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Its all gone.
We were packing up our car after today's show and my boy, by mistake, forgot to put in our new tent and my blue rubbermaid container. This container held all of my bags, my tax paper work, business cards, and everything else I owned business related.

Everything is gone.

The police won't take a report over the phone. So I have to...
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geekgurl:
That's horrible! I'm so sorry, sweetie. I hope you get the stuff back. *hugs* kiss
juliette:
Oh god. frown I'm so sorry.
That happened to one of my best friends - her house burned down along with all of her artowrk and her senior thesis (sculpture).
She bounced back, after the crying and shock, and her new work was even better. smile
but again, i'm so so sorry.
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I'm so nervous I've given myself intestinal issues.
I won't go into the gory details.

Eek eek eek!!!!
eeek eeek eeek

I'm nervous. I'm not really ready to venture into hipster mecca. I'm not that cool. I'm a dork. What if all the cool kids make fun of me? What if i'm the only one who doesn't sell shit? What if my stuff sucks?

EEK!!!!

Can't breathe....I feel...
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juliette:
if you are nervous just pretend you arent. fake it. it works.

yes i want to be a renegade and hang out!
rubysparkle:
You will have fun, meet new people, do some trading and make some money! Thats what I love about doing the shows and fairs! Enjoy it!
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Hey everyone.

This week has been a rollercoaster. I don't know if I'm coming or going anymore.

My mom is so sad. When I call her I just feel like a lead ball has been dropped in my gut. My dad is being a prick, even though she depends on him to eat and take her medicine. They're slowly going through all of their savings...
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juliette:
i wish we had a laughing emotokon b/c i am laughing, loudly, while trying to eat my 3rd trader joes brand ice pop of the day.
shadyvito:
Good luck at the fair.
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Last night I realized just how not-goth I am. I went to a goth night with the SGPhilly crew. Its just so different then what I remember. I haven't been clubbing in like 7 years, and that was in Newark, NJ. and before that NY. I was amazed to see kids, 14 year olds, there. I used to go clubbing when I was 14, but...
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kay:
Oh shit. That definitely is not good news at all. I'm sorry your father is being a wanker. she deserves nothing but kind words, because there will come a time, when he will not have her around. He better start appreciating her, and quick!

With the operation, what are they looking at doing? Is it something she is comfortable doing? How much of an impact will a feeding tube make...meaning, will it still permit her to be active?

I'm sorry love. Drop a line if you need to. *hug!

~cheers
illstabyou:
Hahahah -- I share your feelings.

I went to that place in Newark (QXT?) once about six or seven years ago. It was the only time in my life I felt out of place for not wearing a cape.
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tailin:
I love the DARK! what can i say? biggrin
It was really really nice to have FINALLY have talked with you and despite all the "kindergoths" it was an alright night.
You looked very nice. I actually should have tried dressing up a little more but i was being lazy in my jeans and t-shirt.
Sorry we won't see you over the weekend. Enjoy yourself and we will get together again soon. *hugs*
juliette:
I think you'll like the video. miao!!
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Again, I can't say it enough, thank you for the love and support.

My mom called me this morning to tell me she was in a better mood and that she's ok. She wanted to make sure that I was ok and I knew she was ok. After reading everyones post, it is a waste of energy if I'm just upset all the time. I...
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bloodyhammer:
I'm glad to see that you're trying to keep positive!! I hope things get better and I think they will! ::hug:: smile
illstabyou:
I'm so happy to hear that your mom is doing better and in good spirits! smile

Completely unrelated -- I'm sooo jealous that you got to see Bruce Campbell in the flesh.
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I had a crying fest with my mom this morning.
I called her, she's not mad at me, she appreciates my daily phone calls, and we both cried and cried. Mind you, i'm sitting at my desk at work while all of this was going on.

My dad is picking on her. I could just punch him in the face sometimes. He has no right...
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figmentation:
Kisses and hugs.
It's ok to be scared,
If you're able to, Go see her. Love on her.

~HUGS~
lordauch:
Sorry to hear that things are so rough right now. Hope they get better for you and your mom. smile
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Hi everyone.

Today was a day of mixed feelings. I saw Iron and Wine, which was achingly beautiful, but the last song, I just cried and cried. I couldn't stop.

My mom is doing worse then I thought. It seems her kidney now has cancer patches, which means its spreading, maybe uncontrolably. She can't really walk around and has to use a bedpan even at...
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kay:
Oh love. *hug* I'm so sorry. Let me know how things go. I'm not on AIM regularly but feel free to email me, and I will call or hook in to chat. *hug*

~cheers
g00000ne:
Oh no, after what you just told me I thought it may have been on the upward swing for you. *sigh* I am here for you in my thoughts - you know that. ALWAYS.
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I can't sleep. I spent the past two hours staring at my clock.

I think I'm just insanely dehydrated.

Spent the evening over Grimjack's house with friends. I drank more then I planned, but I'm happy about it.

Man my head hurts.

Oh sleep...where are you. I need you, come back!

What am I supposed to do at 3am?

Grr.
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shadyvito:
at three am the best things in the world are Nick at Night and tv land.
petiteparadox:
If you find sleep, please send some my way. It likes to play hard to get.

Can't wait to meet you in person on Wednesday. What do you have picked out to wear?

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I'm a lazy overworked bum.
I've been neglecting my precious SG.
I'll never cheat on you with work again..

Watched a documentary about Turbonegro last night. Oh holy god...they seem like the nice dudes ever!! They're all so quiet and normal off stage. And I now have the biggest crush on Hank. He's so cute without the makeup. Even his belly....oh my god his belly......
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user092834:
yeah i could do the early evening. you have my phone number, right? give me a call and we can figure it out. i work until 4ish.
beautifulxalone:
Biggest turn ons: sarcastic wit, compassion, a good listener, and blue eyes. love


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Its been two days since an update. And anyone reading this on a semi-regular basis knows thats a long time for me.

Work has been swamped. I'm literally drowning in paperwork. I've even told my boss I'm swamped and he barely batted an eyelash. I'm annoyed. And I think all the stress is causing me to have hyper-manic episodes in the afternoons and evenings. My...
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user092834:
i am free saturday evening/night, but it looks like you might not be, from other comments here.
juliette:
oh no i'm totally fine. i just couldnt think of much to write. i dont want to get too personal on this thing and document my life. yet.

i'm leo, scorpio rising. bad bad combination.

so do you deal with your jealousy? does it go away? i'd like to never ever be nervous or jealous about significant other stuff.
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Dear everyone,

I've been a horrible online friend. Work is sucking up my brain cells so I couldn't post to anyone today.
I know, I suck.

Plus, I've been manic every afternoon for three weeks. Being mentally ill takes a lot out of you.

I hope you forgive me. I really do value our friendship. Sure, I'm cranky, and I'm crazy, but I really do...
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mistressmissy:
hello. earlier you expressed interest about this years sg cedar point day. i would like to inform you that friday june 17th is the last day to buy tickets. im giving an extra day for all the people who needed to wait til payday. if you want to attend, please buy your ticket here before friday night. biggrin if you are attending but are using a season pass or buying your ticket else where, please email me your name and the name of any guests you would be bringing so you can still get a souvenier name tag.
thank you
hope to see you at the point!
illstabyou:
Parking in Williamsburg is not bad at all -- there's tons of on the street parking even around McCarren park. Once you leave Manhattan parking isn't much of an issue.

I'm not making this up, there is a chance that you may even be able to find parking across the street from the park. Honestly I wouldn't lose any sleep over the whole parking situation here. smile