so i dumped hibiscus over voicemail as he didn't pick me up from work. then went to the pub with a cutie i know and of course hibiscus was there...i tried to ignore him but he came over and invited us for a drink with his friends. i asked him if he got my message and he said yes and excuses me for having a...
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be careful what you wish for...
so yes i've been a bit more quiet recently then usual because something was going on in my life that i didn't know how to share. if you read my usual postings then you know that i've been getting along well with hibiscus - who is alot younger and alot poorer than i am...you also probably remember that everytime...
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so yes i've been a bit more quiet recently then usual because something was going on in my life that i didn't know how to share. if you read my usual postings then you know that i've been getting along well with hibiscus - who is alot younger and alot poorer than i am...you also probably remember that everytime...
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shewulf:
Thats terrible....He lead you on to believe that he wanted all that and then just up and changes his mind...how cruel....I'm sorry
iload2:
Thats a tough one
Your going to Have to ride this one all the way in
Dont fall
Sending Positive Thoughts Your way
Your going to Have to ride this one all the way in
Dont fall
Sending Positive Thoughts Your way
just read the entry below...
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creamygoodness:
Aww, 'tis a shame you weren't there Cherie, you were missed hugely. We had a grand old time, you're gonna have to get down to the next one or else I shall be having stern words with you 
iload2:
Morning
Have A good day
Have A good day
missed the sguk marathon meet last night and am kinda bummed as there were so many of you that i looked forward to either snogging again - or for the first time...instead i went off to a 5pm tattoo appt that got moved forward from 7pm, which meant that i was laying there in all my glory with my mango hanging out for the whole...
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nixxx:
Hehehe you go girl!!!
I did make it to the meet, but only for a li'l bit - read my journal for the details!
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I did make it to the meet, but only for a li'l bit - read my journal for the details!
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he's such a cunt...
blown out dinner plans.
and says "i'll be in the area so might see you" and i'm saying inside...well if you don't make it don't bother coming back...but i'll be stupid and let him and then i'll come back here and vent.
i'm so tired of binge/purge
when is someone going to love me 24/7
AND not have a problem with...
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blown out dinner plans.
and says "i'll be in the area so might see you" and i'm saying inside...well if you don't make it don't bother coming back...but i'll be stupid and let him and then i'll come back here and vent.
i'm so tired of binge/purge
when is someone going to love me 24/7
AND not have a problem with...
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suggs:
well, if he doesnt appreaciate you. ..., well, ya get the idea of what i'm saying, he 's an ass.
saturn1:
thank you, and kick the boy in the balls!
this is what some magazine has said about hibiscus...
While the majority of us are speedily busting our nuts into gym socks, there are dudes who do it in the bath, toes pointed, legs in the air, Massive Attack blaring, ice cube in mouth, candles everywhere, and tons of scented oil on their balls.
Eeeeeeeeeew.
While the majority of us are speedily busting our nuts into gym socks, there are dudes who do it in the bath, toes pointed, legs in the air, Massive Attack blaring, ice cube in mouth, candles everywhere, and tons of scented oil on their balls.
Eeeeeeeeeew.
nixxx:
I'm confused....!!!
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cakemix:
me too!
but that doesn't take alot these days...
but that doesn't take alot these days...
my so called boyfriends:
pretty was supposed to be coming to stay with me on sunday for the night...so of course binge/purge relationship boy (hibiscus) decides he needs to see me as well and came up with the cutest reason...
he phones me up early on sunday morning to ask me to come skating some bowl with them on my vintage board as there is...
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pretty was supposed to be coming to stay with me on sunday for the night...so of course binge/purge relationship boy (hibiscus) decides he needs to see me as well and came up with the cutest reason...
he phones me up early on sunday morning to ask me to come skating some bowl with them on my vintage board as there is...
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asha:
yup, brogan is correct - i posted on page 29 (i think?!) to say i can't make it down this weekend, no wages = no transport 
plus my house move is currently a complete mess aswell
plus my house move is currently a complete mess aswell
nixxx:
I'm really hoping I don't get any more dreams like that.... that was seriously fuct up!!!
I once dreamt I was a leaf on a tree after taking too many X pills..!!
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I once dreamt I was a leaf on a tree after taking too many X pills..!!
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nixxx:
HAHAHAHAAAAAAAA!!! Where did you find such a gem?!?!
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vicky:
You have made my day, thankyou! 
went round my after work local, cafe kick last night and it was all shut up tight...so headed over to that new martini lounge just called $
had just sat down at the bar and someone slipped their fingers down the bak of my trousers, i spun round and hibiscus was standing there in his dirty work clothes...
so we put a card behind the...
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had just sat down at the bar and someone slipped their fingers down the bak of my trousers, i spun round and hibiscus was standing there in his dirty work clothes...
so we put a card behind the...
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silencenoir:
how can someone not be into spanking?!
munch:
hey there cakemix, was great seeing you again last night...sorry i was a little worse for wear!
hope you carried on for the duration - did you end up anywhere else after the pub?
hope you carried on for the duration - did you end up anywhere else after the pub?
why now when i'm going off of him is he all attentive and sweet...
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tattoosnscrews:
Thats our safe guard.
nimhly:
because he wants you back. tell him too bad.
my trainer friend kate pepper came over and did my first private pilates class this evening...i need to get back in shape after doing nothing but eating drinking and gambling...guess i need hibiscus to come over and fuck me more to burn off this new excess poundage.
have thought alot about hibiscus since he left yesterday evening and i can feel my feelings fading fast. he went through some strange extra flakemeister bad patch just before xmas where he went missing and lost alot of weight - some of it was due to having an allergic reaction to wood ants - which i didn't believe, but he's still got welts the size...
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laine666:
and i just dont think weve done enough talking...
cause we really havent at all.
cause we really havent at all.
nixxx:
Hahaha the Lostprophets? I live right near them, they are a load of poser cunts!!
Anyway, yea I do feel a lot better after that rant thanks
I'm sure that your daughter is SOOO not as fuct up as my family, believe me! You seem like a really nice down to earth person, so I won't believe for a second that your daughter doesn't get on with you!
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Anyway, yea I do feel a lot better after that rant thanks
I'm sure that your daughter is SOOO not as fuct up as my family, believe me! You seem like a really nice down to earth person, so I won't believe for a second that your daughter doesn't get on with you!
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hope we get to see you again soon!