autrix

I feel for the first time in my life actual stress.... it is a unique feeling indeed.

Too much is happening too fast. I have numerous things going on right now- and this was suppose to be spring break! Who knows how Ima manage all this when school starts again monday-

yours,
Aut

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PS- New profile pic, YAY or NAY?

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What've you been...
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Dear Friends,

I've lost my virginity.

Yours,

Autrix

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UPDATE 8:34pm 4/1/04

APRIL FOOLS!

Comon, ME... lose MY virginity? nah.

I feel remorse.

*I* need a new profile pic.

what do *YOU* need?

*******the new pic is almost a year old*******
*********I will take a new one once I get pretty again*********

I *still* really like it when people leave comments in my journal.

what do you *still* really like?

I really like it when people comment in my journals.

what do you like?

So where to begin-

Not only do I have nothing to say, I have no desire to say anything.

I hate being awake- Fuck reality.

Well kids, the swelling is going down and so is my self-esteem after a failed game proposal today.

One of my final assignments for school was to design a video game, write up the plot and a proper proposal document. After this we were to pitch it to some business execs that happen to be friends with my teacher.

Today finally came and I pitched...
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***Good morning sunshire. The Earth says hello.***

Well. I went to the emergency room last night- But I doubt it could be considered an emergency... I mean, I DID take the bus there.

That's right folks. Aut is sick again!!! (applause)

That bump thing on my jaw or whatever it was is apperantly an infection of something.. I stopped listening to the doc at that...
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I think I need to vent.

I'm so hurt, by everyone- but especially the only one that matters.

That one girl, the one that fucking stole my heart like 4 months ago treats me like shit... I dont blame her though... I wouldnt want me around either.

The usual day we hang out is Thursday, and It's every Thursday that all my contentment is lost....
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I wanna go outside and yo-yo. Fucking finals keep me from my dreams.

Mayhaps I shall go play later.

I'm feeling very self-hating