It's interesting to hear everyone else's comments on my situation.
Well, I talked to him. Briefly. He called me back and I was at work, slinging sushi, but I answered the phone and my hands were shaking. It was awkward...bad connection (two cellphones) and I just wanted to hear everything about him, what he's been doing...I'm supposed to call him back later this week when...
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Well, I talked to him. Briefly. He called me back and I was at work, slinging sushi, but I answered the phone and my hands were shaking. It was awkward...bad connection (two cellphones) and I just wanted to hear everything about him, what he's been doing...I'm supposed to call him back later this week when...
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well I've lost my equilibrium
my car keys and my pride
tattoo parlor's warm
and so I huddle there inside
the grinding of the buzz saw
whatchuwanthathingtosay
just don't misspell her name
buddy she's the one that got away
-Tom Waits
got a phone call tonight. Had just about written him off this time, usually he calls right back or writes right back, but it's...
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my car keys and my pride
tattoo parlor's warm
and so I huddle there inside
the grinding of the buzz saw
whatchuwanthathingtosay
just don't misspell her name
buddy she's the one that got away
-Tom Waits
got a phone call tonight. Had just about written him off this time, usually he calls right back or writes right back, but it's...
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rubbersoul:
I believe in destiny. I say make it happen. There's a reason he hasn't left your mind.
hellkitten:
Do I ever have someone like that. Actually, I've been dreaming about him all week. Something about me trying to find his cabin on a ship. Weird. I want to contact him, but I know I shouldn't. Funny thing is that he was such a bastard to me and yet I still measure others against him.
I had a lot of things I wanted to write about in here. But I forgot most of them. So instead:
I am going to be in Philadelphia on Sept. 1st. I'll be stopping through New York to see the lovely Emma Forrest and interview the fabulous Roger Miret, but mostly I'll be staying with my sister and distracting her from her studies. If you're...
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I am going to be in Philadelphia on Sept. 1st. I'll be stopping through New York to see the lovely Emma Forrest and interview the fabulous Roger Miret, but mostly I'll be staying with my sister and distracting her from her studies. If you're...
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ericj:
Aw, paranoia, it's really not so bad as long as it doesn't rule ya'. Besides, I find that I'm usually at least partially right, which I was in the case of the ex this time too. Maybe we shouldn't call it paranoia, but rather perceptive. What do you think?
Answers:
My clippers
San Francisco, but LA is gaining.
Pet? What's a pet? (cats in general, though)
Anna Paquin
The Maltese Falcon
Le Morte de Arthur
Fettucini Alfredo
Beatles
Yeats
Indian
?
Have fun in Philly.
Answers:
My clippers
San Francisco, but LA is gaining.
Pet? What's a pet? (cats in general, though)
Anna Paquin
The Maltese Falcon
Le Morte de Arthur
Fettucini Alfredo
Beatles
Yeats
Indian
?
Have fun in Philly.
ericj:
Yeah, sweety, I wouldn't worry about him so much. I mean, what can I say, but I just don't think anyone should get hung up on someone else. If he was cool, but it didn't work, well, I'm not saying don't call him or anything, just be aware of the energy that you're putting into and decide if you're putting in enough, or too much. If it's too much, there's someone better out there for you. And, yeah, you can get someone better looking too. I mean, he's not nasty or ugly, I just think you can do better. Just my opinion.



Some assorted questions for everyone:
Who/what is your favorite....
bicycle manufacturer?
80's movie?
quote from a song?
male actor under 30?
female actor over 50?
redhead?
band from New York?
poem? (and who's it by?)
brand of liquor?
domestic beer?
athlete?
80's hair metal band?
would you rather...
chocolate or vanilla?
Elvis or the Beatles?
Ford or Chevy?
kiss all night long, or have quickie...
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Who/what is your favorite....
bicycle manufacturer?
80's movie?
quote from a song?
male actor under 30?
female actor over 50?
redhead?
band from New York?
poem? (and who's it by?)
brand of liquor?
domestic beer?
athlete?
80's hair metal band?
would you rather...
chocolate or vanilla?
Elvis or the Beatles?
Ford or Chevy?
kiss all night long, or have quickie...
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ericj:
Thanks, girl.
But, really, Poison? 
mcqueen:
Disasters CD...damn, I have to get on that. Maybe next week. Going to Vegas this weekend, so we'll have to see how much dough I have when I get back.
What a great weekend!!!
It started off Friday, when I convinced my lovely friend Nicki to come to see the Misfits, the Damned, the Dickies, and Agnostic Front with me. We got to the show just in time to catch Balzac, the second opening band, who are Japanese, and very amusing.
Then my lovely lovely favorite NYC band, Agnostic Front, took the stage, and though...
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It started off Friday, when I convinced my lovely friend Nicki to come to see the Misfits, the Damned, the Dickies, and Agnostic Front with me. We got to the show just in time to catch Balzac, the second opening band, who are Japanese, and very amusing.
Then my lovely lovely favorite NYC band, Agnostic Front, took the stage, and though...
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bombshellbetty:
I love bellydancing! Never took kickboxing but I took Aikido for a while as well as a kick-ass self defense class. Ooh, did I love throwing those boys around! You're a girl after my own heart!
bombshellbetty:
Yay! Ditto.
I saw two movies today (have to double up on my few days off). And I can say that I heartily recommend both of them.
My full review of "Love the Hard Way" will probably be up at the website linked in my profile in a day or so, so I'll just say here what I've been saying since I saw "Summer of Sam"--why won't...
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My full review of "Love the Hard Way" will probably be up at the website linked in my profile in a day or so, so I'll just say here what I've been saying since I saw "Summer of Sam"--why won't...
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scooter11:
MMM, I would kill to work at a sushi restaurant. Tasty!
scooter11:
I actually kinda liked the People vs. Larry Flynt. I'm kinda partial to Huffington, but I'm looking forward to watching Flynt's campaign.
I guess they don't make studemts watch Judgement at Nurenberg anymore? It's a *great* subject, but whew, the movie sucks. Plus, in real life Jackson really botched some of the questioning; he bascially let Georing run circles around him. Yeesh.
I guess they don't make studemts watch Judgement at Nurenberg anymore? It's a *great* subject, but whew, the movie sucks. Plus, in real life Jackson really botched some of the questioning; he bascially let Georing run circles around him. Yeesh.
"I haven't fucked much with the past, but I've fucked plenty with the future..."
I love Patti Smith. I love her words, I love her ragged voice, I love the ugliness of her face and her angular body, like she's too busy writing poetry to eat, like she stayed up all night with an idea and hasn't remembered that she has a stomach.
I know...
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I love Patti Smith. I love her words, I love her ragged voice, I love the ugliness of her face and her angular body, like she's too busy writing poetry to eat, like she stayed up all night with an idea and hasn't remembered that she has a stomach.
I know...
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cherry:
Awww, me too... if I EVER get out of this hole I will so come to Colorado
I too have the body of a child bearer. Yack.
Cherry xox
I too have the body of a child bearer. Yack.
Cherry xox
ericj:
Aw, curvey doesn't have to be strictly for baby production, or at least not literally. I think you catch my drift.
Anyway, welcome back, girl. When I get some spare time (if ever, damn) we'll have to hook up on IM. More later. 
I am just wondering: Why don't we have a PIRATES group????
I am too slack to moderate, though, the SGColorado business is already too much for me. However, someone else should.
In other news, every time I think I could never get married, I call Ryan. Then I remember that there are some wonderful boys out there after all.
"ask the angels who they're calling...
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I am too slack to moderate, though, the SGColorado business is already too much for me. However, someone else should.
In other news, every time I think I could never get married, I call Ryan. Then I remember that there are some wonderful boys out there after all.
"ask the angels who they're calling...
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eponine:
hyenahell applied for a pirates group pretty recently...hopefully it's in the works.
we need to recruit more people for sg colorado.
we need to recruit more people for sg colorado.
mcqueen:
Still writing for Kim? Ripping!
She's a super-rad girl.
My buddy Dave is writing for her, too.
She's a super-rad girl.
My buddy Dave is writing for her, too.
I want someone to play in the rain with me.
I want somebody who will pull up and drive to the desert in the middle of nowhere and dance under the stars.
I want somebody who will climb trees with me.
I want somebody who will sit on the couch, drink wine and watch old movies with me, and talk about whether Paul Newman is...
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I want somebody who will pull up and drive to the desert in the middle of nowhere and dance under the stars.
I want somebody who will climb trees with me.
I want somebody who will sit on the couch, drink wine and watch old movies with me, and talk about whether Paul Newman is...
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bryn:
ill go a-pirating with yeh!
oh elves and pirates.... why arent they here now?
by the way.... my 2nd SG name choice was Deirdre and the 3rd was Aoife. coincidence? perhaps....
oh elves and pirates.... why arent they here now?
by the way.... my 2nd SG name choice was Deirdre and the 3rd was Aoife. coincidence? perhaps....
siv:
i am in the process of deciding whether the monkeys or the pirates win!!! please weigh in, whether through their innate moral capabilities or their logical/physical ones. ;P
Previous journal entry: Montreal memories.
Current journal entry: drunken rambling. But they say you reveal more about yourself...
My baby doll Ryan called me tonight. I was thinking about him, and then my phone rang. It's been far too long since I've seen the only person besides family members that I can truly say "I love you," too and hear it back honestly. He is...
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Current journal entry: drunken rambling. But they say you reveal more about yourself...
My baby doll Ryan called me tonight. I was thinking about him, and then my phone rang. It's been far too long since I've seen the only person besides family members that I can truly say "I love you," too and hear it back honestly. He is...
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scott:
please accept my application to be your personal boy toy. the only concession is that you have to move to montreal because it's cooler than denver
youre into the shack shakers? the only reason i know about them is that they opened for the rev. they put on a hell of a show and i got a bunch of people stompin like hillbillies at the bar... a fun night indeed... now i'm back in upstate NY, not liking it at all. my town in summer is a lot like boulder in winter.... we get invaded by rich people whom are a royal pain in my local ass.
youre into the shack shakers? the only reason i know about them is that they opened for the rev. they put on a hell of a show and i got a bunch of people stompin like hillbillies at the bar... a fun night indeed... now i'm back in upstate NY, not liking it at all. my town in summer is a lot like boulder in winter.... we get invaded by rich people whom are a royal pain in my local ass.
tonystheme:
Marriage by 30? I made that same pact for 35... but I think I made it with two different people. And today I made a similar pact, but it was, "We'll get married if we're both rich and rockstars"
I used to swingdance and now when I go out dancing, and I don't know what to do, I just mood out the Dean Collins Shim Sham. I can fucking shadow dance that bastard. I've done it to, Ballroom Blitz before. I've been wanting to learn more Jive moves. Every other week or so, I have this urge to become a greaser.
Are you purporting to the Onyx when you write about the"hottest nightclub"? It's a bit raunchy on Saturdays. Not disco-in-its-prime level, a bit more... sad. They do sometimes break out the blacklight body paint though.
As for French:
On essaye a s'y prendre, pi sa travaille pas
For some reason, that quote appears in a earmarked page of my copy of Maggie Cassidy. I guess it had some relevence one time.
I used to swingdance and now when I go out dancing, and I don't know what to do, I just mood out the Dean Collins Shim Sham. I can fucking shadow dance that bastard. I've done it to, Ballroom Blitz before. I've been wanting to learn more Jive moves. Every other week or so, I have this urge to become a greaser.
Are you purporting to the Onyx when you write about the"hottest nightclub"? It's a bit raunchy on Saturdays. Not disco-in-its-prime level, a bit more... sad. They do sometimes break out the blacklight body paint though.
As for French:
On essaye a s'y prendre, pi sa travaille pas
For some reason, that quote appears in a earmarked page of my copy of Maggie Cassidy. I guess it had some relevence one time.
I'm baaaaaa-aack...
I
Canada. Anyone want to marry me so I can stay there? Or hire me?
Highlights of my trip:
-counseling my friend about a guy for once, instead of her doing it for me
-eating breakfast at Fruit Folie every day and loving the adorable Francophone waitresses and their cute outfits.
-SHOPPING!!! especially at Preloved. coolest jeans ever.
-having everyone who asked where...
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I
Highlights of my trip:
-counseling my friend about a guy for once, instead of her doing it for me
-eating breakfast at Fruit Folie every day and loving the adorable Francophone waitresses and their cute outfits.
-SHOPPING!!! especially at Preloved. coolest jeans ever.
-having everyone who asked where...
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merry:
Three-way marriage with you and Cherry! Yay! 
cherry:
Welllll... I've been to Canada before, and besides... I'd like to go where they have lots and lots of Devils merch and I don't have to pay $40 for shipping
Cherry xox
Cherry xox
Okay, kiddies. At 5:30 today I get on a plane bound for Montreal.
Yay me.
I'll probably check email every now and then, so if you really miss me that badly, you can write me an email and tell me how badly.
If you get really bored, you can go to www.winkmagazine.com and read some of my writing, or www.kaffeinebuzz.com and do the same. Or...
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Yay me.
I'll probably check email every now and then, so if you really miss me that badly, you can write me an email and tell me how badly.
If you get really bored, you can go to www.winkmagazine.com and read some of my writing, or www.kaffeinebuzz.com and do the same. Or...
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cherry:
Have a good holiday
Cherry xox
Cherry xox
rubbersoul:
Just when all looks bleak in Duckville, the former Mr. Kornikova rides to the rescue. I actually think the Ducks will be better next year with the addition of Prospal & Fedorov. I told you they wanted to get bigger and tougher. Kariya is a great skater but I think the front office thought he was just too small to play the style they wanna play.
[Edited on Aug 15, 2003]
And, yeah, absolutely, compromises are fine, but they should be the right ones and for the right reasons, and you really don't NEED to. Sounds like you're doing pretty good with it right now.