cait

I've had breakdowns in front of my mum before, usually after my father yells at me for being emotional (he's the only person who can make me cry). You are not alone.

I hope your cuts heal soon. I've only done that to myself once, and I was so fascinated by the process and so meditative during it that I scared myself. I still have the scar on my arm, and I don't ever want to do it again. Yes, I loved it, and it made me feel better, but I really don't need to start down that path. I'm glad I have a scar to remind me that it's a bad thing. I don't judge others for it, because - truthfully - I'm really into cutting and blood and bruises and stuff, so I think it's neat, but I also know it isn't a great habit to get into.

Cait, you know that we're all here for you... dont doubt that.

I'm going to add myself to the circle of folks you can lean on.

I feel you on the little bit... wanting more bit... Because damn

To answer your question, I would have to say I have many hobbies, that like to break down, so I spend 90% of my time fixing them.

I like the French and take offense to the name calling going on here

HAHAHA... All I can say is: Follow your heart... You know that it's another DBU case, but using someone to gain something for the both of you to enjoy isn't that bad... Stephen and I were talking about this: In order to survive you have to be selfish because everyone else is... But it's cool because you can get/take what you want... and still help people along the way... it's a giant compromise.

Just be careful. You know that I adore you and dont want you to get hurt...

It's funny because I always think that you hate me... but I still love you... Weird.

thats why I decided not to call you...you were hanging out with your friends....I didn't stand you up by any means...though I should have stilled called you


but read that you had fun


later



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I hope you ALWAYS check the cookies she gives you before you eat them. If by some chance you eat an chips ahoy and feel the need to go running through a country meadow in a flowing white dress, you might want to have a word with her.

Although, I hear that Mrs.Fields has teamed up with Summer's Eve to make one hell of a Lemon Mist bar.

Dude... come eat cheesecake with me. We have three days until our weight loss starts.

i'm at a loss for words,cait

thank you ,you are 2
aww hun whats wrong?

(In a totally non-flirtatious way) - you are always welcome to drop by at 2 AM and crawl into bed with me when you need security and comfort.

it is the facts of having a journal online the only way i could avoid it is by going anonymous and I don't want to do that..it isn't fair to me....you been feeling a little bit better darlin...funny thing cops...us fireman and cops on on diferent side of the fence...they are a wierd lot..take care cutie

Haha dude, you're telling me I'm not the only person who didn't believe Kalamazoo existed.
I really want one of those t-shirts.

Hey you man-hating feminist dyke! Stop feeling sorry for yourself! That's my job, don't be walking my turf, dawg.



NB

You're not alone. We are all here with you.

Nice comments! I hope you had fun with Chris and the two girl set sounds good... if you know what I mean

Remind me to tell you another heart wrenching story from the halls of D.B.U.

Let's just hope if you get the job it doesn't end up like a friday the 13th movie

You know that employees who get fired are a lot more likely to show their former boss their gun collection and how it works - am I still fired?