Gah! I'm gonna claw my way out of this coffin. Suburbia has nothing to offer me except short walks to the nearby K-Mart, whereby I run up and down the display shelves and activate all of the talking animals at the same time to piss people off while I run away laughing.
There's yet another dykey poetry slam at a college in another city, so... Read More
mostly because my sexuality is a fluid thing (no dirty puns intended) I have an easy time not letting it define me...I think, after having been through so much questioning and curiosity, and my level of interest in either sex has shifted so much over the years, that I've come to understand that who your with isnt who you are.
I dont even really consider myself bi anymore. although i will describe myself as such out of sheer lazyness. (in similarity to the "goth" thing. no im not goth. but its the closest and easiest word applicable...)
-thoughts incomplete, you just called, so maybe ill finish comment later-
I feel like i'm going into convulsions and violently gasping for air.
Like i'm lonely and allergic to distance.
I feel tired and angry that I have pushed away all previous issues, thinking I was ok, only to have them all resurface en masse upon a girl that does not deserve it.
So I think I should explain why i've been a flaming bitch lately.
You see, I saw Natalie the other day. She invited me to lunch. I sat down and started talking about Unbornbloom and then Natalie realized that she knew Unbormbloom's ex girlfriend because Natalie's girlfriend worked at the same piercing shop as Bloom's ex. This further supports my theory that there are only... Read More
People, including those who love us, will always effect us negatively, now and then. Sometimes, it's a type of negative that makes us stronger and sometimes weaker.
Which did this do for you?
It sounds to me that this Nat-A-Lie is weak, and instead of building herself up, she brings people down to her level. You are so right about never seeing that Nat loser, again. Bloom's the type to build you up. Sometimes positively, sometimes negatively, but up. Bloom so loves you.
Youre really not flamingly dykey though.
"eye burningly hot" maybe. but i dont know. ;p i think your pretty femmie. at least in comparison to butchy mcdykerson on the mills soccer team there. they will love you. *mutter* so long as they dont know where your tounge has been. *mutter* uh...er...yeah... hmm.
:p
i misssssss you.
You are beautiful.
You are powerful.
You dont need to get off on twisting knives to be either.
This is one of the things that I love so much about you.
xo.
-me
bullshit. yer a siren if ever there was one. just a siren that lures with cute goofiness and protective strength and badass Vice City skills.
you like so totaly rock the mythology!
Don't go
we'll miss you