Wednesday Oct 02, 2002

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i dont know what the fuck i was thinking.

hell, i dont even know what i am thinking now.

oh, yes. one more thing. my love of donuts has been replaced. i now love oatmeal raisen cookies.

carry on.

miss me?
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biohazyrd:
B,

yes, but what if there were oatmeal raisin donuts? why, there would be twice the love to go around. uh-huh.

josyph
crazydasaint:
Bailey over donuts? My faith in everything has been shaken... Have the poles reversed? Do Republicans care about the poor? Do feces smell like flowers?

I'm dizzy... need to lie down now

Tuesday Oct 01, 2002

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Last night I was riding the T, looking out the window at the blackness beyond when I began to listen in on the conversation taking place in front of me. A young boy, a college freshman perhaps, was talking to his friend seated next to him. He spoke of his life and how in awe he was of the fact that he lived in Boston....
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annie:
i miss you doll.
love maggie
bettietwoguns:
um . . . what is the plan? you must communicate with your new best friend . . . what is the plan? keep in mind that i don't get out of work till 3 on fridays, and i MUST be back to work on monday. so, this nyc trip has to be more organized and structured. we must sleep. none of the crazy business of last time . . .

Monday Sep 30, 2002

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gunsandknive: close to a grand.

liquid29; like this....

starsandsmoke: i have none. because no one else is better than me. more. of course. respect too.

bishop: i heart old men. i dont dig on your music though.

FAB: yes. next time, you'll see.

Jessica: santa monica moutains. tattoo artist.

Stewd: white. it never gets used.

Josyph: yanni cause i could make up my own lyrics....
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bailey:
ponyboy....you know it would be adam barton. or brady. or my very own grez. hes not only the most amazing but hes the nicest guy ever.
pyrocide:
AHHHHHH! Damn that hurt, though I guess I deserved it for such a stupid question. I'll ask a better one next time.

Sunday Sep 29, 2002

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okay. ask me anything. i'm an open book.

plus i have this desire to be "interviewed". maybe thats why i am looking for a new job.

good luck.
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pyrocide:
How much wood could a woodchuck chuch if a woodchuck could chuck wood? (feel free to kick me in the head for the stupid question)
bishop:
and the answers are....(drum roll please).........

Saturday Sep 28, 2002

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can anyone tell me where i might find a sense of direction?

i seem to have misplaced mine.


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mobprod:
Like Jim said: "The West is the best..."
mobprod:
"...Get here, and we'll do the rest."

Tuesday Sep 24, 2002

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SGNY has corrupted me.

before saturday i was this nice little girl who liked puppies and donuts.

now i am some crazy assed ho with marks on my body i cant explain.

maybe i wasnt really there. maybe i was abducted by aliens and probed. or maybe that was just roxy.

everyone was hella nice. fucking crazy. no scary lame people that i was afraid...
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rogueboy:
SGNY is documented proof that Bailey is one of the coolest chicks in the world.
stewd:
BAILEY HERSELF is documented proof that she is one of the coolest chicks around!

Friday Sep 20, 2002

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got my hair cut.

bought a camera.

waiting for strawbettie.

going to NYC tomorrow.

and yet.......

nothing. nevermind.
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sixsixty:
bailey take more pictures right away.
rawr_ima_monster:
It looks lke you truly did my home city proud and ripped it up but good. thanks for takin care of good ol manhattan for me,
-sniffle, I miss ya, city,
Dave

Thursday Sep 19, 2002

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for the longest time i have wanted to start a collection of angels.

i love angels for some strange reason.

when i think of them, i think of the sound snow makes when it is falling (this throws my head into some lonely little tangent, but i digress)

why is it then, that almost everything i can find to do with angels centers around angel...
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ozymandias:
If you even bothered to respond to me first maybe I would have kept my plans, but my intuition was correct. Like the last time You bailed then didn't even respond.
fortissimo:
I have no idea where you might look for collectibles of the non-cherub variety, unfortunately.

But I can recommend some angel-related artistic works that eschew the stereotypical views of angels....

Wim Wenders' films Wings Of Desire and Faraway, So Close provide a meditative look at the state of modern Germany, and human existence in general, through the eyes of angels who watch over the city of Berlin. (Stay far, far away from the American remake of Wings Of Desire, the Nicolas Cage/Meg Ryan vehicle City Of Angels)

Wenders's vision of the angels in the films was very much inspired by the poetry of Rainer Maria Rilke, particularly the Duino Elegies. I recommend the Stephen Mitchell or Edward Snow translations of the Elegies.

Angels of this Rilkean variety are what springs to mind when i consider your thought of "the sound snow makes when it is falling". Brooding, removed, silent observers of human existence. Their touch on reality is about as soft and pure and minimally consequential as snow.

And the young-adult novel A Wind In The Door, the sequel to A Wrinkle In Time (that book by Madeline L'Engle that almost everyone read while in junior high), features an angel of the more authentically-biblical cloud-of-wings-and-eyes variety as one of the principal characters.

And I heartily endorse ChaosMonkey's recommendation of Murder Mysteries. Anything Neil Gaiman or P. Craig Russell set their pens to tends to come out brilliantly.

Wednesday Sep 18, 2002

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The double drive of fear and anger drove him,
To draw with the sword, to catch her by the hair,
To pull the head back, to tie the arms behind her,
And Philomela, at the sight of the blade,
Was happy with hope, the thought of death,
Most welcome: her throat ready for the stroke.

But Tereus did not kill her; he seized her tongue...
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bettietwoguns:
tomorrow.
digdug:
Well, I finally did it, I finally finished yer desktop pic
http://66.220.44.120/boards/SG+Army/233/page9/ smile

Sunday Sep 15, 2002

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i havent had much to say these days....

ahhh...i dont know. i am just feeling really, really

EMPTY.


it makes me feel guilty and spoiled when the things that i am supposed to be looking forward to dont really excite me.

but i put on my best happy face and hope no one notices how much i would rather be somewhere else. somewhere far away....
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rawr_ima_monster:
being alone is literally my worst fear ever. I don't have dreams that are wierd and symbolic or too emotional, but the onyl times I do it's that I'm completely alone and peopel are acallign for me ut i can't find them. seriously, beign alone is teh most natural fear for humans, I think. worsee thatn death. death, that hapens, it's part of life, but a person can't really experience life when they are all alone.
-Sorry I can't make you less lonely than any other dude on the site who does't want you to be sad. guess the tat didn't help to much.
Dave
mobprod:
Yeah! Come to the party and stay with Jessica! She's trouble, I know, but she's a good kid. Miles are long, but they're only as long as you make them out to be. I hate having to feign excitement and interest in something. Bleah.

Thursday Sep 12, 2002

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tattoo tomorrow.

its what i am living for.


i wonder what i should live for once its done.......
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echobunny:
hmmmmmmm........tough question............
how about a facts of life reunion?

wait, thats reason to die.....
how about RING POPS?

ozymandias:
Hey girl where you at?

Wednesday Sep 11, 2002

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its not that i dont have faith.

i just want proof.
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echobunny:
girl, thats the way i feel too.....
ya wanna believe but cant, but you dont wanna deny either...

right?
bettietwoguns:
hahahaha!

do not worry, silly. you'll have yer proof.
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