Today was our last real japanese class. everyone was really silly.
I am still happy. I have been happy for over a week now. It's cool.
Oddly, every other thing i think of to write is something that annoyed me . Strange how one bad thing among many happy things seems to stand out as being worth mentioning.
It is a beautiful day. It is...
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I am still happy. I have been happy for over a week now. It's cool.
Oddly, every other thing i think of to write is something that annoyed me . Strange how one bad thing among many happy things seems to stand out as being worth mentioning.
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Waaaahhhhh!!!! No one ever comments on my journal!
*takes ball and goes home*
*sulks*
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trilobyte:
alas, i felt all self-conscious and changed out the profile pic.... *hides*
trilo
trilo 
lighthammer:
That's a shame, because it's a fine journal.
This morning i was thinking that i would just concentrate on getting my degree, and not worry about just what i would do later, because there are SO many things i am interested in that i can't imagine settling on one.
Then this afternoon i read an essay for Greek art that totally knocked my socks off and made me REALLY want to write stuff...
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Then this afternoon i read an essay for Greek art that totally knocked my socks off and made me REALLY want to write stuff...
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trilobyte:
you should run a museum or two... maybe create a chain of museums for the masses?
you've never been out to LA, have you? If not, the Getty museum is not to be missed. Someday I'd like to go to Greece, and for that matter most of Europe. I so want to defile the parthenon, though. But in a non-permanent way... I want to go explore that spot off the coast of Greece where they believe Atlantis once was...
trilo
you've never been out to LA, have you? If not, the Getty museum is not to be missed. Someday I'd like to go to Greece, and for that matter most of Europe. I so want to defile the parthenon, though. But in a non-permanent way... I want to go explore that spot off the coast of Greece where they believe Atlantis once was...
trilo Really happy, in a non-manic sort of way. Its amazing what several hours of great sex can do for my mental health. I am going to have to look into getting a prescription for it. . .
Today i took an exam and turned in a research paper. It feels like friday afternoon now that i have that stuff off my back
Trying to decide...
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Today i took an exam and turned in a research paper. It feels like friday afternoon now that i have that stuff off my back
Trying to decide...
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melissa2:
"non manic sort or way"
i know exactly......
i know exactly......
trilobyte:
congrats on many fronts, including the getting of stuff off your back.
club night? *perks up*
*collapses* no energy. but have fun. go. really. then tell us all about it.
trilo
club night? *perks up*
*collapses* no energy. but have fun. go. really. then tell us all about it.
trilo 
thora:
Your journal entry is a pictorial account of great sex, the last pictogram being that post-orgasmic contentment.
Hey - thanks for the most thoughtful, interesting and insightful comment I've ever received on my board thread/s!
Me0w!
Mau Bast
Hey - thanks for the most thoughtful, interesting and insightful comment I've ever received on my board thread/s!
Me0w!
Mau Bast
trilobyte:
Hope you had a wondrous weekend, and that Saturday evening/Sunday were all good...
trilo-zzz
trilo-zzz Had sex in a public restroom today. . . can cross one thing off my list of things to do someday
holdensolo:
To do TODAY?!?!?!?!, What the hell is on your list for tomorrow???
Rain. Began as a thunderstorm, now is steady gentle rain. Wet dusk green of thick forest leaves becoming evening shadows sheathed in watersound.
I have a crush. I have stopped resisting. I knew it was coming on; i cautioned myself against it. Last night i dreamed of him. Even in my dream, i told him no, i have someone. Then realized it was a dream....
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I have a crush. I have stopped resisting. I knew it was coming on; i cautioned myself against it. Last night i dreamed of him. Even in my dream, i told him no, i have someone. Then realized it was a dream....
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trilobyte:
Meanwhile here it's raining for only like the fourth time this year. ! It's not really even a good rain, just enough to kind of get you wet. I've only heard thunder twice since I've been here, too. Good weather for Coldplay, I think I'd better disturb the neighbors LOL...
Cool on the early birthday gift. Are you the type that saves the present until the actual birthday, or is that sucker open the moment you receive it?
Crushes can be great, though in your situation can spin you around. Who am I kidding, they spin everyone around - that's part of the whole crush thing. Sorry to hear you were in tears and everything, but from what you write it sounds like you're pretty aware of things and not getting lost or anything... hopefully J is as understanding and cool as I suspect he is, and rather that this being a source of inner turmoil it can be a source of random smiles and bonus happiness and all that (there's usually a shortage of both those things in the world)... you can probably bet that the person in question has an idea.
hey, there's a really good theme song for crushes on the first coldplay album... it's one of my favorite tunes, too... called Shiver.
trilo
Cool on the early birthday gift. Are you the type that saves the present until the actual birthday, or is that sucker open the moment you receive it?
Crushes can be great, though in your situation can spin you around. Who am I kidding, they spin everyone around - that's part of the whole crush thing. Sorry to hear you were in tears and everything, but from what you write it sounds like you're pretty aware of things and not getting lost or anything... hopefully J is as understanding and cool as I suspect he is, and rather that this being a source of inner turmoil it can be a source of random smiles and bonus happiness and all that (there's usually a shortage of both those things in the world)... you can probably bet that the person in question has an idea.
hey, there's a really good theme song for crushes on the first coldplay album... it's one of my favorite tunes, too... called Shiver.
trilo
trilobyte:
the picture is me being knocked to the ground by the evil and villainous poopydave... though we were both laughing our asses off... i'll update with the widened out picture... the crime scene unfolds...
trilo
trilo today's attraction: bitter hate rant.
I have stopped understanding what is the point. Again. I also am not able to believe right now that life will ever get better--why should i believe that i will ever live without being broke and in debt (i am not even referring to student loans or mortgage type debt-i mean missed payments, way-behind-schedule debt), that i will ever not...
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I have stopped understanding what is the point. Again. I also am not able to believe right now that life will ever get better--why should i believe that i will ever live without being broke and in debt (i am not even referring to student loans or mortgage type debt-i mean missed payments, way-behind-schedule debt), that i will ever not...
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trilobyte:
re: earlier posts... that's naptastic! 
hmmm... attracted to the hate, interesting concept.
well, i'm always one to vote in favor of a party, but if you've got deadlines crunching then it's almost mandatory attendance. would you be fooling anyone to think otherwise? just take it easy on whatever you partake in, and of course don't forget a diner or having something to eat before you go to sleep so you can recuperate from whatever deviltry you get up to.
and while i do sympathize with where you've been (i have a bit of a fucked up past myself), don't let it make you bitter. in the end you're probably better prepared for the various bumps and shocks life will throw at you (and you know it will), but don't begrudge someone because they didn't have to endure. trust me, i felt that way for a long time too, and it doesn't do anything but make you feel bad about people. and relax... you'll get around the curve, money-wise. may not be until your 30's, but you'll pull it off. and it will be a very sweet victory...
your occupation should also include wicked. you know why.
sleep
trilo-zzz
hmmm... attracted to the hate, interesting concept.
well, i'm always one to vote in favor of a party, but if you've got deadlines crunching then it's almost mandatory attendance. would you be fooling anyone to think otherwise? just take it easy on whatever you partake in, and of course don't forget a diner or having something to eat before you go to sleep so you can recuperate from whatever deviltry you get up to.
and while i do sympathize with where you've been (i have a bit of a fucked up past myself), don't let it make you bitter. in the end you're probably better prepared for the various bumps and shocks life will throw at you (and you know it will), but don't begrudge someone because they didn't have to endure. trust me, i felt that way for a long time too, and it doesn't do anything but make you feel bad about people. and relax... you'll get around the curve, money-wise. may not be until your 30's, but you'll pull it off. and it will be a very sweet victory...
your occupation should also include wicked. you know why.
sleep
trilo-zzz 
damon:
it could always be worse
better now
frustrated
irritable
surly
angry
sick of it all
TIRED.
Should not have gone out Tues nite. have not caught up on sleep yet; have gotton NOTHING done b/c of being so tired.
Just came into my dorm and my RA asked me if i yelled at someone last night. I did not; i asked if i could close my suitemate's door, she said yes, i...
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irritable
surly
angry
sick of it all
TIRED.
Should not have gone out Tues nite. have not caught up on sleep yet; have gotton NOTHING done b/c of being so tired.
Just came into my dorm and my RA asked me if i yelled at someone last night. I did not; i asked if i could close my suitemate's door, she said yes, i...
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melissa2:
i'm with you......sick of it all......
I spend a lot of time paying attention to what other people are doing and whether they are doing it right or not. I am wondering what might happen if i let it go, jut ignored things and people that i think are not right. Bet i'd have all that energy for other things.
Also i hate to be predictable. People who know me expect...
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Also i hate to be predictable. People who know me expect...
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fractal:
changing things about yourself isn't easy - good luck with it.
pyronautica:
Cleaning is very good for the soul.
sorta irritable but only because i didn't get enough sleep last night. Went dancing, got to sleep around 4 am. It was fun but i was sort of hyper because i haven't been there in so long that i was being over-social, trying to connect with all the folks i haven't seen in a while. Started to annoy myself after a while what with running...
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_sarah_:
Sounds like quite a night.
What's that saying? "When your smiling..when your smiling..the whole world smiles with you." I think it was a song. In any case, glad to hear that your happy.
Thanks for the kind words. Enjoy your nap