i love going to work and not doing a damn thing all night 
all i did was sit on my ass drink coffee smoke and talk on the phone with my ex and not once was i told to get to work and i was paid to do that all night 
i love my job yet i hate it cuz its boring.
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all i did was sit on my ass drink coffee smoke and talk on the phone with my ex and not once was i told to get to work and i was paid to do that all night i love my job yet i hate it cuz its boring.
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zardize:
not bad my evil one not bad at all. I wish I had a job I can sit on my ass at. Plus to my job I have power over 30 guys that are all older than me haahaahaa. The power to command and terminate is great. talk to u later
purpledaisy:
nice stuff and everyone talks about smoking, i want a smoke now and i quit, so send me one k, well much love and happy that your night at work didint suck too badly 
things are now back to normal at my house of death. the asshole left for a while dont know when he will be back and i dont care either just aslong as he stays the fuck away from me.
i do not want to work tonight i think im gonna call in and just sit at home and talk to my ex for awhile or...
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i do not want to work tonight i think im gonna call in and just sit at home and talk to my ex for awhile or...
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paulsandman:
tsk tsk you sexy sexy sexy slacker you
zardize:
I'm glad your little ray of asshole has left you for a bit. Peace be with you for the moment. Life is like a box of chocolates. Sometimes its good and sometimes your eating shit. talk to you later oh dark one.
hate and anger is all i have left. fuck the world with its tourtur and animalistic asshole plague of people that do nothing but hurt me and tell me im shit 
. im off the deepend and im drowning in my pool of anger and rage. i have NEVER in my life gotten this bad. i was soooo pissed off today that i was cutting...
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. im off the deepend and im drowning in my pool of anger and rage. i have NEVER in my life gotten this bad. i was soooo pissed off today that i was cutting... Read More
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zardize:
sup blue. I'm glad it takes more than a bat ta stop you. I'm good with the outer pain to but the voices that can clutter up your head can be a bitch. Believe me i've been there and will probibly be there again. Just think of the future when all that have opposed you will then bow before your presence. Sounds good don't it. So be safe and kick someones ass for mel I'll talk to you later.
zardize:
blue i think this is a beggining of a beautiful relationship cause you know what the world is shit and i think you have the same view of it as I
*sighs* what a putred night i had. i got my ass kicked and i have massive pain in my ribs still. i really need to get the fuck out of this hellhole and away from my stepdad 
. enough of my whining now i must go to work and sweat my ass off in the non air conditioned place 
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. enough of my whining now i must go to work and sweat my ass off in the non air conditioned place but first i need smokes so... Read More
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gotham2:
mmm.....love me some cancer sticks....they make me feel like sunshine. i'd gladly kidnap you and bring you to vancouver, sadly however, i don't know the way to delavan. grr. but i'll promptly send a rescue team to get you out of that evil place.
take care, enjoy the cigarettes.
take care, enjoy the cigarettes.
demigauge:
is it time to sic the mafia after you step dad?
i hate sunday but i do soooo love graduation parties and getting drunk off my ass with my friends. i got totaly sunburnt today and bite by masquitos and its not cool cuz i just got my tattoo a week ago and it hurts like hell and it itches soooooo bad and i cant do anything till its done healing . i love my tattoo...
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fallenangel311:
what did you get? in anxious to get my 1st im not sure what i want. im thinking about an angel with short red hair(kinda like elara) and i opted to ditch the halo
purpledaisy:
my best friend just got two tats and a mosquito bit him where the one on his leg is, sorry for ya both, much love , drink drink and drink somemore for me please
, drink drink and drink somemore for me pleaseseriously i need to move out...and i think i need stitches to my head *licks the blood form her fingers* yummy .
i am now taking aplications for ppl who want me to move in with them... 3 main requirments.
1) put up with me and my annoying angry white boy music.
2) allow me to have my pets..cuz without them i have no army...
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i am now taking aplications for ppl who want me to move in with them... 3 main requirments.
1) put up with me and my annoying angry white boy music.
2) allow me to have my pets..cuz without them i have no army...
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zardize:
glad u liked the joke, and thank for not thinking that the relocation of my dog was alright. I think pets are just an extention of your family, like a brother or a sister.
zardize:
glad ya like it give me a minute i've got worse
i hate not being able to sleep damn you demons for getting in my head and keeping me awake...yes damn you bionicfemme err i mean demons did i say that outloud? oops my bad? 
ok i think breakfast is a good idea right now i shall have a nice BIG bowl of cold cereal and then a smoke YAY!!
damn you demons for getting in my head and keeping me awake...yes damn you bionicfemme err i mean demons did i say that outloud? oops my bad?
ok i think breakfast is a good idea right now i shall have a nice BIG bowl of cold cereal and then a smoke YAY!!
paulsandman:
I have just the opposite problem I sleep too soundly *l*
ok i was feeling better then i came on and checked out my friends profiles and i see that Bionic Femme has left 
. this sucks cuz she was one of the coolest ppl i have meet in a long time. maybe she will come back (hopes she does) but if not i wish her all the best whereever she may go
. this sucks cuz she was one of the coolest ppl i have meet in a long time. maybe she will come back (hopes she does) but if not i wish her all the best whereever she may go
purpledaisy:
sorry, hope she comes back and much love, oh and thank you for all the times you make me laugh(which is about everyday now), 
sorry, hope she comes back and much love, oh and thank you for all the times you make me laugh(which is about everyday now),
gotham2:
grrrr to friends leaving. but on to bigger and better i hope. (what could be better than SG though?)
sounds like you understand your dad's absence in a more adult way than most people ever can. my parents were/are around me, but i get the feeling that they'd like more absence on my part. meh. they think my life is just one giant 'phase' that i'll grow out of.
friday night and we're here at our computers...take care, sleep tight.
sounds like you understand your dad's absence in a more adult way than most people ever can. my parents were/are around me, but i get the feeling that they'd like more absence on my part. meh. they think my life is just one giant 'phase' that i'll grow out of.
friday night and we're here at our computers...take care, sleep tight.
*sighs* for the first time my dad acturally called me and he and i for awhile and then after i hung up i bawled like a schoolgirl that got her tights riped. he never had time for me and i hate him for that but yet i dont hate him. i just hate not having a dad in my life.
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gotham2:
that's really shitty, but i suppose nobody is perfect, and some are far less perfect than others. sounds like he doesn't have his priorities straight if he doesn't want to be involved. maybe someday you can work something out.
take care kiddo, go relax...
take care kiddo, go relax...
purpledaisy:
oooooh, im sorry, i grew up with my dad int he home(lots of stuff went on there, but nevermind that bullshit)but he wasnt there, i didnt have a dad til recently, i guess he is just getting old and regretting shit. just love yourself you big geek.....much love
if there is one thing i hate its when my friends get hurt . i mean god damn why do people have to hurt other people? its retardedly stupid and if another one of my friends gets hurt and i find out about it im gonna go and kick the living shit out of that person that hurt them.
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. i mean god damn why do people have to hurt other people? its retardedly stupid and if another one of my friends gets hurt and i find out about it im gonna go and kick the living shit out of that person that hurt them.
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tadzi:
sounds like me. im that way too. but i think its pretty damn cool to have a friend who would whoop someones ass for them.
gotham2:
grrrrrrr! let it all out! it's good that you look out for your friends...i'm the same way...some might say i'm too aggressive though. just count backward from 10...9...8...
whatdya know? i too was put on the harness as a child (due to my tendency to wander away unnoticed). but i would just pretend i was a horsey...
whatdya know? i too was put on the harness as a child (due to my tendency to wander away unnoticed). but i would just pretend i was a horsey...
im wet, i smell like a dog, and im all sweaty...god i LOVE summer.
i need to dye my hair again im sick to death of orange i want to do .... ummmmmm...... blue or purple...no no no i want red with blue strips yes thats what i want. *jumps on a horse* to thew store... high ho silver AWAY!!!!!!
*comes back* damnit i have...
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i need to dye my hair again im sick to death of orange i want to do .... ummmmmm...... blue or purple...no no no i want red with blue strips yes thats what i want. *jumps on a horse* to thew store... high ho silver AWAY!!!!!!
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gotham2:
we're all broke around here it seems! blue and red would be cool. i've gone through just about every colour of the rainbow...settled on black. less upkeep. (although i think my fav was the white and blue. that rocked so fucking hard.)
take care Freak.
take care Freak.
purpledaisy:
yes we are all broke and i just got paid, ahh fuck, well the hair color thing is cooooolnessss, and i hate summer, i like rain and clouds...i miss them *wahhhh* much love to ya