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I guess everyone sells out eventualy, right? This is such fucking bullshit. Fuck everyone. I will be the last straight edge vegan alive if I have to.

Im sorry if I am sounding like an asshole. I was jsut in a bad mood to begin with.
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jimmieknuckles:
wait, selling out, so people are getting paid to do drugs and eat meat now, sign me up for that
gadget:
you won't have to be the only one. It's a matter of people growing and changing and living life as they have to. It's personal evolution. Some people need to go backwards in order to go forwards. I can appreciate how you would feel that it is selling out after believing in something for so long and then not anymore...

there are other things it could be other then selling out, but I don't know what happened to make you post this journal...

I hope you get over it, whatever it is. You're not alone in the world. People change, it does suck, but tis life.

i'm not advocating complacency but... maybe it'd make you feel better?
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So I suppose all this craziness bears some explanation. This is going to take a while, so I'll break it down for you.

I heard Trial for the first time in 2001, maybe 2002. My friend John liked them a lot, and used to play Are These Our Lives? In his shop all the time. I liked the album a lot when I first heard...
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tailin:
as long as your comfortable being a zombie....lol biggrin biggrin biggrin
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Call of crazy he you want, i might be, but i just booked a flight to London for the 11/18 Trial show. Fuck I am shaking.

goob:
haha... updated from your cell? you must be excited.

not crazy at all. you are inspired. people wish they could do things like that. they don't realize how easy it is to just GO.
stewfnrocker:
Shit wasnt the show in seattle enough?
or if you didn't go, then I hope you have fun!
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Eventualy I am going to try and write something, anything, that can explain the Trial show on Sunday, I just cant come up with the words though. It may sound trite to call a hard core show the most important thing that has ever happened to me. But it seriously was. By the end of the night I was standing next to my best friend,...
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gadget:
i've expierenced something like that before.

congratulations.
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My flight to seattle boards in an hour. I'm already at the gate. My only luggage is my mp3 playa, and Gianna's cake.

goob:
really, what else could you need?
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Hey everybody. I am in Lock Haven. Not Lock Haven CT which is pretty cool from what I have heard. Lock Haven PA, which by all accounts totaly fucking blows. It is this little ass mountain town in the middle of no where PA. The closest point of interest is Penn State, like 40 minutes away.

Since I have been here, I have pretty much...
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pykus:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
dreamstar:
Happy Cake day!!!
Libras RUUUUULE!!!
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"You got a lexus, but you got two pair of pants, and no drawers."

you hear the best conversations on the train.

jimmieknuckles:
dear artiekabizzle,
ha
jim
stewfnrocker:
I love kinda peekin my nose in and listening to things, especially when something rediculous is said.
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I told my boss that I couldnt go on a bussiness trip today, because it would interupt with me going to Seattle to see the Trial reunion show. Speaking of the Trial show, I bought my plane tickets this week. 250$ for a one day trip. Ha, you cant stop the moshcore! I would quit my job and hitch hike to Seattle, sucking dicks for...
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pykus:
Damn. That rules. I don't know anything about them that didn't come from you, but I know what it's like to be that excited... YAPC was like that for me. 'Cuz I'm a geek! biggrin
jimmieknuckles:
well, ill be in pa, ohio, chicago,etc etc, if you need food and some practice
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I am not sure if I have ever talked about it in this journal(yes I have
multiple on-line journals, because I am a tool) but I have a t-shirt that is
a bust of George Bush with the words "This Faggot." I know it is offensive,
but I tend to like offensive. I am not normly quite that crude, but I like
the irony of...
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pykus:
Dude... Proxify! You have to pay $20 for 6 months of service, and you can't see comments unless you view the page source, but it still works *very* well. You can go anywhere. smile
overview:
When I worked in McDonalds (I know....) I used to wear a T-Shirt that has the golden-arches and said MCShit on it everyday under my uniform.

Those were the days.
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I just spent 11 hours at work. I can't remember if the SG philly crew was going to Mom's. But if so I can't hang. im dead

paintedbat:
11 hours? Holy shit!
goob:
awww... that's ok. we missed you!

i'll give you some proper Goob hugs when next I see you.
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"I'm sending my love down the well."

everybody now.

pete:
hahaha

CONVOY!
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I guess I am just updating for updatings sake. I dont really hav emuch to say. My stomach is trying to tear me in two again. That is a trick it pulls pretty regularly, but I have gotten kind of used to it. It only really bothers me so much when it gets bad. Like now. I didnt go to work yesterday, or today. I...
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nyssa:
That reminds me, I need to go find something for dinner before i go to bed.

Hope you feel better soon!