Not much happening in the world of Barbelith mostly just hanging out working and playing video games...... Zoe's trucks died i have to go work on it in a little bit .... not much else.
Not much to report...still having the death issues but less frequently... Found out I get free cable at my apartment.~shrug~ just kind of plugging along.....
Recently I have been having quite a few near panic attacks about dying like the inevitability of it all and what not. I don't know why something that I have no control over is so staggeringly scary....maybe it is the lose of control, maybe it is fear of losing that which is at the most primal level me. Who knows........
You got a lot of time and happiness ahead of you. Could be with all the wedding planning you are realizing you have new responsibilities. You are no longer the invincible guy of your youth; you will have a wife and one day kids. It grounds us a bit, but it is SO WORTH IT!!
Enjoy your woman and the time you have together, it is a GIFT.
" What we need is a volantary free-spirited open-ended program of procreative racial deconstruction. In other words everybody fuckin everybody else till we're all the same color." Bulworth
You know with all the stupid ass political shit going on right now in this stupid fuckass country I would love to be able to vote for Billington Bulworth. He is sooo the... Read More
Well not only have I decided to not go see Clockwork ORange I went to see if I could rent a copy of Coffee and Ciggerettes and the movie place hadn't even heard of it!!! So I got What About Bob with Bill Murry, Ghost In a Shell, High Fidelity, The Secretary which I have never seen and Two Girls and a Guy with the... Read More
So my girl Zoe is totally leaving me all alone for the weekend to go to a wedding in Chicago. What ever will I do.... There is a midnight showing of Clockwork Orange at the theatre in town saterday so I may go see that. I also want to pick up a copy of Coffee and Ciggerettes looks like it will be cool I like... Read More
So work work work...... tommorow I get to get up at like nine oclock just so I can go into the stor from 9:30 to ten or 10:30 how inane is that..... what ever not a big deal then I have the rest of the day off so I guess it is ok. Not much else going on in my world just kind of hanging... Read More
Yeah, I've been sleeping MUCH better lately. We pretty much have fun every other weekend....the weekends when we don't have the kids. Last weekend was just a fluke...it was technically a kid weekend, but their mom wanted them for some family thing, so we were able to go out. This weekend we went to NOLA and checked out The Durvish. It was WONDERFUL!!!
Well my promotion at work is still taking its sweet time. I fucking hate corporations so much bullshit. Recently sleeping has gotten to be more and more important maybe it is the winter coming but ontop of that my dream world has gotten heavier and more laden with think images of crazy shit.
Had my first Mage game last night was a huge success. My promotion came through at work so I got a fifty cent raise. Just got a printer from a freind at work!!! Kick ass!!! Oh and lots of Invader Zim my life is perfect.
Well except for the stupid cold weather. I am staring to have to bundle up more and more. Such bull... Read More
Yeah, I bought Wicked earlier this year...before I joined this site even! lol I came across it while browsing, and thought it looked interesting. I don't know why I haven't read it yet....I'll eventually get around to it though...I am a procrastinator by nature....perhaps, subconsciously, I feel waiting will make it better? LOL...yeah right!
Seeeeeee, and that's just not fair! lol I'm real picky when it comes to jackets. I actually went like 10 years without buying one just because I didn't like the styles they had out! lol Now I have like 5, but two of them belonged to my 12 yr old step-daughter whose arms are now too long for them...it's sad really...she's taller than me! Anyway, so I'm wearing little girl jackets at the tender age of 27, but god wouldn't I love to have one like Zoe's! lol
LOL, yeah, I'm a screamer which always posed problems while living in apartments! lol One time we actually had people bang on the ceiling! Needless to say, encounters with the downstairs neighbors was a little awkward after that! lol
sorry did not get to write before I left. I think your hotography is fantastic. Keep up the great shots. I hope you are well and still want to read some of your stuff. I am working on some new stuff. I will keep you posted, if you like.
you!!!
BEND OVER.....
SMACK!!
KRISS
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