I feel like crap on so many levels.
I look like death. My face is pale, my lips are pale, I'm sweating and I'm cold. My stomach refuses to have anything to do with food. My eyes are blurry. I didn't get any sleep last night. I'm exhausted and nauseous.
Mentally i'm a mess. I've been having real trouble beating down the self destructive thoughts...
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I look like death. My face is pale, my lips are pale, I'm sweating and I'm cold. My stomach refuses to have anything to do with food. My eyes are blurry. I didn't get any sleep last night. I'm exhausted and nauseous.
Mentally i'm a mess. I've been having real trouble beating down the self destructive thoughts...
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Klaire is an SG!!!!
My favorite person ever is now sporting the pink. go give her love!!!!!
Kay will take over the earth!
My favorite person ever is now sporting the pink. go give her love!!!!!
Kay will take over the earth!
kay:
*smooch* Thanks. 
You are too sweet.
~cheers
You are too sweet.
~cheers
egon:
does she really live in antarctica?
Oh, and what of the show to-morrow
Oh, and what of the show to-morrow
Thanks for the kind words everyone. I'm glad i'm not alone in my neurosies.
I think my hair felt sorry for me, because it behaved and was happily styled this morning. Its standing up for a change. I can go a couple more weeks before i have to cut it. Yay!
I have to cut it once a month. Its the curse of short styled...
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I think my hair felt sorry for me, because it behaved and was happily styled this morning. Its standing up for a change. I can go a couple more weeks before i have to cut it. Yay!
I have to cut it once a month. Its the curse of short styled...
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kay:
I know. It is making me batty. It was not for a lack of me trying to be Klaire. They were not having it.
~cheers
~cheers
kay:
*laughter* Thanks sweetie. I'm finally starting to get excited by the whole thing. Yeah, I am excited. 
*hug* I just got off the phone with my 2nd ex husband who was just extending the congratulations. He is the one who thought I should be an SG, so he is the one who's fault it all is.
~cheers
*hug* I just got off the phone with my 2nd ex husband who was just extending the congratulations. He is the one who thought I should be an SG, so he is the one who's fault it all is.
~cheers
When I Go Deaf
by: Low
When I go deaf
I won't even mind
I'll be all right
I'll be just fine
I'll stay out all night
Looking at the sky
I'll still have my sight
Yeah, I'll still have my eyes
And, we will make love
we won't have to fight
we won't have to speak
and we won't have to lie
And, i'll...
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by: Low
When I go deaf
I won't even mind
I'll be all right
I'll be just fine
I'll stay out all night
Looking at the sky
I'll still have my sight
Yeah, I'll still have my eyes
And, we will make love
we won't have to fight
we won't have to speak
and we won't have to lie
And, i'll...
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maxi:
oh man, i know how you feel! sometimes our own minds are our worst enemies for sure, its hard not to let shit like that snowball out of control. I think that's why women use shopping as a therapy! why don't you go do something new, like go get a new piercing or tattoo, or some new shoes, ort get your hair done, or a facial, or afternoon tea with a friend! you need a pick me up!
((Hugs))
BTW i came up with a solution to summertime Office Air Condition, + skinny bright colored Office Scarfs!!!!
((Hugs))
BTW i came up with a solution to summertime Office Air Condition, + skinny bright colored Office Scarfs!!!!
Picture is in honor of House of 1000 corpses.
Rob Zombie....god....sex sex sex. Swoon. He makes me all weak in the knees....
Ten Things i'm good at, by Aponia Suicide
1. Knitting (well, thats obvious)
2. Drinking
3. Make-up application
4. Sex
5. Knowing obscure pop culture information
6. Kissing
7. Getting an outfit together
8. Shopping
9. Screaming (horror movie style)
10. Writing poetry...
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Rob Zombie....god....sex sex sex. Swoon. He makes me all weak in the knees....
Ten Things i'm good at, by Aponia Suicide
1. Knitting (well, thats obvious)
2. Drinking
3. Make-up application
4. Sex
5. Knowing obscure pop culture information
6. Kissing
7. Getting an outfit together
8. Shopping
9. Screaming (horror movie style)
10. Writing poetry...
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apocalypse_dude:
yeah right
you aint nothing but a punk ass sucka
you aint nothing but a punk ass sucka
stasia:
halloween wedding would RULE!!!
i just need a personal asst to help me answer al of my emails!!!
it seriously takes up HALF of my day
i just need a personal asst to help me answer al of my emails!!!
it seriously takes up HALF of my day
Good fucking lord do I love me some Rob Zombie!!!!!
Just saw House of 1000 Corpses......good lord...it was pretty good. The end just fell apart, but it was awesome for most of the movie.
I have this huge crush on rob Zombie and I think this just reinforced it.
That man is sex with dreads....seriously!
Meow...I'm all...rowr now...meow!
I need to go take a cold...
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Just saw House of 1000 Corpses......good lord...it was pretty good. The end just fell apart, but it was awesome for most of the movie.
I have this huge crush on rob Zombie and I think this just reinforced it.
That man is sex with dreads....seriously!
Meow...I'm all...rowr now...meow!
I need to go take a cold...
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apocalypse_dude:
well aren't you a saucy little monkey
fieldofdepth:
I haven't seen it yet but at least now I know I'm not the only one who wants to rape Rob Zombie. You don't have a thing for Henry Rollins do you? That would just be too weird.
I love Iced coffee. Its like liquid Heaven. Mmmm...
My weekend was mellow. I spent most of it hanging out with Apocalypse_dude, not doing anything of importance, which was great. We went record shopping, ate ice cream, walked all over the city, went to Redding Terminal Market, and made homemade mac and cheese.
Its supposed to be lovely this week. Low 80's on Wedsenday....
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My weekend was mellow. I spent most of it hanging out with Apocalypse_dude, not doing anything of importance, which was great. We went record shopping, ate ice cream, walked all over the city, went to Redding Terminal Market, and made homemade mac and cheese.
Its supposed to be lovely this week. Low 80's on Wedsenday....
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teena:
thanks for the movie recommendations. i'm updating my queue now
i'm updating my queue now 
franandzooey:
My new drink lately is golden milk. It's a yogi drink that basically consists of turmeric, soy milk (regular milk can be used too), almond oil and water...oh and honey! I feel way better when I drink it. It's suppose to help loosen your joints (for stretching) and good stuff like that. I'm hooked!
Anyway, I don't think business has been affected too much by the Lucky Mag. spread. Only time will tell. I am suppose to have my ipod cases come out in the june/july issue of BUST Magazine which will be better for business because it will actually say www.charcoaldesigns.com instead of cutxpaste which Lucky magazines readers would have to go through first to find my stuff. The editor from BUST Mag. emailed me the other day and said that she is sending me a free issue of the june/july issue which is really cool of them!
How is your knitting going? Any new creations?
Anyway, I don't think business has been affected too much by the Lucky Mag. spread. Only time will tell. I am suppose to have my ipod cases come out in the june/july issue of BUST Magazine which will be better for business because it will actually say www.charcoaldesigns.com instead of cutxpaste which Lucky magazines readers would have to go through first to find my stuff. The editor from BUST Mag. emailed me the other day and said that she is sending me a free issue of the june/july issue which is really cool of them!
How is your knitting going? Any new creations?
Go say hi to Apocalypse_dude right now. He wants your friendship and saucy comments.
I'm hungry and horny.
I need new cds in the worst way.
Its cold outside and I'm wearing capris and flip flops because I don't care.
How did my boy get more comments then me? Don't you all love me anymore?
Give me some love.
And by the way...your all still...
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I'm hungry and horny.
I need new cds in the worst way.
Its cold outside and I'm wearing capris and flip flops because I don't care.
How did my boy get more comments then me? Don't you all love me anymore?
Give me some love.
And by the way...your all still...
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user092834:
hey, i tried to call you last night. did you already get your tickets for will oldham? because if not, i have 2 extra. let me know!
rubysparkle:
Love for ya!
My hunny is finally on SG!!!
Go say hello to Apocalypse_dude. Especially since quite a few of you have met him already.
He's finally done it, finally taken the plunge. Now he can say things like "I remember reading your post about that."
Its Friday. I have nothing planned for any day this weekend, but I'm fine with that. We will hopefully go hiking...
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Go say hello to Apocalypse_dude. Especially since quite a few of you have met him already.
He's finally done it, finally taken the plunge. Now he can say things like "I remember reading your post about that."
Its Friday. I have nothing planned for any day this weekend, but I'm fine with that. We will hopefully go hiking...
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apocalypse_dude:
Fuck You Too!
BItchass!
BItchass!
karma:
oo oo! I just heard the Thermals for the first time today Very good indeed!
Very good indeed!Breakfast of the day: Large Starbucks sweetened ice coffee and a maple nut scone.
Went out with the SGPhilly crew last night. I had a great time. I'm always happy to see everyone. Didn't drink that much and got to bed at a reasonable time. I'm not even that tired this morning.
Fred is behaving himself for now. I had some serious pain yesterday, but...
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Went out with the SGPhilly crew last night. I had a great time. I'm always happy to see everyone. Didn't drink that much and got to bed at a reasonable time. I'm not even that tired this morning.
Fred is behaving himself for now. I had some serious pain yesterday, but...
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goob:
Come on, girl.... you KNOW you missed something in that journal. TELL US ABOUT YOUR FAVORITE SCENT! Everyone wants to hear it. You tell us every day, and don't tell me there isn't a favorite for today, cuz I know what it is!
kay:
I would definitely say hi to your boy.
Fred though, gets no love from me unless he is nice to you.
~cheers
Fred though, gets no love from me unless he is nice to you.
~cheers
Myself and Fred (my golfball sized ovarian cyst) are doing fine. My left ovary hurts, and just feels uncomfortable. I blame Fred.
To top off all my girlie problems, I have cramps too. Oh good god what I wouldn't give to have a nice simple penis at times like these. You boys....you are just damn lucky!
I'm still not sure what i should be doing...
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To top off all my girlie problems, I have cramps too. Oh good god what I wouldn't give to have a nice simple penis at times like these. You boys....you are just damn lucky!
I'm still not sure what i should be doing...
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kay:
Well you are attached to Fred, there is no doubt of that. I suspect they will get him off you in about 2 or 3 weeks. Yes, he can grow bigger, but they can rupture too, and definitely getting them off is a good thing.
Glad to hear they are going to help your mother out. She was so accurate in her statement, and I will definitely help you yell at god to leave her alone.
~cheers
Glad to hear they are going to help your mother out. She was so accurate in her statement, and I will definitely help you yell at god to leave her alone.
~cheers
synflower:
omg! I need to catch up...I will call you this week. I miss you! I'm thinking of you!
I'm the proud mamma of a medium sized ovarian cyst.
I'm naming him Fred.
It is a male, since I think all invaders of my reproductive organs must be male.
I think I'll have to get it checked in a month. I should hear from my doctor on Thursday.
It feels like someone is kicking me in the ovary over and over.
I'm just the...
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I'm naming him Fred.
It is a male, since I think all invaders of my reproductive organs must be male.
I think I'll have to get it checked in a month. I should hear from my doctor on Thursday.
It feels like someone is kicking me in the ovary over and over.
I'm just the...
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tiffanylynn:
It was nice bumping into you this morning. 
maxi:
Well not sure what that feels like but try having one on your labia called a Bartholin cyst, the size of a golf ball as well, fucking jsut hurts to stand! anywhoo thats what i had the last time i told you about my run in with the scapal and syringe, for the 3rd fucking time, fucker likes me so much it has made 3 visits. anyway, my best friend get the ovarian cyst all the time, and has told me how bad they are and the procedure to rid them. isn't life just full of wacky surprises for us women! why can't we just get jock itch!
[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 7:21AM]
[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 7:21AM]
Your selflessnesss will be rewarded. Karma is neat like that. Enjoy the weekend and relax.
(you know you have to be doing something good, we only met once and I empathize with you and I'm trying to figure out how I can help.)
Hope you feel tons better.
hope the weekend is bringing you better things.