Saturday Jan 31, 2004

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meh.
Life isn't good, but it isn't bad, you know?
I mean, I'm not looking for a tie breaker or anything, I'm just a really extreme person (and well, drama queen) so I feel really empty without something to care about. I used to think apathy was bliss.....
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mikael:
WORD. I'm the same way. I don't think I will every be truly happy. Content, maybe. This is why I drink.
osoesoteric:
yeah it is a little scary... i would make a kick ass character on south park... well probably not... i would probably just get forced into eating my parents or something like that...

Friday Jan 30, 2004

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You know its going to be a shitty day when.....

You wake up (after like, 5 minutes of sleep) to the sound of your best friend and the guy you've liked all year making out....like, two feet in front of you....yeah puke
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mikael:
That fucking slut. mad
chela:
Hope today is better! I think yesterday just sucked all together!

Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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Ani totally delivered and I'm feeling better a while smile

"so i walk like i'm on a mission
cuz that's the way i groove
i got more and more to do
i got less and less to prove
it took me too long to realize
that i don't take good pictures
cuz i have the kind of beauty
that moves"
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sinjun:
I am so sad that i missed you. i wanted to see you and Ani. if anyone was coming from out the detroit way and was heading into K-zoo and saw a blue Tracker sideways in the midean, i hoped that you waved. I can't believe that 20 miles from the show we hit ice and sent the tracker spinning.
lastbadger:
No, I've never been to an Ani show. I'm afraid i'd accidently sing along, and all the Righteous Babes would beat my ass tongue

Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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Well I didn't wake up for my classes today.
I had my first ever "while I was sleeping" panic attack. For the last week I've been pretty depressed. Part of the reason is that my Dad had a "Mini-stroke" and is having problems seeing. He had to go for a bunch of testing and shit. I know its not that bad, but I just kept...
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bathorysmom:
Hello....Yeah it sux that you couldn't make it to that little get together up north...I would love to have met you...anywho thanks for the welcome.
mikael:
Dude, I really know about having a sick dad. He will be just fine. Modern medicine is really fucking miraculous. By giving him the support he needs, you're doing just what you need to. Have a good estrogal sobbing at Ani!

Monday Jan 26, 2004

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Ani in 2 days love

"you give me that look that's like laughing
with liquid in your mouth
like you're choosing between choking
and spitting it all out
like you're trying to fight gravity
on a planet that insists
that love is like falling
and falling is like this

feels like reckless driving when we're talking
it's fun while it lasts, and it's faster than walking...
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mikael:
I don't get her, honestly. I also don't understand the corrolation between Ani and Bob Dylan that so many critics draw. In my opinion, that's like comparing James Joyce to Nora Roberts.
_sarah_:
Ani tonight! biggrin

In case you read this first, WMU is open for the day. Bastards.

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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"Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing matters
All would be clear then

But I guess I'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
Or one...
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lastbadger:
One Good Sonnet?!? Oh lord, she's gone to qouting Bright Eyes Lyrics. Quick we need 3 albums of Ska stat! All kiding aside I love that song. I was trying to explain it to Sorcha, and x this weekend. It is the perfect example of what makes Conners writing so beautiful. I played some Bright Eyes for them on the ride up north. I don't think they were feeling that to much, but they did dig the Rilo Kiley smile
Did you get to make that fort?

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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Ice skating was fun- I actually picked up on it really quickly.

I'm a little worried that there is some part of "I don't want a boyfriend" that he doesn't understand.

Oh, and I thnk I might have lost my job.... eeek

Its been almost a year.... frown

Ani on Wednesday love

And I made some really good vegetable curry last night smile

So uh, yeah....how YOU doin? wink

miao!!
escottie:
you're not going to show us your new nipples, are you? frown

this is supposed to stay a secret, but boys are brainwashed in junior high health class to believe that "i don't want a boyfriend" is secret code for "please romance me more."
when you get to the point of "what part of 'i don't want a boyfriend' don't you understand," boys are prone to saying "i'm happy just being your friend" and then trying harder.

it's the truth.

wink scottie

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Friday Jan 23, 2004

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For a nice at home night of watching movies he brought over some insanely good Hungarian Merlot! blush

I'll tell ya, I'm still getting used to these traditional boys!
We didn't build a fort because its insane-o cold and we needed all the blankets to snuggle up in, but I still had lots of fun!

Tomorrow night we are going ice skating- and its going to...
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_sarah_:
Ooooohhhh... ice skating is fun. biggrin

How did you meet him?

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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Yeah, I'm talking couches blankets, tables, what have you....
I never had this many growing up, so I think it would be awesome to make a huge fort!
If he isn't into it....what kind of boy is he anyway? wink

I talked to my Mom yesterday and my dad is having double vision, he has to go in for a Catscan and MRI today, so just...
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sabine:
that would be so awesome. my boy & i are always talking about building a fort, but we don't have much to work with so we just put the blanket over us & pretend. smile
codemonkeym:
Why are you talking to couches? Oh, wait, nevermind... wink

ooo aaa

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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Two very different topics of conversation:

The first is one of Cait's uber depressing theories:
When someone breaks up with you and says that they still want to be friends they are totally lying. If they say they want to be friends, it means that they are willing to make an effort in a sort of relationship- which if they are willing to do, they...
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nopantsdave:
It's hard to be friends with exes, but it is possible.....but you know it is also hard to be friends with people who aren't your ex if you never fucking hang out with them anymore! (Hint, hint!)...

We need to go out and grab a cup of coffee sometime soon, dammit. I'm going to Saginaw tomorrow, but I will be coming back tomorrow night. What are your plans Friday? I don't have to work until 4 so I am free until about 3 or so....you up for meeting in the afternoon?
nopantsdave:
That reminds me of conversation I would have with my Mom.

Mom: Why don't you call more?
Me: You have my number, if it's that important you can call me.
Mom: You should come home more often.
Me: Between work and school I don't have that much free time that I can make the trip.
Mom: Well you should find time.
Me: You guys can come down here sometime.
Mom: We can't do that, it's such a long drive.
Me: It's the same distance for me, Mom.

Then my brother out in Vicksburg went and had kids and now my parents are down here all the fucking time. They try to tell me that it isn't just to see the grandkids, but come on. They came down here once every six or eight months before the grandkids and now it's once a month or so.

Tuesday Jan 20, 2004

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and when I say leave, I apparently meant for the day smile

I finally got a telephone cord and connected my lazy ass to free dial up, but its SOOOO slow!

But hey, I'm here, and my subscription isn't up for another month or so, so I might as well enjoy wink biggrin miao!!
lastbadger:
you,...you sang to me?!? blush
Thank you! love love love

I don't want you to leave. Not in a month not in a million months. I want you to always be here. I want to sign on when I'm 80 and see that same profile pic looking for naked girls in the sky.

Monday Jan 19, 2004

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I leave you with this.....

Laugh loud, laugh often and enjoy even the detours

biggrin kiss miao!!
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osoesoteric:
Thats Wild (in a Johny Carson voice)
lastbadger:
Yes, I must laugh more. Thank you for the reminder. Hey, you remember to laugh also, okay? I don't want people thinking I'm the lone jocular fool in these parts.
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