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There is only one course of action left. One.

I must flee this wretched city to go meet Grrlhavoc in Houston!

SHE MAY BE THE ONLY SANE ONE LEFT!

We had a smashing 2 1/2 hour long phone conversation about Final Fantasy, Republicans, Marx and lime-green feather boas.

Screw this city!

I'm gettin the fuck out of SF like WHOA.

She's got a sexy Texan...
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grrlhavoc:
"egomaniacal trip" wtf??? umm try "ego trip"...more concise...and grammatically correct

anyways i showed u to my best friend today..and talked about u...he approves...he and his husband want to come to san fran with me...he works for hilton and will get free rooms....woohoo

a friend read your profile...and imed me this (name edited for privacy)

XXX: she likes dark sullen pouty girls!!!!!
XXX: that is you!!!!!!!
XXX: to a t

i will wear my greean boa and carry my Marx book under my arm...i draw the line at fishnets tho

kiss

[Edited on Feb 26, 2003]
grrlhavoc:
omg i just got done watching Polyester....my fav movie to watch with my friend mike....hehe cuddles rocks
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I LOVE when exes write horrible, laughable slam poetry about me online on SuicideGirls instead of telling it to my face. It's so grossly cliche it makes me laugh. And to write with such scorn denotes bitterness at a loss, entailing desire.

Your hate makes you want me, or at least waste time thinking about me. And as Martha Stuart once said, "It's a good...
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bionicfemme:
!!!!!!!!!!!!! kiss
grrlhavoc:
kiss
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So apparently someone's jealous ex just called me "That Mexican, Bionicfemme." LOL!

I am NOT a Mexican!!!! This is hilarious!

I am compulsively reading Michelle Tea's "Valencia" and as a field trip, went to Valencia street yesterday and wandered around. I see now why it's dykeville. I think I have fallen in love with Valencia street. There are so many cute cafes, vintage shops, and...
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grrlhavoc:
on another note....i have never been in a wreck so im a good driver wink

oh and 2am your time is 4am my time so i will prob be asleep byt then...i have been going to bed b/w 2 and 3am

[Edited on Feb 25, 2003]
gil:
the fist time a saw you i thought you where latin
but as i read your jounal i learnd this was not the case
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Haha, hilarious.

The hacker is now forging my own IP address as the incoming DNS and labeling themselves as "slut.etc.etc."

This is great. Even the hacker thinks i'm a slut.

Newsflash, you fucking asshole. How the hell can I be a slut if I haven't had sex in a year. Oh sure I have pictures of naked ladies on my wallpaper for my computer, and...
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grrlhavoc:
and im NOT femme....
johnnysuicide:
hell if thats all it takes to be a slut them im one of the bigst tongue
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The world cannot be so bad so long as hot, tough femmes that play FFX like Grrlhavoc exist. Whenever I feel I am losing all of my faith in the lesbians of the world, I think cool femmes like Grrlhavoc exist. Of course they live HALFWAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY since it's illegal to have sane, cool lesbians live in SF. They'll arrest me any day...
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grrlhavoc:
yeah i just woke up for work and im tired from playing that damn game late....I was layin the smack down ya know???

Yeah log on aim when u are on...i am logged on most of the time you just seem to pop on when im away....

LA in may i think....dont know yet
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I came home to find out that a very good childhood friend of mine died recently.

I'm very sad about it, and it is rather eerie because i'd thought about her just a few days ago. Her name was Rose and I would play with her when I would spend my half-years in Kansas when my parents would send me over there. She was the...
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kickstand:
that was intense.
letigre:
my condolences about rose.

i wish for you to find love. i wish that for most people, including myself.
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So we tried to get into our originally planned bar and for the FIRST time in my life the Fake ID didn't work. I was so depressed, because this club actually looked like one I would fit in at, and all the girls frequenting it were the hottest lesbians i'd ever seen in my life! It's cool though. In one month, i'll be legal and...
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soraya:
fuck! this lady was at the lex? usually the staff there is pretty damn good at kicking at any fucked up sketchy drunkards. at least the sleazy guys that come in and try to hit on the dykes.
hey. next time you're there you have to play you shook me all night long by ac/dc just for me. ok?
xoxo soraya
grrlhavoc:
hey if your on im me..need t otalk to ya
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Caption: B-Femme trying to match presumed neurosis with cute girl sitting across from her at a club.

So i'm going to yet another club with Sherry, the first girl I ever dated. I think it's ironic that tonight i'm going to go cruise for chicks with her. She's really cool though, I think she's one of the last sane lesbians out there. I would date...
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grrlhavoc:
damn your hot
gil:
Word
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I didn't know how else to deal with the hate but to cut off a lot of my own hair.

I don't know if you can tell in the pic, but a lot of it is gone and i'd say i'm borderline soft butch now.

I went to another 21+ club with Josie. It has been easy to sneak in lately, they don't even question...
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emperor_tane:
Hey girl! Sorry about the strain of bad relationships. I love your new haircut. Perhaps you shouldn't worry about being in a relationship for a while. Take some time off, to discover yourself. If they really care they will come to you and they will accept you for you.

Tane
prettyb0y:
Sometimes, when your strength is tapped out and you're pushed, you find reserves you never knew exsisted.

And I don't care about your looks. If I can feel that they're not the best thing you have to give, there's got to be others. Don't get me wrong, I think you're cute. I just don't care. wink
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I realized today that all you really need to do to impress a girl is tell her you're a poet or a musician. (Especially being a DJ girl, that seems to be a big turn on.)

"I love you so much
I want to cry
I love you so much
I hope you never die."

OHHHHH HOW SWEET OH HONEY IT'S THE BEST POEM I'VE...
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prettyb0y:
Then how come my poet ass has been single for over 18 months?
olivia:
you are so daintycore. piercings are good temporary changes.
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Low for today: I'm horrifically depressed, over issues not worth wasting time over, and at one point I wished to either die or take some surplus Vicodin to numb the pain in my heart.
High for today: I read some amazing poetry by T.S. Eliot that made me think of my Hilda Doolittle/Sappho influences and I wrote a poem. I haven't written a true poem...
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grrlhavoc:
Damn you have talent....off to work for me...shoot me now!

I just got into Rammenstein recently...an ex was listening to the and i liked them so I downloaded some songs....good music to listen to when you are in a bad mood. smile

Lets see another pic of you in glasses....cute....

[Edited on Feb 19, 2003]