tired and miss my boy 
he's not back in london until wednesday night...
so i'll make up for it then
hmmm...have decided as well that i'm going to go shaven for awhile instead of the usual playboy wax job. i had such a hrrible wax job last week that i don't really want to trust the style of my girlie bits to anyone else...bought some...
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he's not back in london until wednesday night...
so i'll make up for it then
hmmm...have decided as well that i'm going to go shaven for awhile instead of the usual playboy wax job. i had such a hrrible wax job last week that i don't really want to trust the style of my girlie bits to anyone else...bought some...
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koolthing:
hmmm...yeah...living vicariously through you is getting better every day!
big_dave:
nice ink, from what's on view in the pic
had a really nice weekend away at the grand national with the boy. our hotel was a strange english version of frank lloyd wright on the inside and portacabin on the outside. and it wreaked of smoke 
so i kept spraying my jpg perfume in the room over and over again. fucking north.
first night was amazing with lots of watching the news and even...
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cakemix:
going postal is always an option...
and i have done kilroy in the past but only with blonde dreads. been asked to do some other new chat show soon so will fill you all in when/if it happens.
haven't had a book or anything to sell in a long while so not been doing the rounds like i used to...
and i have done kilroy in the past but only with blonde dreads. been asked to do some other new chat show soon so will fill you all in when/if it happens.
haven't had a book or anything to sell in a long while so not been doing the rounds like i used to...
dirtypigeon:
ive been on trisha in the audience before. it was a show on sex, and there was a porn star, swingers and a mentalist
my daughter has got a job stripping. she is working at a place that trains ppl up so that is good as the only experience she has is practising in her bedroom... 
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photo_obscura:
I wish I could be so without... nerves. I'm way too self-conscious- but I guess it's not such a big leap from having an artist boyfriend paint you nude and wanna put that on display... but I think you gotta feel real good about your body and yourself internally to even start in that field, which is.. probably strewn with mines. But I think if the place is training people, it's probably safer than some...
cakemix:
i'm feeling ok about it. my only concerns are that she isn't working somewhere that i know the ppl and that i can't always be there to meet her from work. i've got a good cab company i use that are all x military guys so i've made her promise to only use them when i'm not around.
i think its amaxing that she feels so confident that she can do this. even though i've done alot of naked stuff, i've never felt happy with my body. would like to do a shoot with her this summer though...
i think its amaxing that she feels so confident that she can do this. even though i've done alot of naked stuff, i've never felt happy with my body. would like to do a shoot with her this summer though...
still dont know what is happening for sure with the boy
although what is for sure ever
there really aren't ever any guarantees are there?
so back in the sex/shopping/eating thing this weekend with the idea that 'we need to talk' is still looming up ahead. i'm just treading water in the fun though while it lasts and hope that it does and there are...
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although what is for sure ever
there really aren't ever any guarantees are there?
so back in the sex/shopping/eating thing this weekend with the idea that 'we need to talk' is still looming up ahead. i'm just treading water in the fun though while it lasts and hope that it does and there are...
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drunkpunk:
It would be so cool if you done a mother & daughter photoshoot. I reckon SG would go for that because it hasn't been done before. Go ahead, take the photos and submit them - what have you got to lose?
photo_obscura:
Shit! Belatedly- happy birthday... you look really great 
I know what you mean about there being no guarantees to relationships. I've broken up with my guy more than once- mostly over there being periods of us being 4000 miles apart, and things always seem to look DIFFERENT when they're not so immediate. Sometimes you're in a bad situationa nd you get out of it and forget why you got out of it in the first place- in my case I was just an ass for letting things break down at all...
Rambling...
And nothing is as good for sex sometimes as separation... Jeez, I know about that- going three months without a thing and getting off a plane and practically eating each other in the airport.... hmm. and i needd to give my boyfriend some of that jaw-ache, finally stopped menstruating today... Hmm...
But yeah, if you can handle just taking things as they come and enjoying waht you've got right now regardless of the uncertainty of where it's going, good on you-
And no, I don't think a set like that'd be sick- cool on her for wanting on sg...
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I know what you mean about there being no guarantees to relationships. I've broken up with my guy more than once- mostly over there being periods of us being 4000 miles apart, and things always seem to look DIFFERENT when they're not so immediate. Sometimes you're in a bad situationa nd you get out of it and forget why you got out of it in the first place- in my case I was just an ass for letting things break down at all...
Rambling...
And nothing is as good for sex sometimes as separation... Jeez, I know about that- going three months without a thing and getting off a plane and practically eating each other in the airport.... hmm. and i needd to give my boyfriend some of that jaw-ache, finally stopped menstruating today... Hmm...
But yeah, if you can handle just taking things as they come and enjoying waht you've got right now regardless of the uncertainty of where it's going, good on you-
And no, I don't think a set like that'd be sick- cool on her for wanting on sg...
[Edited on Apr 03, 2003]
today has almost passed and i'm not really sure where its going...
was working out at the boy's office today and we were supposed to meet for lunch but he never came to work. so i went out to his house and he looked like shit. totally hungover and grizzley. i went in and sat down on the couch and he layed down and put...
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ryguy:
do you have an e-mail or IM? Drop me a line at schwierrt@yahoo.com!
drunkpunk:
I luuuuuuuv reading your journal entries - they make me feel so horny!
And the thought of you going out with dried jizz on your arse, really rocks my world! Your guy is one lucky fella - if i was him, i'd insist on peeling the dried stuff off your arse. Its great fun trying to get a really big bit off - like peeling your skin when you're sunburned!
And the thought of you going out with dried jizz on your arse, really rocks my world! Your guy is one lucky fella - if i was him, i'd insist on peeling the dried stuff off your arse. Its great fun trying to get a really big bit off - like peeling your skin when you're sunburned!
know I'm breaking my own rule about contact, but that's what happens in this sort of situation. when it was all happening I wanted to be strong and now the isolation from him is unbearable. i keep keeling and have emailed him again. I'd really like another chance with him. I still love him and miss him and want to be there for him and...
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likittysplit:
oh hunny..... i commented on the past journal entry..... i miss you and i hope you smile soon... men suck!!!! they do not change and it doesn't matter what body of land they are on ..... not that girls arent just as poopy at times....
hell love sucks........ but that doesn't mean mine does.... cause i love you miss cakemix!!!!
he will be back ..... look at ya!!! (inside and out ~ you, my dear are beautiful!!!!)
hell love sucks........ but that doesn't mean mine does.... cause i love you miss cakemix!!!!
he will be back ..... look at ya!!! (inside and out ~ you, my dear are beautiful!!!!)
ryguy:
your arm looks nice from here. Wish i could see more! Have fun in the U.K.
i'm single now
not very happy about it
at all
just lost a big chunk of me
want to run away
likitty? want a houseguest...
not very happy about it
at all
just lost a big chunk of me
want to run away
likitty? want a houseguest...
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likittysplit:
my arms are open!!!
cakemix:
am still looking at plane tix no matter what happens
yawn...
nice lazy sunday between shifts on war coverage. spent the afternoon in the hotel bar in covent garden drinking my usual decaf and style watching all the sexy little girls with their fin hairdos and just generally chilling with my friends. are fins popular anywhere but england right now? you know - like beckham had in the world cup...and do any americans even know...
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nice lazy sunday between shifts on war coverage. spent the afternoon in the hotel bar in covent garden drinking my usual decaf and style watching all the sexy little girls with their fin hairdos and just generally chilling with my friends. are fins popular anywhere but england right now? you know - like beckham had in the world cup...and do any americans even know...
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papawheelie:
show us your feet!!
eris23:
we call the fin the "fauxhawk"
tired again. this time emotionally and physically.
been working alot of hours on war coverage since thursday and i'm all hormonal and having big time cramps, craving choc (i don't have a sweet tooth at all) so maybe i'm finally getting that long awaited period? bloated as fuck but the boy doesn't seem to mind. we still had yummy toy filled sex last night with...
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been working alot of hours on war coverage since thursday and i'm all hormonal and having big time cramps, craving choc (i don't have a sweet tooth at all) so maybe i'm finally getting that long awaited period? bloated as fuck but the boy doesn't seem to mind. we still had yummy toy filled sex last night with...
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drunkpunk:
Racing car with attached bullets????? What on earth do you do with that? Insert It?
cakemix:
see, my thing is i've not had a period in around 5 years as i was on depo. now i've come off as me and the boy had 'the talk' and as i'm 40 in a week - thanks again kekone for my bday wish - we had to decide what to do. so i went off the shot last november and still nothing but it can take up to a year and at my age the dr says i might not get one...well all the better for playing with racing car toys!
(you insert the vibrating bullets wherever and then by vrooming the wheels on the car, it makes them buzz!)
there are some websites out there that sell them but my browser keeps crashing when i search...urgh
(you insert the vibrating bullets wherever and then by vrooming the wheels on the car, it makes them buzz!)
there are some websites out there that sell them but my browser keeps crashing when i search...urgh
tired
only tuesday and the boy isn't here
need to really lay down and cuddle
feel like i've been sat at a computer all day = probly because i have. that's the problem with working online/getting a job in your hobby is great but then what do you do to unwind?
actually - i'm going to make a quilt out of all my old dreadlock...
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likittysplit:
damn it livin on the wrong continent and such sucks!!!.... porn and craft ..........
le sigh....
le sigh....
cakemix:
i've got to find that 11CD box of massive...and one day we'll be on the same continent likitty
so what do you think of my new hair? 
still playing with it but its just how i imagined it and the fact that it is human hair isn't really freaking me out as much as i thought it would. i kept wishing good spirits into the hair as we were attaching it to my head.
then we took my dreadlocks that we cut off...
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still playing with it but its just how i imagined it and the fact that it is human hair isn't really freaking me out as much as i thought it would. i kept wishing good spirits into the hair as we were attaching it to my head.
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drunkpunk:
I'm looking forward to the results of the semen test
cakemix:
would be nice if the boy was here tonigt to actually do the semen test...thats the problem living in different cities!
tired again
but excited that i don't have to wait a month to do the bettie. my friend sarah who has a company called phatlocks and who i do dreads with is going to do my extensions this weekend! she reckons the month of growth that is there is enough to bond hair on - but because we are bonding we have to use human...
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drunkpunk:
Yuck, i don't think i could handle having someone elses hair bonded onto my own! Thats gross, but then again i am a bloke! Just make sure you tie it well back when your boy is on the vinegar stroke
cakemix:
am at that strange no idea what to wear on my feet that is between a boot and a stripper shoe. its too cold for sandals and too warm for boots...hmmmm...guess that is why they make those horrible high heeled sneakers?