bigpoppa99

Bah so the school teacher is a bust. I actually thought we clicked and such. Just had sporadic emails and texts going back and forth for the last month I guess after a couple of days and no return call I should chalk it up as a loss.

Now where would I get this idea from?

Advice section in a magazine. The girl next door...
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So another ho hum week has passed. I'm feeling better but now I have been getting hungry. I gained about 3 pounds so now I am up to 233. I havent been eating junk just actually eatting more food. Actually another meal. I gues since I was sick for a couple of days my eating cycle got kinda screwed.

On a lighter note Lil poppa...
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Bah still home sick. Thats what I get for sittingin an office with fuel fumes coming through the vents. This happens all the time and this time I didnt have the sens to walk out for a breather. I had some urgent budgets that had to be submitted. Plus I think I had some bad take out.

I was all nauseous and dry heaving. So...
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Tomorrow is Lil'poppa's birthday. He's going to be 6 years old. I had to do some grocery shopping and got us some mini cupcakes. I fed him his favorite foods. Don't ask it will freak you out. He likes croutons, tortilla chips and skittles. Hey its his birthday. Well not really. I have to bring him back to his mom's at around 11:00M TOMORROW she...
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I hate my fucking job. It's not the job itself but the freaking management. Oh yeah I forgot everyone hates management.

So pretty much I'm in the union and there are 3 other people that are in the union with me. Our hours are 9 am to 5pm with a one hour lunch time. I have explained to the manager that I have been coming...
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I'm in the bottom of a hole and how hard I try to get out I'm held in place by the dirt falling onto me.

I can try and use the dirt to get out use it to add to my flooring and climb out.

This is covering and consuming me.

It's a year since my wife started her affair and became pregnant with his...
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OMG!! I fugured out how to set my white balance on my camera. WHEEE!!


Ok geekyness done.

I've been actually looking iinto taking my photography more serisously. I almost actually walked into a Glamour shots and asked if they were hiring parttime photography assistants. I know I know its a start and I can learn alot about studio lighting. I

I didnt ask. I chickend...
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So Lil,poppa is punished and I won't be seeing him this weekend. I was telling this to a freind and she pointed out that I was at fault for the outbutst. I got his hopes up and then I disapointed him. I never really thought about it but she is right. I told him that we were going to get the game and he was...
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Being a single parent is tough. I get Lil'poppa on weekends so he pretty much behaves and I don't have to scold him or handle tantrums.

Today was different. We went to the mall and I tried to get him a used copy of Monsters Inc for his game cube. The Gamestop and EBgamse didnt have a copy. He wanted to get something else. I...
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Grandfather passed last night.

My mother told me the wake/viewing is tonight. I just got home and am getting some food and then going to get ready.

My mother told me to shave off my gotee. She says I look ugly. It looks better on the asshat brother. Granted he looks like he's 50 but thats what years of drugs does to you. She is...
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My brother is a fucking idiot. Most of you know that I am mixed, Korean and Italian. My brother looks more like my dad. He pretty much doesn't acknowledge the fact that he is half Korean.

So he leaves me a messe in a fake broken Korean accent that our grand father is dying and Is in Elmhurst Hospital and I'm to call my mother....
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