You take away
I feel the same
You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me you made in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again
Cause...
Chorus
You can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings, they bring only pain
You can't take...
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You raped me with your lies
You hurt me deep inside
Some might say I'm not the fortunate one
You love to break me down
But I'll stay to hear you out
Some might say that I'm the fallen one
Lead me out from the dark
and kill my pain
[refrain:]
Bring it up
Tear me down
May the world go round and round
At...
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jamielee:
You doin ok?
?
littlejohn22:
how often do you have them at work?
Hope your Halloween was safe
Hope your Halloween was safe
While I don't normally complain about having a seizure, having one, out in public, in an arena, at the roller derby game I wanted to see, I think I can complain a bit. Good thing no one showed up, it would have ruined the fun or at least put it on pause. I sent a letter of apology to the captain of the team and...
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desdmonia:
no, really i just picked a random photo to get rid of the last blog
desdmonia:
i like that photo though. however shit i feel inspiring i often do not practice cause im a goddamn hypocrite like that
Continuing with the angry theme, I had this weird dream in which I tried calling a person I know and am good frieds with for help (I'm not sure what I needed help with) but noone picked up. So I tried calling someone else and no answer, then I called everyone I know. I eventually got to my fathers number (people who know me know...
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infinity:
ouch - both about the dream itself and you slamming your fist in your sleep. i really can't remember the specifics of my dreams for much more than a minute after i wake up, but i have had some ones like the one you had and it was not a good thing.
laceyk:
Oh my gosh, crushed it?
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bukkakeg0d:
theres about 198 people on my AIM, and in the past 10 years only about 6 of them have actually msged me. dont feel bad.
jamielee:
People need to be less passive aggressive, methinks.
I know not your sorrow, but I know mine, just say you'll stay and dance with me tonight.
desdmonia:
i know not your sorrow, but i know mine, just say you'll stay and dance with me tonight..
one of my faves, out of like the 200 of them.
ooh, check out the unraveling. probably number one.
one of my faves, out of like the 200 of them.
ooh, check out the unraveling. probably number one.
Told ya I'd change the post and get rid of that other stuff, nothing important to anyone and it was pissing me off anyway
All the other music gets gone.
These two stay
All the other music gets gone.
These two stay
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desdmonia:
morning luv, i am trying to spend as little amount as possible on the internets, you understand why. i have also had an additional crisis appear (WHEN WILL THEY STOP) so am trying to stay busy at all times so i dont break down. text me to chat
oh and
oh and
desdmonia:
you have also outdone yourself with that one 