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I'm sorry I can't be a better woman.

I'm ashamed.

And I might have to leave SG for a while.

Not sure yet.
pureblu12225:
huh whaa...why...no don't go
gil:
*hug*
Don't go
we'll miss you
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[_____________________]

Fill in the blank.

Fill in the blank much like the girl.

And tell me, always, that you mean what you say
When youre most ready to swallow your words.

And tell me always, that you mean what you say
When you say they never meant to say anything at all

Because Cheshire chats
Flip semantic acrobats

When delicate eggshells perch on their walls....
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unbornbloom:
Email.
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Gah! I'm gonna claw my way out of this coffin. Suburbia has nothing to offer me except short walks to the nearby K-Mart, whereby I run up and down the display shelves and activate all of the talking animals at the same time to piss people off while I run away laughing.

There's yet another dykey poetry slam at a college in another city, so...
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redskull:
I think Volkov is on to something, you might want to listen to him on the labels issue.

sometimes I have a hard time believing he's a real life Marine with guns and things that explode.
unbornbloom:
mostly because my sexuality is a fluid thing (no dirty puns intended) I have an easy time not letting it define me...I think, after having been through so much questioning and curiosity, and my level of interest in either sex has shifted so much over the years, that I've come to understand that who your with isnt who you are.
I dont even really consider myself bi anymore. although i will describe myself as such out of sheer lazyness. (in similarity to the "goth" thing. no im not goth. but its the closest and easiest word applicable...)

-thoughts incomplete, you just called, so maybe ill finish comment later-
love
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I feel like i'm going into convulsions and violently gasping for air.

Like i'm lonely and allergic to distance.

I feel tired and angry that I have pushed away all previous issues, thinking I was ok, only to have them all resurface en masse upon a girl that does not deserve it.

I slept for 13 hours last night.

And it was a natural sleep....
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emperor_tane:
As Yuna would say.. " Be strong! "

Tane
butterfly2:
Angry and horny? Does being angry make you hornier?

Please just get naked!! LOLOL you sound like my boyfriend... hahaha. oh god... hahaha.

I miss seeing you dammit! You are so hilarious! Keep rockin' the suburbs biggrin
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So I think I should explain why i've been a flaming bitch lately.

You see, I saw Natalie the other day. She invited me to lunch. I sat down and started talking about Unbornbloom and then Natalie realized that she knew Unbormbloom's ex girlfriend because Natalie's girlfriend worked at the same piercing shop as Bloom's ex. This further supports my theory that there are only...
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melissa2:
Sux about the ex stuff....but you and UnbornBloom seem happy, from what I've read in your journals. Happy happy, Joy Joy.
prettyb0y:
People, including those who love us, will always effect us negatively, now and then. Sometimes, it's a type of negative that makes us stronger and sometimes weaker.
Which did this do for you?

It sounds to me that this Nat-A-Lie is weak, and instead of building herself up, she brings people down to her level. You are so right about never seeing that Nat loser, again. Bloom's the type to build you up. Sometimes positively, sometimes negatively, but up. Bloom so loves you.
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Dear World,

Well, I believe it was Sebastian in The Little Mermaid that said, "Eh. Fuck dat shit."

Oh wait, maybe that wasn't him. Nevermind.

Ah, and sorry to hear about that burning sensation.

That's just my boot up your colon. It should go away when I do.

mistersatan:
HA! That's right, shove that boot up there and don't take it out until you get what you're after.
olivia:
thank god for you biofemme. you're the best.
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Why am I an emotional hemophiliac?

The bleeding never ceases, the wounds never close.

Imagine waking up one morning and realizing that you must own a Samsonite factory, because you sure have a lot of baggage.

Bloom, i'm afraid of getting impaled again. It took so much to get off of the spike last time.

Help.
fallen1carus:
enjoy yourself. being in love is wonderful. don't worry, it's gonna be okay, i promise.
tatum:
I hope everything is working out ok sweetie! *hugs*
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"Dodge this."
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unbornbloom:
Youre really not flamingly dykey though.
"eye burningly hot" maybe. but i dont know. ;p i think your pretty femmie. at least in comparison to butchy mcdykerson on the mills soccer team there. they will love you. *mutter* so long as they dont know where your tounge has been. *mutter* uh...er...yeah... hmm.
:p
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i misssssss you.
unbornbloom:
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I said, God, give me an answer, or let me die.

and you said, Write.

Now.

God, there are so many voices that I have to scream above them all to drown out the cursing.

And each time I look at her, all I can think is that everything I believed in was a lie. A lie. I fell in love with someone who did...
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unbornbloom:
You are beautiful.
You are powerful.
You dont need to get off on twisting knives to be either.
This is one of the things that I love so much about you.
xo.
-me
catculus:
catlove!
miao!!
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My girlfriend says I think like a boy.
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unbornbloom:
Awww sweetie it wasnt geared as an insult or anything I hope you know. biggrin
Not shallow just perverted.
Murrrrr. hands down de pants. :p
volkov:
boys think!?!?!?!?
we do!
hahahahaha
thinkin' thinkin' thinkin' woo hoo! :-D

my roommate just made the Chocolate Cake of Doom (tm). I have the recipe. If I am ever nearby I will make you some...it is....the.....best......evuh!

*hugs!*

v
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Ok, why are all of the models for J. Waterhouse's pre-raphaelite paintings COMPLETE BABES?

They're like old school suicidegirls.

Help i'm shipwrecked
volkov:
bullshit. yer a siren if ever there was one. just a siren that lures with cute goofiness and protective strength and badass Vice City skills.
you like so totaly rock the mythology!

:-D

v
jjay:
yep he had some skillz