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i'm sick of having my life on hold.
i find myself getting drunk and/or fucked up more and more often, as if that is the only way i can deal with days turning into nights.

i'm sick of every journal entry being negative lately.
i apologize.

bailey fun fact:
my cat snores so loud it wakes me up sometimes.
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vim:
chin-up.
selfish:
My dog snored also, its quite funny. Life can only get better.
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i'm retardedly emotional today for no apparent reason.


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minimalism:
Are they going to change your picture still, cause I don't see a difference yet? Maybe my computer is fucked up.
xxanastasiaxx:
I'm emotional about being retarded...
I stopped watching tv, because commercials would make me cry..

it sux being a girl sometimes...

kiss
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i quit my job exactly ten days ago and already feel like i'm never going to find something....

mad stressed mad


decadence's joke of the day:
last night i had a dream about a muffler.
i woke up exhausted!

please make me feel better frown
thank you.
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drpirate:
ARRR!!! Fear less, hope more; eat less, chew more; whine less, breathe more; talk less, say more; hate less, love more; and all good things are yours. wink
autrix:
It took me a moment to get that one.... i kept thinking it was a sex joke...

....but it wasnt, it was about cars.
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I'm going to the monster trucks tonight!

:monster truck dance:

i just left the grossest pair of manties (metallic silver) on the windshield of decadence's car with a note:

you best have these on when you get home *wink*

i'm actually kind of frightened that he might.
such, would be my punishment.
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mattthegoon:
holy shit...i wanna go see monster trucks!!!
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vim:
hahahahaha....manties....that's some funny shite.
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cheech:
another hardcore mastication photo? eeek
drpirate:
ARRR!!! "The more one seeks "the good" outside oneself as something to be acquired, the more one is faced with the necessity of discussing, studying, understanding, analyzing the nature of the good. The more, therefore, one becomes involved in abstractions and in the confusion of divergent opinions. The more "the good" is objectively analyzed, the more it is treated as something to be attained by special virtuous techniques, the less real it becomes. As it becomes less real, it recedes further into the distance of abstraction, futurity, unattainability. The more, therefore, one concentrates on the means to be used to attain it. And as the end becomes more remote and more difficult, the means become more elaborate and complex, until finally the mere study of the means becomes so demanding that all one's effort must be concentrated on this, and the end is forgotten."
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every day with you is an adventure.

i wake up not knowing what will happen between sleeps.

laughter and smiles, confidence building.

better than this. better than this.

possibilities are endless.

pain is only a consequence of letting go.

letting go is all i can do.

for love. for love.

i cant imagine a more pefect body. face. voice. man.

its getting better than this....
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but_i_buried_you:
hallo, an greetings,bailey! hope yer a chillin!IM DEF CHILLIN,COSITS fuking cold!!!!! smile
vim:
lucky bastard!!

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i just quit my job!
eeek

edit

my favorite staff person called just now to tell me that there was a meeting after i left and they are closing the house down! eeek
whoa.
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ghoulish:
Such a Rebel, yo.
zac:
be well.
love you, kid.

xoxoxo
reprazent.
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what a debacle last night was!

started off okay...got to the restaurant met up with sidbrieminimalism andmurkling for dinner. i kept making googly eyes at brie all night.

got to the show, met the girls...well..four of them anyway. one was...not so kind.
anywho, saw lots of the boston peeps...got talked into being the tip girl..had fun working the crowd..

at the end...
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rachel:
aaaahahahaha... that fucker deserved it!! you rule and i would have done the exact same thing... biggrin

i love you more and more each day!! love love
goatboy23:
I'm glad you punched that dickhead.

I was right next to him and saw what he did, so I yelled to everyone in the area and told them to look down and gather up the money. I got a bunch of people to help me scoop it up, so I think we got all of it back. I didn't see anyone pocket anything, so I think we did alright.

But I'm really glad you punched him!

So how is it that I go to a burlesque show and I end up being the one crawling on the ground picking up $$$?
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why does the world seem so much bigger when the people you love are far away?

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vim:
indeed...i miss the days when my world spanned 2 blocks....and everyone i loved was just a big-wheel's ride away.
minimalism:
I fucked up. I brought your gift home. I totally forgot it was in my car. This morning was a little rough. It was after all my birthday last night so I got very, very drunk.
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my boo is in philly for the tattoo convention and i'm here all by myself with nothing but my stinky feet to keep me company.

honestly, its overpowering at this point.


i all of a sudden feel like i am about to get sick, and i'm usually not wrong about these things.
fucking figures it would happen before the boston/noho burlesque shows.
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drpirate:
ARRR!!! frown kiss kiss kiss
crossover:
If it makes you feel any better I didn't know the shampoo in the shower smelt like kiwi stawberry blackeyed ...this smell is gonna bug me all day. Damn long hair
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so today i had my cancer re-check...

looks like they got it all back in september...YAY! smile

i then went and got gas, checked my oil and slammed the hood down, catching my jacket in the process.

i had to RIP my coat out of the hood in order to get it out...now it wont zip.

although, as i am typing this i realize i could...
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7deuce:
when are you not at work?
xtx:
Oh gosh, I never knew about that. But its good news, at least. And on the coat- yeah, hindsight is 20/20, right? confused whatever

Kisses,


Alexander
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shit meet fan. fan meet shit.


two kids stole the program van last night and ran away.

the supervisor resigned (good fucking riddence...i couldnt stand the drunk fuck)

however this means that i need to pick up his shifts which means less kissy face quality time with the boy and his beer drinking friends.

on the plus side the program might get shut down......weeeeee! and...
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ebony:
Live while your still young!
x kiss
zac:
so, basically, what you're saying is that your operation did, in fact, run out of a van.

hope things are ok with the boy.

xoxoxo
reprazent.