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So kriss and I have finished another installment of the club. Aside from that today is my first day at that is right you guessed it Subway...... Going to keep looking for jobs but I guess it is something right ...oh and I am getting sick!!!

So Zoe and me are taking off to Iowa City in a bit prolly wo't be online till next week. Hope everyone has a fabu weekend.


"We are the music makers and we are the dreamers of the dream."

Went out job hunting all day today....Woohoo!!


Not much more then that just been looking for work and hanging with Zoe.



"I want some meaning I can memorize. The kind I have always seems to slip my mind" Bright Eyes

Just watched a fairly kick ass movie It is called Roger Doger it is basically about the ladies man who's the uncle of a shy romantic virgin from ohio and takes him on a guided tour of New York sociaty and " teaches" him how to score. It of course ends up with both of them learning a little something but over all the story...
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I am ok I just get so worn out by the world sometimes. I hate looking for a job it is by far worse then having a shitty job even.... you spend days running around filling out applications that mostly don't amoount to anything. It is just frustrating. But i am better now I took sometime for me and just breathed for a bit I...
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I have been feeling very worn down by the world recently..... with the cold and trying to find a job ....it seems like everything is such a struggle.....It makes me tired ...tired right down to my soul. Some days are better tehn others but right now I just feel dried up inside..... maybe it comes from being sober for so long....who knows. All I know...
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Well Kriss and I are almost finished with our story. Everyone at Gamers has pretty much figured out that I didn't steal and I am tempted when the cops ofically prove my innocence to sue sue sue....mwahahhahahah.....

Other then that just hanging out rereading Blackwood Farm and playing Final Fantasy 7.

So I just woke up from a near sex dream starring Winona Ryder....might I say, YUMMM!!!!! I have had a crush on that women for almost longer then I can remember.

Other then that no big news right now I am going to go do some job hunting today....YAH!......... thats about it folks.

So I just woke up from another in a long line of dreams starring Wynona Rider.....yummmy!!


I love to dream is there anything more interesting, random, and inspiring, and at the same time scary disorinatating and full of psycosis?

Well I just had two police officers searching my house this morning first thing when I woke up. Looking for stolen video games and pot. Of course they didn't find anyhing. No stolen video games but uber close to finding the one pipe I own. But didn't!!!!! Hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! Well I am awake.

Well I am back I guess... looooooong christmas new years break... not much to report I guess.....


well all for now will prolly update more tommorow

Well I guess I am going to get to Iowa City just a little sooner then I thought....yesterday was by far teh worst day I have had in a while. no sleep working all day off hte clock becuse of the vice presidents order to me, zoe got home late, couldn't eat all day and to top it off after all this crap I get...
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