Wednesday Dec 22, 2004

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today i feel like poo,
am surprised that kimmi is still on my fave girls, and disappointed fantine was taken off.

feel lonely and really want a big hug off my bf.

want to cut up bad and then it'd all be okay

can't believe what a tip my room is, there is no hope frown
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brokenhouse:
please don't cut youself barny....

how and why does it make you feel better..? i really don't understand.

i'm sorry to hear you feel lonely and miss ya bf, so here is a massive virtual hug...... does that help a little bit..?

have a good christmas and tidy that room young lady biggrin

kiss
cdt21:
Well at least enjoy the Christmas thing while it's around, I'll try to ..Happy Christmas!

Tuesday Dec 21, 2004

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my plan for today
- get my fecking xmas cards all written and adressed, sorry girls, its taking me ages but i swear it'll be worth it smile
- tidy my bedroom
-tidy my workroom
- make xmas pressie list

go to sleep

edit to add new plan,
- finished writting cards (accomplished, now need to stamp then and post! WOO)
- tidy room
- have...
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sen:
Yea, I'm rockin' the dreads. They aren't really coming along, they are just hanging out, looking a mess. I've got lots of hairs that need to get worked back in, I need to back comb more and rewax, and I really should wash them, heh. I'm a little smelly. Right now I'm just trying to keep them from falling apart much until I can get more time and energy to work on them.
Dreadlocks are the hottest thing ever, well, almost.
mr_kelly:
ha. that told me!

Saturday Dec 18, 2004

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i thort it was about time i updated, am feeling terrible tonight tho. great gig last nite altho someone is choosing to ignore me at the moment, and its really annoying and kinda frustrating. she also ignores my bf when im with him.

i hate people ignoring people, just seems so horrible. theres alot of past between us but still, it all happened like a...
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mr_kelly:
onion and poppyseed all the way for me! yumyum.
uptight:
If someone doesn't like us it hurts and we want to mend it, but it is also good to be free from this pain if we've done all we can to put things right.

You just have to be strong. The problem is now hers to overcome - not yours. Be neutral and pleasant in her company. Don't be affected by her mood either way. She will see your confidence and question her own happiness.

Sunday Dec 12, 2004

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i Had a great birthday. was mad but much fun.
I had a surpirse half way through the everning. My boyfriend tiruned up with one of my close mates, both who i thort i wouldnt be able to see for a few days. was strange and shocking.

now im real tired, alone, and no1 to have fun iwth. too tired from the weekend to do...
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antonp:
i love little women too. i think that film is solely responsible for the obsession i had with winona ryder in the nineties. looking back, i reckon it was actually jo march who i'd fallen in love with!
noctem:
Thank you for the birthday wishes yesterday. And happy belated birthday to you as well biggrin Oh thanks for the compliment, I like my dreads too tongue You can't really see them though in my profile, they go down almost to my ass. Late....

Thursday Dec 09, 2004

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desmodius:
happy birthday. i like the dreads. they look good on you...
blackrayne:
Happy Birthday!

Thursday Dec 09, 2004

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OOOOOOOOOOOOOOh birthday tomoro! and new hair !woo...

long dreads in blue and white! will post pics later smile

hope everyone is happy today... cos everyone deserves to be.
cdt21:
Nu pix, goodie smile

BTW thanks for e-mail

kiss

Wednesday Dec 08, 2004

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I feel happy WOOO
its strange, happier this week than for ages and its all busy but its my birthday fri and i get to see my great bf on sat! WOO.
i can't frigging wait!

so i managed to do some xmas cards last night, and some random other stuff apart from get terribly stoned and pass out. watched "the chase" on bbc1, was...
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mr_kelly:
alright! birthday time! have a good weekend, sounds like a whole lot of goodness packed together. birthdays, partyinh, drugs, presents, boyfriends and sex (i assume?). and all during the weekend! what more could a women want? ooooh wait, dont forget the fresh bagels (get em whilst they're soft) !

get yourself a wishlist on amazon so i can shower you with gifts!

have a good one, i look forward to seeing the baloon icon by your name when i sign on tommorow!

keep smiling. x
thefreddy:
Hey thanks for the b-day wishes. I love you for that, you lil English Rose you kiss Well, I got my lapdances and booze. Lots of booze, which I needed cuz my b-day sucked major donkey balls(excuse my American-styled harshness). But I do hope you get your lapdances too. It's such a beautiful thing. Send pics if you can, aiight? Peace sweetheart.

Take it Easy
Freddy

P.S. Happy Early Birthday!!!(In case I don't see you on the day).

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Monday Dec 06, 2004

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blokes are arses. He says i pressure him too much to be online or reply to my emails, and that me saying i miss him makes him feel guilty for moving away.
yeah well, i hate the way i talk more online and email totaly strangers more than him. The recent incident i wrote him a really nice email and i kinda wanted a reply....
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frankeng:
thank you smile
acidevangelist:
you beautiful women have it so easy wink

Sunday Dec 05, 2004

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perdy:
6000 words?!?! nasty nasty stuff, good luck with it lady! kiss
thats a really pretty pic!
me44445:
hey, pretty pic! i came here cos of your post in sugar.. *many hugs*

Friday Dec 03, 2004

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I know what i want for my birthday, a porn video biggrin
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acidevangelist:
I would suggest something by Janine, she has a lot of videos to choose from.

Or if you're bored you can just make your own! wink
neyrissa:
Eh? New set? Which one's this? Will need to pull him by the ear and ask...

Thursday Dec 02, 2004

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I'm having a crap day and bad urges to cut again...

I had this kinda daydream last nite as i was trying to sleep, about being pregnant, and i slit my wrists, but the dream was about afterwards, cos i survived and a good male mate came and saw me in the hospital then walked me home. and then my bf turned up saw us...
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brokenhouse:
i'm sorry to hear that you are having a bad day, but please don't hurt yourself.... eeek

big love coming at ya kiss kiss

and can i just say that the next time you are feeling down cos you've seen a horrible photo of yourself..... just quickly take a peek at the pics you posted yesterday... you look fitty-lah!

i promise you someone will post those on that thread within a few days.

take care kiss kiss
perdy:
well part time responsible adult whatever glad you like the pic smile
Whereabouts in the UK are you??? I got an old sewing machine and really wanna make some use of it but I haven't really got further than sewing fringes on my knickers!
Sorry you're feelin blue...lemme know if there's anythin I can do to help........and you can join the skint club with me.....it sucks

Wednesday Dec 01, 2004

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somehow today i feel way more optimistic!
Had this wikid idea about making juggling balls, which are sweets, abit weird i know, like the clear plastic/fabric stuff filled with jelly beans!
plus took the pattern off my skirt to make a shorter version for a friend which will be wikid.

shitting myself cos i got an audition on saturday, for costume and i havent got...
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cdt21:
... here's a spare bracket that may come in useful (snigger) ....
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.... moody pic, nice hair blush

Ok I have thunk.

I like all sorts of stuff, thinks, - a 3g iPod cover, the juggling balls sound neat, any kind of small-ish picture, a single glove/mitten for my artist's hand mannequin(weird eh?) anything really but I do prefer brighter happier colours
My profile lists a lot of influences I like - e.g. I love Paolozzis Tot Court Road mosaic cos it's bright and cheers me up every time I see it. I'd be happy with anything (he said unhelpfully biggrin ).
If that ain't enough just clip me round the head and I'l do more

now it's your turn...... c'mon don't be shy, I'm a pussycat really miao!!

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cdt21:
Oh I see you've had a nip/tuck on your profile. That looks even better blush

..and I see you like a taste of the D wink kiss
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