Friday Jul 27, 2012

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Love having these bad feelings like someone is going to die or something is going to majorly go wrong!!! I hope the feelings wrong but last time I felt like this was the day before my employee died!
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cherrytrash:
Its gonna be ok babe, get some sleep and text me when you wake up <3
fuschicho:
Hope your okay sugar, chin up, lets hope its nothing! x

Monday Jul 23, 2012

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I just had the weirded and creepiest dream I have had in a long time!!! Involving me having suicide girl friends, some dude getting raped in a store, little tiny bugs crawling down my arm leaving bloody bite marks as they did and then a giant mutant rubber feeling Miskito that left a bloody mess and his stinger or whatever it's called in my bicep......
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cherrytrash:
Thats....really fucking wierd babe lol...dont say no to naps in the middle of the day though! those naps are awesome if you can get them!!

Wednesday Jul 18, 2012

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Frank Sinatra

That's life
(That's life)
That's what all the people say
You're riding high in April, shot down in May
But I know I'm gonna change that tune
When I'm back on top, back on top in June

I said that's life
(That's life)
And as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks stomping on a dream
But I don't let...
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cherrytrash:
love
carousers_wench:
Old Blue Eyes. <3 him

Tuesday Jul 17, 2012

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Life is interesting... Those that have taken advantage of my generosity these past couple months are about to see a side of me they will not like. Those so called "friends" have now been written off! And as soon as they pay me back the money they owe me I'm not even going to give them the time of day! Only those worthy of my...
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hemi:
Sorry your having bad luck with your so called "friends."
cherrytrash:
People are rude and selfish babe...the generous are taken advantage of by the narcissistic frown

PS - kiss

Monday Jul 16, 2012

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http://youtu.be/PXzuDXZwZtI
Spent the weekend with my boys and... well they tried my patients. I think that the steroids were giving me some roid rage. I am getting angry a lot! Thank god I took the last one this morning! However stoked on my new camera and all the extras I bought for it today. I will be testing them all out this week and posting...
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cherrytrash:
even better than seeing it on my phone biggrin

Saturday Jul 14, 2012

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Woohoo! I got a new camera today!! Canon DSLR rebel T3. Get it home, play with it a bit and what do I see outside tonight? Oh yes, a double rainbow! So of course I had to take pictures! I will probably start posting pictures on my blog soon... I do live in the rocky mountains so I have a lot of scenery to shoot...
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l1vingdeadgurl:
Thanks for the positivity.
My faith has been broken. I have been dragged through the meat grinder in my 33 years. It is not worth the pain anymore.
l1vingdeadgurl:
I am not a strong believer of Karma. Actually not a believe in anything really which is probably part of my problem. I do believe I am one of those people who was handing all the shit that was spared for the weaker ones. I am strong, but am human. A pair of loving arms around me wouldn't hurt.

Friday Jul 13, 2012

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Realized that my past several blogs have been... Well a little depressing to say the least. So here is one a little more up beat. I am so glad I have the amazing friends and family that I do! If not for them I would of fallen down unable to get up a long time ago. If it wasn't for my boys I don't even...
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cinners:
topless canoe trip...does that count?? lol kisskisskiss
henika:
Glad you feel good! winkAnd yes, the family and your friends are very important! kiss Have a gr8 weekend with your boys! biggrin

Wednesday Jul 11, 2012

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In a dark place tonight... Guilt from decisions past plague my mind... I feel lost. I found out yesterday that they are pretty much giving my job to my friend that I got her the manager in training job... Good for her but not sure what I'm going to do. Life goes on, it will lead me to the point in my life I am...
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kelpie_:
don't regret thinking of the past, it is a good fuel to push yourself forward. Take it all in as a lesson I guess is what I'm trying to say. That kind of sadness can be 'addicting' as Gotye would put it. Misery is a pretty heavily-intoxicating emotion. Revel in it, own it, roll in the sadness for a while until you are thoroughly saturated and then silenty sit back and watch it float away. smile If you need someone to just vent to I am very willing to listen.
cinners:
This girl seems to be getting her everthing from you! frown
I also believe something will workout, everything happens for a reason. xoxo

Wednesday Jul 11, 2012

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What a blah night!!! I am going to bed, you can only take being bored while your friend makes out with a short blonde so much... lesbifriends are cool and all but boring when you get brought out on a tuesday night to a strip club so that she can meet up with a chick... great to know that shit a head of time... sarcasm...
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issue_:
it has now been properly noted that you will never take me home.

derp.
hemi:
Ha...that sucks. Epic fail!

Saturday Jul 07, 2012

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Well... Guess I didn't go MIA for as long as I thought. Instead I got rid of all the people that were bring me to the point of a mental break down! It started with my friend I took to the er the other night. Realized she's just been using me because I'm a nice guy. She even tried to get me to lie for...
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cherrytrash:
kissblushlove
missthermopylae:
I do friendship cleaning a lot smile

Wednesday Jul 04, 2012

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Had an amazing night with my boys playing at the park and watching fireworks! Pisses me off to no end that I get back and my Internet is still out! I'm going to fuck some cable people up if they don't get that shit up and running soon!!!
cherrytrash:
Fix that shit!! <3
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