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Well today is my milioCT, wish me luck! Hopefully I don't have as bad as a headache as last time!

I'm not sure if I'm burnt out from the past week or just getting sick... Either way I feel like shit right now... Just laying in bed trying to deciding if I should go to sleep or not...

Best... Concert... Ever!!!!!!!! Holy fuck last night was bad a!!!! Rocked my socks! Even got a zippo and pack of smokes for a buck. Lol

30 more hours until Incubus!!!! I am so stoked!!! I cannot wait to see them in Denver tomorrow!!!!

I was asked if I found God yesterday because of the changes I'm making in my life. These changes are for myself, to make myself happier! I am so blessed in my life and I'm accepting myself and loving myself for the first time in my life! That is all!

Today another epiphany! For far to long I've let myself worry and stress about people owing me money... Although at the time I did it to help them... Continuously asking them when they can pay me back defeats the purpose I started out with! So today I released everyone that owed me money from ever paying me back. I released myself from the worries and...
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I went out last night for a birthday party... How bad is it that I'm still drunk and at church with my parents right now? Lol

Today has been a very enlightening day! Today I have been able to love myself... All of me. My past, everyone in my past. To love everything that's happened to me good or bad... Because good and bad are the same... Experiences that made me myself! I've been able to forgive myself and everyone else that I've been blessed to have in my life to...
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Oh and even more bad ass than the book.... Going to incubus on the 30th on Denver!!!! I can't fucking wait!!! Been my favorite band for over 10 years and finally get to see them live!!!!

Well it's been an interesting week... Read a book called "The Four Agreements" talk about an amazing book! Gave me a completely different outlook on life... I've had a good outlook about myself and others for a long time but this took it to a whole new level! I highly recommend this book to everyone!

So I went to the doctor for my follow up on my back. I have a milioCT september 4th to see what's causing the excess pain. Hopefully it's easy to fix! He also put me on Valium as my muscle relaxers. Hope it works better than the last ones!

When life gives you lemons come at life with lemon juice and razor blades! The past few days have been hectic and tomorrow will be even more so! The concert was good all though you couldn't drink beer in the stands... Which kind of sucked but had fun anyways! Tomorrow is my son Ryan's birthday. He turns 7! I can't believe he's going to be...
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