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its 4am in london surreal
i've been getting tattooed since 7pm
just got home and can't bend my leg but its worth it and i'm lucky that xed didn't mind staying up with me all night.

'indulgent pain'
is how he described what i was doing tonight blackeyed
i don't know how to describe it but everything hurts. right arm and right leg both tattooed this last...
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big_dave:
christ, you like your tattoos long and hard girl. I thought nine hours for my back was bad enough, but I had finished an entire litre of JD the night before and the needle over sore kidneys was not a pleasant thing...

brighton is coolsmile hope the weather's good for ya...
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crap week/month starting to feel like life
back to square one where i was a few years ago where everyday was a struggle not to do something i'd majorly regret. i thought i'd come so far - but its scary how a chain of events can bring you down. i wanted so bad to be so strong and i thought fucking bootie calls and going...
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koolthing:
You OK girl?
You know where to find me if you need to chat, OK.
I am six hours behind right now...
big_dave:
thanx for the mail smile

weekends booked up for a few weeks with visiting/moving stuff into storage, but Camden is on the cards soon as I need to spend money on summats other than IT equipment. Tho not on "stuff" as there's already too much of it and hence the storage problem....
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ok so had another hour of sleep this evening and basically way too fucked to go out or even have anyone over. this is worse than jetlag. went to the doctor today to get something to sleep as haven't slept in what seems like weeks. the doctor immediately wrote me off work before i even got halfway through telling her everything that is going on....
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koolthing:
FUCK
rough week
yes, there are a few worth grabbing, I PROMISE to do it over the weekend and send to you!
Tylenol PM is acually pretty good if worse comes to worse
(I am a chronic insomniac)
running, but I promise to get back with you in a minute...
best wishes...
big_dave:
the pubs here never open soon enough. Now Ireland, there's a place for drinking. Licencing laws? Pah...

drinkiepoos in Camden will have to be arranged at some point this summer...
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hey suicide girls - how long did it take for you to hear back about your first photo shoot? my daughter has sent one in and wants to know if she's just been flat out rejected as she hasn't heard anything back... frown
big_dave:
funnily enouff I was thinking the same thing in the week.... guess we'll have to arrange a beer in London at some point smile
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short and sweet whatever
only back in town a few hours and already had a bootie call with my usual jamaican yummy fit lawyer boy. used him and sent him away as he wanted to sleep and i'm still wide awake crying on california time. confused

i just need someone to be here for me
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nickysonic:
You're getting more action than me at the moment, and thats quite an achievement!
big_dave:
4 what it's worth, welks back to the good ol U of K. wink

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been back in london from california for half a day now and done nothing but cry and puke frown i don't want to be here but i don't want to be there. maybe i should move to florida and live happily ever after with likitty....

miao!!
tattoosnscrews:
I think the worst feeling is when you don't want to be anywhere period. I live in boring ass New Jersey and would sell my left testical to a one eye'd shark to live in London. Wanna trade?
fej:
When I am done with school, I will come visit you wherever you are smile
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for my irl friends that might be interested
i've paid for the guest book to be there por vida..manny's obituary
nickysonic:
Hey whats been happening?? I've been trying to read yer past journals but I'm none the wiser. Where are you, who's manny, who was fucking you on the living room carpet and why wasn't I there?
tattoosnscrews:
Just stopping by and saying "goodmorning"
Also, I saw the site with your blonde dreads "Hot Stuff"
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yes you all guessed it frown i've been totally blown out tonight. well maybe not totally as got a message that this new boy had to work late. but fuck that, i'm only in town another 48 hours. i obviously mean shit to him. and i wasted my time giving him amazing head????

o well. maybe its time to let my lil bro know that i've...
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papawheelie:
back at'cha
fej:
Probably...
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smile i've got a new iberian boy. i hope...
a very old friend turned up at the wake yesterday afternoon. in the past i've remarked to friends how i felt about him but whenever we were around each other it was just pure aggression.

things are now different. whatever
at the wake yesterday he was really attentive and took care of me. something i've needed for days...
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panthergrl59:
i don't think i've ever been spanked on a first date...
cakemix:
this is my 2nd spanking on first fuck
must be something to do with the iberian boy blood or something...will find out later if he lives up to the expectations instilled on the first night though...that is IF he has the cojones to show up for more!
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finally did a midnight f2f with boston smile
it was nice to take some 'me' time away from the famil and head over to the beach and have a couple drinks because now i've got every minute of the rest of my trip planned to military precision.

its getting very stressful

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papawheelie:
hey c-mix

what exactly does the rest of your trip entail. you going back soon?
itsalivemedia:
Sorry yo hear all of this......sounds rather intense.Hang tight tho....
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i really want the boy skull
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sexydevil:
OMG , thats an impressive list of artist you have been too. Im saving a fore-arm for Bob Roberts (damn thats gonna be expensive!)

Well anyway, I just wanted to introduce myself. "Hello"
Thats all see ya around.
itsalivemedia:
You still in LA? Why haven't I met you?