sake. And the neuropathy still causes me issues, but I can draw!

Apparently,...
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So, I'm hurt, and the doctor prescribed a bunch of painkillers for me, but like an idiot, I forgot to get the prescription refilled. So I'm laying in bed, stark naked, and I call it-- the pharmacist tells me it will be ready in 15 minutes.

Cool. I slip on some pants, don't bother with shoes, throw on a T-shirt and head out. It's just...
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"God in Heaven
Don't waste your time or tears on me
'Cuz I'm too far gone..."

Ah, 80's metal. I miss the good bands so... funny how most of the bands that survived that period were pure shit to begin with (most, not quite all). Pop culture for the loss.

Did some drawing tonight, thangs guff. Managed about 2 hours before the neuropathy made me...
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Ah, Life. Just when I thought you were starting to like me...

It was a tough weekend, with a lot of upheaval in my personal life-- which wasn't related to being injured, for a change (I must be running low on uninjured body parts by now, anyway). Combine stress with a sleep disorder, add something good coming on television at exactly the wrong time, and...
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Right, so I just got back from physical therapy, where they refused to do anything with me because I seem to have developed a wee small little hernia. I guess I can't blame 'em, but I was really hoping to get a workout today.

Oh well. The really cute therapy assistant with the nose ring and the panty allergy was off today, anyway.

Actually, the...
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Right, so I'm "single" again. I swear, I really need to knock it off with these long-distance relationships. How I made this last one go for four years, I have NO idea.

You know how long it takes to drive 800 miles? A long fuckin time. And let's not even start talking about gas prices.

I'd date locally-- ugh, I hate that word, "date"-- but...
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So here I am, yet again, wracked by insomnia (okay, I know that you can't really be "wracked" by insomnia, but I REALLY wanted to use that word in a sentence), trying toi figure out what kind of clever, attention-getting bullshit I can post on my blog.

How fucked up is that the only blogging I've done is on an adult sex site, and Suicide...
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