I have torn my heart into a million pieces and tried to give a bit to everyone I know and there still seems to be no end to the people I meet and wish to share with but along the road I keep finding bits of discarded flesh and I just can't keep picking up and dusting off. Where does the road end and will...
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In the last push of twilight, dust catches the sun and glowing as if possessing some inner force awkwardly permeates the skin. The tilt of my hat has been reset to allow for a strange feeling; A sensation that I'm falling towards some unimaginable core. I regard the journey that occurs through jolting gusts of icy wind and mists so thick the body strikes it...
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mei:
you write dreams very very well.. beautiful. i like the tiny men, the hint of blood, and the blast of gold.
demigauge:
don't worry i'm not an impluse kind of person
Work, work, work, and some drinking; days full of dull and duller. Dear god save me from whatever the hell is happening, but then you don't really exsist except as a construct of mass imagination and the power of the mind to create an esoteric energy which invades all levels of life. So maybe you do exsist but was that before or after man that...
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mei:
deep thoughts often rescue you from the work and the dull... so in a way, if you take your prayers being answered as a sign that there's a god, your own deep thoughts are god. YOUR deep thoughts are the culmination of centuries of mass imagination.
oh - doesn't matter what you wear - the deep thoughts are like real drunk girls that way - they'll probably show up if you're in the right place at the right time no matter what.
so does that mean that real drunk girls are like god? hmmmmmm....
oh - doesn't matter what you wear - the deep thoughts are like real drunk girls that way - they'll probably show up if you're in the right place at the right time no matter what.
so does that mean that real drunk girls are like god? hmmmmmm....
mei:
i dropped my logic class.. made lit seem too much like math to me. i can be pretty logical when i need to, anyway...
home again, home again jiggeddy jig.
Hello J.S.
Kicked back a couple with a buddy of mine after work and now I have to sleep as I'm working the turn around tomorrow. Nights into days, ah well I like the day shift better, much more to do and not so much standing around. I have a couple beers and a mild herbal to help me...
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Hello J.S.
Kicked back a couple with a buddy of mine after work and now I have to sleep as I'm working the turn around tomorrow. Nights into days, ah well I like the day shift better, much more to do and not so much standing around. I have a couple beers and a mild herbal to help me...
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demigauge:
yeah might be that..or that huge frog on your head...or that scary mole on your chin..heheheheh
mei:
odd? whoever's looking at you odd is weird themselves. shant is a perfectly good word. (so is mayhaps..)
i'm impressed that you can put yourself to sleep that easily. sounds like a useful skill.
thanks for the kind words regarding the thesis... i'm trying to relax, but i'm just not a relaxing kind of girl much of the time. it helps an awful lot to hear it from people, though.
i'm impressed that you can put yourself to sleep that easily. sounds like a useful skill.
thanks for the kind words regarding the thesis... i'm trying to relax, but i'm just not a relaxing kind of girl much of the time. it helps an awful lot to hear it from people, though.
My mind is not yet functioning but since I'm here I'll say good morning and ask if anybody wants a coffee, since I'm making a pot.
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mei:
no coffee for me, thanks - then again it's 5 in the evening now, so it's not waking up..
theoldone:
MC 900ft Jesus - I still play one step ahead of the spider everynow and then. A few tracks were in an old snowboard movie from 92-93? FEAR of a Flat Planet.
Good Music Selection. Congrats.
Good Music Selection. Congrats.
ch-ch-changes,
just gonna have to be a different man
time may change me
but I can't trace time
My audition went well, it was after rehearsal and I went just for the fun of it. It seems they had already decided on me so..... It was interesting.
rehearsal:
Lots of chefs and too many spoons, it was nice but very unproductive, we just played which...
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just gonna have to be a different man
time may change me
but I can't trace time
My audition went well, it was after rehearsal and I went just for the fun of it. It seems they had already decided on me so..... It was interesting.
rehearsal:
Lots of chefs and too many spoons, it was nice but very unproductive, we just played which...
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demigauge:
er audition?? what?
i'm lost?
you gonna be on msn tonight?
i'm lost?
you gonna be on msn tonight?
mei:
your new profile photo is wonderful. lollipops make me happy. sun makes me happy. translucent lollipops lit with sun make me very very happy.
i'm glad your audition went well. i'm back in school now, and i went to my "dance 110, basic technique" class today... we're doing lots of "getting comfortable in our bodies" which involves running back and forth a lot. it's kind of a pain, because i've gotten used to yoga movements, and dance movements are sometimes thoroughly contrary.
congrats, though. you should take yourself a long hot bath - that might help with the soreness tomorrow.
i'm glad your audition went well. i'm back in school now, and i went to my "dance 110, basic technique" class today... we're doing lots of "getting comfortable in our bodies" which involves running back and forth a lot. it's kind of a pain, because i've gotten used to yoga movements, and dance movements are sometimes thoroughly contrary.
congrats, though. you should take yourself a long hot bath - that might help with the soreness tomorrow.
And now for something completely different............
Here's a man with a tape recorder up his nose.
Here's a man with a tape recorder up his nose.
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mirkwoodmaiden:
i always knew there was something odd about you.
demigauge:
you welcome anything to help out my buddy that is super hot..and rowr
did i say that?
and what is with the sucker..did you get new cam?
did i say that?
and what is with the sucker..did you get new cam?
well jebus; here we are; just you and me sitting in the dark; we had the same amount to drink and yet you ain't saying nothing. This leads me to believe you don't want folks to know you exsist. Well I'm ok with that; the thing I'm not ok with is you leading us down the garden path. This fellow Bush what seems so snuggly...
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atrasties:
How bout alittle of both?
mei:
*sigh*
the world seems so dead-end sometimes.
that's i like to think of hot baths and tasty food (spaghetti carbonara last night mmmmm..) and the few GOOD people in the world and breakfast in bed and really comfortable shoes. i think that shoes deserve FAR more mental energy than our president at this point.
but that's just because i'm a serious escapist.
the world seems so dead-end sometimes.
that's i like to think of hot baths and tasty food (spaghetti carbonara last night mmmmm..) and the few GOOD people in the world and breakfast in bed and really comfortable shoes. i think that shoes deserve FAR more mental energy than our president at this point.
but that's just because i'm a serious escapist.
This is your captain speaking we are still cruising at an altitude of 30,000 feet, and settled into the jetstream. We are currently in the pipe and should have a smooth mutha of a flight, for all of you whats holding, better smoke it now so you can enjoy the sunset. Please feel free to roam and pass the flight crew anything we might enjoy....
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mei:
*shaking groove thang*
that sounds like what i'll do if i become rich and buy a private jet. we can have crazy suicidegirls parties, running around and picking up people all over the world to party in the jet. awesome.
*salutes*
may i be dismissed, captain?
that sounds like what i'll do if i become rich and buy a private jet. we can have crazy suicidegirls parties, running around and picking up people all over the world to party in the jet. awesome.
*salutes*
may i be dismissed, captain?
mistersatan:
SHHHH!!! D'you want to tell the whole WORLD my plans? 
I rise from the ice like a slumbering behemoth woken by the crack of thunder and the sharp blast of lightning as the air fills the void laid waste by the sizzle of high voltage.
Yeah I feel fucking good, sore and a bit my age today but really fucking good none the less. I have jumped back on the regimin, stretching and working out...
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Yeah I feel fucking good, sore and a bit my age today but really fucking good none the less. I have jumped back on the regimin, stretching and working out...
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cozybear:
Hmmm I guess you're not on the west coast cause it's just not very cold over here.
Your gangbang story was too damn funny.
Your gangbang story was too damn funny.
I feel really snuggly and cozy. It's snowing and I've been wrapped up in a blanket on the couch watching movies and reading for most of the day. Breakfast was good, there is this local coffee house with 3 locations that is great and all 3 are very different. All of them have great food and great people, so they are pretty much the best...
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demigauge:
sundays sometimes suck..and when are you ever online...cause your a person i keep meaning to talk to but alas your never on..merf..
plus i hate lazy sundays...cause lazy is my whole week adn nothing else...grrrrrrr
plus i hate lazy sundays...cause lazy is my whole week adn nothing else...grrrrrrr
mei:
i've been having lazy everydays... not in such a nice cozy way, though, it's mostly been feeling guilty for not working on my schoolwork. snow outside and you and a blanket inside is one of the very best things in the world.. too bad it doesn't really snow here. have fun with the juice-stirring!
Day off = good = relax, do nothing or read and a litttle cleaning.
Yum I'm gonna go for breakfast and have french toast and sausage. mmmmmmmmmm 
At the count of three everybody spin really fast and then try to run away.........1....................................2.....................................................2,.........
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Yum I'm gonna go for breakfast and have french toast and sausage. mmmmmmmmmm
At the count of three everybody spin really fast and then try to run away.........1....................................2.....................................................2,.........
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I 'borrowed' the image of water bearer breasts as an hommage to all the lascivious Aquarians out there....just in time for birthday celebrations.
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BTW...the purpose of it all will be unveiled...but perhaps not as quickly as one hopes for. In the meantime...I encourage any behaviour that wakes us up a little (or alot). May it start with you..