oh my oh my.
so im pink now, what random timing.
nice surprise though.
the n and the b are ot really workig on my compute i have to push dow really hard annd sometimes it still doest work. time for a nnew keyboard i thik.
there has ee a lot of drama surroudig me lately.
thigs have bee a little weird but im sure...
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so im pink now, what random timing.
nice surprise though.
the n and the b are ot really workig on my compute i have to push dow really hard annd sometimes it still doest work. time for a nnew keyboard i thik.
there has ee a lot of drama surroudig me lately.
thigs have bee a little weird but im sure...
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wow.
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flick:
Oh you are toooooo cute dear! 
penelopelee:
oooh shnap. you are waaaay cute.
woohoo!!!
it was 63 degrees out today.
People were outside, the sun was shining,
aaahhh... everything feels so much better now. and its friday night!!!
it was 63 degrees out today.
People were outside, the sun was shining,
aaahhh... everything feels so much better now. and its friday night!!!
mei:
sounds like a beautiful day.
jealous...
jealous...
bettietwoguns:
yes. let's do something fun (but inexpensive).
I've got to apply myself
I've got potential
and a promising career in...zzzzzzz....
There must be more to life than this.
somebody save me....
I've got potential
and a promising career in...zzzzzzz....
There must be more to life than this.
somebody save me....
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mei:
there is more to life
but inertia is so powerful
and has big sharp teeth
sorry to say, but you gots ta save yourself.
and i myself..
*sigh*
but inertia is so powerful
and has big sharp teeth
sorry to say, but you gots ta save yourself.
and i myself..
*sigh*
edie:
well you're a nice girl, that's for sure. there is more to life than this, i think it's called adventure, passion, & romance. at least that's what i heard. somehow the three are extremely hard to acheive at the same time.
sand in your eye is irritating.
so are failed midterms, mean boyfriends
and too much to do when you dont have the means.
so are failed midterms, mean boyfriends
and too much to do when you dont have the means.
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exploded:
thank god my spring break started today...
bettietwoguns:
don't forget that you want to leave too . . .
don't forget that you want to leave too . . .
midterms tommorow. dentist appointment, ear and throat specialist appointment. 
what a day thats going to be!
what a day thats going to be!
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kojo:
I hope your day went well..tests..appointments and all. I had my first physical checkup by a doc last week. I thought it was going to be the usual...check my eyes..tap my kneecaps..stick out my tongue...possibly some blood work...then I would be off my merry way....NO, it was more than that..My most humbling experience to date is having a doc nonchalantly ask me to pull down my draws..man..and this cat got to see my winnie the pooh boxers..
edie:
my dentist keeps sending me threatening letters with insanely smiling toothbrushes on them. it's really terrifying.
floating in that space between anger, pity, and need.
Having a hard time understanding love.
having a harder time figuring out if this is worth it.
angst angst angst
*sigh*
my life is beccoming more and more like a cheesy teen sitcom, drama, manipulation, lust, greed.
with a soundtrack to go along with it.
I cant wait for the conflict resolution and comedic releif.
this...
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cree:
At least if you heard the laugh track, you could try and yell cut.
Then shoot out the appause signs...
=^_^=
Then shoot out the appause signs...
=^_^=
mei:
ja, i care too. we've all had our share of this stuff, and understand.
livejournal is unnecessary - just journal a lot here. in my opinion, anyway.
and it's not a cheesy teen sitcom, because this stuff is real, and serious. the way i think of it (and it's real morbid) is that lots and lots of young peoples commit suicide.. if it was just this superficial angst, they wouldn't. but it's serious.
for you
livejournal is unnecessary - just journal a lot here. in my opinion, anyway.
and it's not a cheesy teen sitcom, because this stuff is real, and serious. the way i think of it (and it's real morbid) is that lots and lots of young peoples commit suicide.. if it was just this superficial angst, they wouldn't. but it's serious.
for youUnwanted repetitive patterns.
My life is an unwanted repetitive pattern.
I find myself longing for the same things, but never getting the balls to go after them.
I have multiple moral dilemas that prevent me from leading a fufilling life.
Family obligations, social obligations, and scholarly obligation have a chokehold on my freedom.
I am very thankful for everything I have been blessed with, but...
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My life is an unwanted repetitive pattern.
I find myself longing for the same things, but never getting the balls to go after them.
I have multiple moral dilemas that prevent me from leading a fufilling life.
Family obligations, social obligations, and scholarly obligation have a chokehold on my freedom.
I am very thankful for everything I have been blessed with, but...
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brookelynne:
aww..thaks for reading through all that crap, I didnt think anyone would reply to that one...you people are fabulous!
twilightclone:
we are all going to make mistakes..follow paths we later wonder why we took...need people in our life...etc, etc..
do what makes you happy..and keep those close to you that are important....you've got everything to gain still you know?
gawd, i'm still creating my own personal journies with a ton of wasted time behind me and missed oportunities...but at least i've been doing what i wanted...i just wish i could make more money for myself!!!
do what makes you happy..and keep those close to you that are important....you've got everything to gain still you know?
gawd, i'm still creating my own personal journies with a ton of wasted time behind me and missed oportunities...but at least i've been doing what i wanted...i just wish i could make more money for myself!!!
I had a fabulous morning, I had breakfast with strabettie, what a nice girl. We are both going to SG boston on the 15 I think. That should be interesting.
I'm still looking for a job.
My tonsilitis is getting better by the day, these antibiotics are crazy.
I'm gong to sell everything I own on ebay. I am going to the west coast this...
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I'm still looking for a job.
My tonsilitis is getting better by the day, these antibiotics are crazy.
I'm gong to sell everything I own on ebay. I am going to the west coast this...
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nerdboy2345:
forgot to mention...punch drunk love very good. go see it when it comes out on video or whatnot. i like adam sandler in a different light now
bettietwoguns:
i had a lovely time at breakfast tooooooooo . . . congrats are in order?
congrats are in order? i'm getting better.I've just got to remeber to keep taking my antibiotics.
you were right about that rasberry sorbet...mmmm
you were right about that rasberry sorbet...mmmm
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mei:
raspberry sorbet + lemon sorbet = heaven sorbet. mmmmmm.
glad you're getting better... sickness is no fun at all.
glad you're getting better... sickness is no fun at all.
edie:
i heart the snow. but only when it's pure & white. i'm glad you're better, and i hope you find a job.
xo.
xo.
i have tonsilitis.
it is disgusting.
I hurt
My mom got me some pink converse sneakers to day to make me feel better, it worked.
i hope i dont on them.
hopefully this fever will inspire some good poetry...
it is disgusting.
I hurt
My mom got me some pink converse sneakers to day to make me feel better, it worked.
i hope i dont
on them.
hopefully this fever will inspire some good poetry...
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nonirvsleft:
*rubs toe around in the dirt* ...I think your cute kiddo * blushes and looks at shoes*
hel:
hell yeah you made it! i'm sooo happy for you 
gave up on you.
And your exercise
And the world that I knew
Then, I fell back on you.
Cause I need more time
And I need an excuse
I'm a thief, a liar
An angel in the fire
I'm a king, a drug
The push that comes to shove
I'm a freak, a star
I'm everything you are
I'm your jesus, I'm your pride...
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iggy24:
sorry!!! having computer problems!! although
i can reiterate!
i can reiterate!
hel:
aww man are you in? have you heard anything... your not pink yet and this bothers me.
are you a portland person? I did alot of hanging out in parking garages when I was a teenager but it had nothing to do with enjoying the view... hehehehe