I was fine until the day of the funeral. I knew when I finally had to say goodbye I would be a complete wreck. And I was. I let the day of the funeral drain me that day and then it was back to work the next day and I had a ton to get done.
But my grandma I think inspired me to start...
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The last couple of days have been alright. I've been spending time with family a lot. Tonight was my grandma's visitation and they didn't want it to be like a line of people, it was informal, lots of talking, lots of laughing and crying. Ryan and I agreed that it was the friendliest visitation we've ever been too and we really liked it. A lot...
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livefree07:
I'm sorry to hear about your grandma
Some of the worlds most beautiful things are its most simplest beauty is simplicity and I think your grandma's butterfiles dif go on that list
Some of the worlds most beautiful things are its most simplest beauty is simplicity and I think your grandma's butterfiles dif go on that list
airlia:
Sorry to hear about your grandma. I'm glad the visitation went well, it's always hard. The tattoo idea sounds wonderful - it's beautiful and poignant.
My grandma passed away very early Thursday morning. She was surrounded by all of her children and her husband and from what my mom told me, it was the perfect way for her to go. I'm so glad that I went Tuesday to see her, that was my time to say goodbye to her.
My aunts were wanting me to be the person in charge...
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My aunts were wanting me to be the person in charge...
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missknox:
sorry for your loss, very sweet what your doin though, nice to think people want to think of the person who passed then themselves and your keepin it simple for her i did the same for my gpa .. stay strong hun
leib_:
hugs dear <333
This morning I was chilling on the couch, watching 30 Rock on my netflix instant queue, and I get a call from my step-dad saying that my grandma (my mom's mom) isn't doing well at all and that I should see her in the next couple of days. I leave immediately and go see her (after stopping to get some flowers for her and my...
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renna:
I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma, hun.
All my warmest wishes to you and your family.
Hugs!
All my warmest wishes to you and your family.
Hugs!
theanthonyhall:
I'm going through something similar with my grandma right now. She just found out she has ovarian cancer, but hasn't even seen the oncologist yet. Her other doctors found growths, and they detected it in her blood tests, which generally means it has spread... like your grandma, she is the type to keep much to herself, so I think she has let things bother her for way too long before having it checked out.
We are very close; more so than I am with my mom. I am an only child, her only grandchild, and I lived with my grandparents for most of my childhood. She/I lost my grandpa 4 years ago this November, and it's kinda killing me thinking about all this now... I have been over to see her almost every day for the past few weeks, to walk her dog and grocery shop for her because she has been in too much pain to get around.
She goes to see the oncologist Thursday. I'm kinda worried.
Sorry to be spilling this... and sorry to hear about your grandma too. Take care.
We are very close; more so than I am with my mom. I am an only child, her only grandchild, and I lived with my grandparents for most of my childhood. She/I lost my grandpa 4 years ago this November, and it's kinda killing me thinking about all this now... I have been over to see her almost every day for the past few weeks, to walk her dog and grocery shop for her because she has been in too much pain to get around.
She goes to see the oncologist Thursday. I'm kinda worried.
Sorry to be spilling this... and sorry to hear about your grandma too. Take care.
I'm feeling better, drinking so much water. I've decided that the best way for me to stay healthy is to quite Mt. Dew and basically all soda. Which is going to be really hard because I love Mt. Dew. I love everything about the experience of drinking it. I don't smoke and hardly drink so this is my vice. Just hearing the sound of Ryan...
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annabeylah:
quitting pop is horrible, it's so delicious!
i could never do it-- and i'm glad i don't have to.
good luck!!!
i could never do it-- and i'm glad i don't have to.
good luck!!!
anticool:
So pretty much everything you said about soda is exactly my thoughts and faults. I can't help myself, it is to the level of just being sad. And that sound of a freshly popped can, man that sound is greatness. I can pick it out in the middle of a concert. MMMM. I just don't know if I have the strength.
The week so far....has been okay. I only say okay because considering the things that have happened I'm looking back but in a fair mood. Monday I was sick all day, horrible horrible stomach ache and nausea, after taking something I was feeling better by like midnight. The next day it started all over again and it was horrible. Ryan told me to call his...
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xxxxxxxxo:
I am so sorry you are in pain, UTI's are the worst. i am sending good healing vibes your way. Heres to a speeding recovery. By the way, your photography is amazing. I love your work.
Business is really good right now. I have something (mostly multiple somethings) all week. I can't believe it, and I still have an email and a 2 phone calls to answer back to tomorrow for 3 more shoots. I love it, but some things are going to have to take a back seat and I'm pretty sure that Halloween could possibly be one of them....
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annabeylah:
i'm interested to see the Lady GaGa costume 
mr_blue_sky:
Glad it's going well! Strange how hard work pays off in the end... I think the anxiety is a good thing - it keeps you on your toes!
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sedona3:
these fucking rock.
talamia:
Fantastically light pictures, very lovely!!!
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fashionista:
Cute. What did you use on your hair? I have tried 100 things and for some reason, it keeps turning pink instead of dark auburn. I know yours was as white as mine was...and it looks awesome now!
fashionista:
Oh wow, well that was easy, huh? loL It looks great. 
I'm starting to lose my voice. 
Stuffy head, sore throat, bleh.
So I LOVED the new Office episode. I'd have to say that it was probably one of the best episodes of the whole series. I mean, it had perfect awkward moments, perfect cute moments, perfect "ohmygoddidthatjusthappen" moments, it was just a great time.
So, Ryan's grandma always makes us cookies when we see her...
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Stuffy head, sore throat, bleh.
So I LOVED the new Office episode. I'd have to say that it was probably one of the best episodes of the whole series. I mean, it had perfect awkward moments, perfect cute moments, perfect "ohmygoddidthatjusthappen" moments, it was just a great time.
So, Ryan's grandma always makes us cookies when we see her...
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Feeling pretty sickly this week. Sore throat, runny nose, sneezing, nothing good. Thinking about making chicken noodle soup for this evening.
I've spent the last two days working on my business's sign that goes in front of our place. I have my stencil cut out, now I just have to paint the actual boards. I was going to have a sign place in town make...
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I've spent the last two days working on my business's sign that goes in front of our place. I have my stencil cut out, now I just have to paint the actual boards. I was going to have a sign place in town make...
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Bacon Day went rather well. I did not have time to do the bacon bouquet, but I will probably attempt that this week. I changed up the menu so it wasn't so heavy, and was more unique.
Bacon, Mandarin, Avocado, Spinach salad with a Poppy Seed dressing.
BLT Soup
Bacon and Avocado Sushi
Apple Pie with bacon grease in the crust instead of shortening and...
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I did not have time to do the bacon bouquet, but I will probably attempt that this week. I changed up the menu so it wasn't so heavy, and was more unique.
Bacon, Mandarin, Avocado, Spinach salad with a Poppy Seed dressing.
BLT Soup
Bacon and Avocado Sushi
Apple Pie with bacon grease in the crust instead of shortening and...
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grapecrush:
i LOVE your hair!
mateo06deluxe:
I love bacon..I feel like I'm cheating when I cook with bacon! It's sooooo good. I like your new look..cute
Take care BetteJean; you are often on my mind, even when I'm not around.
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