edited to delete lame shit.
but what the hell?
snow on the ground?
there is a santa.
edited again to add awesome shit.
i got my phone back today. yay.
and i'm going to be on a fucking ride-along with a cop friend of mine tonight. so, outer se pdx watch the fuck out. ant is on patrol.
edited to add:
fucking shit.
i had...
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but what the hell?
snow on the ground?
there is a santa.
edited again to add awesome shit.
i got my phone back today. yay.
and i'm going to be on a fucking ride-along with a cop friend of mine tonight. so, outer se pdx watch the fuck out. ant is on patrol.
edited to add:
fucking shit.
i had...
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for the first time in a long time, there is a picture of me on the intrawebs.
it's me drunk as hell and jetlagged as shit in amberg, bavaria after i lost a maas beir holding contest.
it's me drunk as hell and jetlagged as shit in amberg, bavaria after i lost a maas beir holding contest.
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marginwalker2002:
Sorry you had to go through it. The combination of losing nearly all my friends, my gf leaving me, giving up my dogs and my children moving to San Francisco left me in a horrible mental state. Near suicidal, constantly crying. But I got help. Therapy and a group called CoDA. It works for me and I'm feeling better and better by the day. Letting go is difficult, but it can happen.
And no, it doesn't seem like simple platitude. Good luck to yo and I hope your journey ends well.
And no, it doesn't seem like simple platitude. Good luck to yo and I hope your journey ends well.
marginwalker2002:
Wellness is exactly what I'm working on. Thanks.
i did things in vegas that make david lynch movies look boring.
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roaring_tulips:
Am I supposed to place these words in the correct order?
roaring_tulips:
Wow...I hope you met him under the right circumstances. 
ok, so i am going to be somewhat SG free until next week.
moving back to the ol' pdx.
going to vegas.
getting the clap.
coming back to pdx.
intraweb man comes on tuesday.
rawk aout.
moving back to the ol' pdx.
going to vegas.
getting the clap.
coming back to pdx.
intraweb man comes on tuesday.
rawk aout.
assh0le:
Sounds good to me. If you can somehow read this. Had some problems with the Intarweb myself.
new year, new bullshit.
i need to get internet at my new house. and go to a pdx sg meetup.
i need to get internet at my new house. and go to a pdx sg meetup.
i had the weirdest fucking dream last night...
fiendclub:
I did too. I dreamt we actually had a real alien invasion and it turned into the scene of a nuclear holocaust.
so, apparently, as people have told me, i went to the bad place last night.
meaning i got so shit faced, fall down, rot arsed drunk that i couldn't deal with the fucking tsunami of emotions i am having to deal with.
i promised my self i wouldn't go there again, but somehow, in the process of causing a fucking meltdown, i did.
oh well....
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meaning i got so shit faced, fall down, rot arsed drunk that i couldn't deal with the fucking tsunami of emotions i am having to deal with.
i promised my self i wouldn't go there again, but somehow, in the process of causing a fucking meltdown, i did.
oh well....
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no one reads my shit, and that's cool. this is my own personal therapist, and i deal.
i am actually really happy. i know that given my situation, that might sound fucked up, but i actually am.
i feel like i have to explain myself. i'm not manic, i'm just me. and i made a choice a long time ago to be happy. i have...
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i am actually really happy. i know that given my situation, that might sound fucked up, but i actually am.
i feel like i have to explain myself. i'm not manic, i'm just me. and i made a choice a long time ago to be happy. i have...
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jamwise:
Hey happy birthday dude!
i have a home!
yay me.
yay me.
ok, so it's been 3 days.
and i am really ok.
this whole shitstorm made me remember that life is short, frantic, scary and eventually pointless. but upon realizing that, there comes a freedom. what we do means nothing. what we experience, who we influence, and who we choose to influence us are what counts. at the end of the day, we all die, and...
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and i am really ok.
this whole shitstorm made me remember that life is short, frantic, scary and eventually pointless. but upon realizing that, there comes a freedom. what we do means nothing. what we experience, who we influence, and who we choose to influence us are what counts. at the end of the day, we all die, and...
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so it's been an... interesting day.
in the past 18 hours i have been from idaho to minneapolis and back. my fiance had a major breakdown, and told me she didn't think she loved me anymore and didn't want to get married. i am back with my parents, since we just moved from california and were planning on buying a house together in portland. so...
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in the past 18 hours i have been from idaho to minneapolis and back. my fiance had a major breakdown, and told me she didn't think she loved me anymore and didn't want to get married. i am back with my parents, since we just moved from california and were planning on buying a house together in portland. so...
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deusexmachina:
that is insanely fucked up....but I think turning to the dude for guidance is probably a very safe bet in this situation....where in Portland is the new house? My sister lives there, so I am passingly familiar with the districts....
guinny:
Holy crap, dude, that sucks beyond belief. I'll get your cell number off Phil and call you this evening (hopefully with a quote from AtG).
Bunch of arse.
Bunch of arse.
so, waiting on the LSAT scores and bashing my head against the wall for my law school application letter...
any thought?
any thought?
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deadsweetheart:
dude go badger someone else .
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abevigoda:
Glad I made you laugh . . . and cry. 
And its good to hear you got your phone back. Right on.