He's supposed to be coming home for an extended period of time (a couple of months, or so) within a week, maybe even before the weekend. Until I heard that yesterday, I was thinking he'd be home around mid-June. So I'm really excited about that.
I have this fantasy where he tells me he's coming home, say, Monday, and instead, sneaks in in the middle...
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"In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?"
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marginwalker2002:
Well, I hope thinngs work out for you . I'll cross my fingers for the both of us. 
thepromdate:
it still breaks my heart to read your journal. i hope things are going ok. lots of hugs.
(koleeta recommended a good band....you should check them out if they come to the city.)
it still breaks my heart to read your journal. i hope things are going ok. lots of hugs.
(koleeta recommended a good band....you should check them out if they come to the city.)
This journal entry is autobiographical and rated R for strong sexual content.
Do you remember that day, at Macy's? You joined me for lingerie shopping. I know it wasn't your first choice of activities, but you joined me with no complaints. And I even found some cute things. Expensive things, but cute. So I decided to try them on. And the fitting room attendant let...
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Do you remember that day, at Macy's? You joined me for lingerie shopping. I know it wasn't your first choice of activities, but you joined me with no complaints. And I even found some cute things. Expensive things, but cute. So I decided to try them on. And the fitting room attendant let...
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misterclean:
now THAT is a good story. the end was sad, but the rest is Hot!
everyone should screw in a fitting room just once.
everyone should screw in a fitting room just once.
retroactivwe:
Hot story. Sometimes things go like that. Live in the moment, sez zen-master Bill
Home from Prom. Cold and exhausted. Ended up sharing a cab w/ two random strangers when our bus never showed up. But I had fun. It was a little sad that not only did I not get to go w/ my husband, but my "date" flaked on me at the last minute. But it was cool. Just wish I had had the balls to go...
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thepromdate:
i'm glad you made home ok. we left not too long after you and i got worried that we'd be half way home and you'd call. you looked darling and i love the new hair.
retroactivwe:
Glad you had a good time, bs notwithstanding. Great hanging with you.
So, surprisingly enough, they found my car in pretty decent condition. The stereo is gone, of course, as are the after market back speakers, and some damage was done to the interior of the car to remove those, but in the quick glance I gave it (I don't get it back until insurance is done with it), that's really all I noticed. They took all...
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obsidity:
I didn't know your car got stolen.That sucks!
But, I'll see you at prom.
But, I'll see you at prom.
Think I finally decided on a prom outfit, although it's nowhere near as fancy as I would have liked, I think it'll do. Heh, seeing as prom is Saturday, it's going to have to do.
Car still bye-bye. I have a rental (paid for by my insurance) for up to ~30 days. Insurance will assess what they owe me if my car isn't found by...
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Car still bye-bye. I have a rental (paid for by my insurance) for up to ~30 days. Insurance will assess what they owe me if my car isn't found by...
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dogslife:
Those new Mazda3s excite me. Especially the hatchback.
thepromdate:
i'm having doubts about my dress, but...there's not much i can do...yeah...
i used to have an accord. it's still one of my favorite cars to drive.
i used to have an accord. it's still one of my favorite cars to drive.
Just so life can prove to me that my life really can get more fucked up, it appears that my car has been stolen. 
P.S. The tow company was my first call. They don't have it. Not to mention that it was parked in my car port at my apartment.
P.S. The tow company was my first call. They don't have it. Not to mention that it was parked in my car port at my apartment.
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koleeta:
I'm not ready! I'll be ready once I lose ten pounds. maybe 15?
AHH!!!! that's the thing I'm MOST worried about. If I looked as good in my dress as I did the day I bought it I'd be golden. Now I'm just nervous.
Are you ready?
AHH!!!! that's the thing I'm MOST worried about. If I looked as good in my dress as I did the day I bought it I'd be golden. Now I'm just nervous.
Are you ready?
koleeta:
I just made a major change to the color scheme of my outfit...now I have to re-cessorize. AHH!!! In search of garterbelt and fishnets. it'll be the third time I've been to haight this week.
I am mostly over the whole he doesn't love me anymore crap. I am currently devastated by the fact that he doesn't want to have sex with me anymore after the divorce (which is looking pretty certain at this point). But he implied that up to that point we can. I think we're both fucking headcases.
dogslife:
What a mess. If I lived in SF, I'd have to take you (singular meaning) out drinking. Daily. Until this whole thing ends.
Argh. We have to talk, I know it has to happen, but I don't wanna. At least, I don't want to start it. 
Would it be totally wrong to do it over dinner?
Would it be totally wrong to do it over dinner?
misterclean:
well, it's like anything else, like jumping into cold water or pulling off a band-aid, thinking about it in advance is the worst part. once ya start it, it's on it's way to being done with.
and no, over dinner is okay. ya gotta eat, right? just be careful of sharp utensils!
BTW- loooooved yr pics!
and no, over dinner is okay. ya gotta eat, right? just be careful of sharp utensils!
BTW- loooooved yr pics!
I had a dream last night, in which I used to be a vampire, but had somehow apparently turned back into human somehow. This meant I could no longer look my loved ones in the eyes, because they were still vampires, and I would be turned to stone if I did. It was nice to be human, but I felt very lonely, not being able...
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retroactivwe:
Wow, a much more narrative & interesting dream than mine are.
My 2 cents is that being emotionally close to people carries a price.
My 2 cents is that being emotionally close to people carries a price.
kittymalarchy:
it took me a second too, as I met so many people that night. It was very good to see you again. I like Sunday/ Monday gatherings as they are my days off!
I thought I was all cried out for now. Fuck.
thepromdate:
i'm sorry...
monday night, let's do west portal, since only three or so of us will be getting together. i'll tomorrow to make sure it's veggie friendly, but other than that it looks like a go. hope you're still feeling up to coming out.
monday night, let's do west portal, since only three or so of us will be getting together. i'll tomorrow to make sure it's veggie friendly, but other than that it looks like a go. hope you're still feeling up to coming out.
occam:
I enjoy a good Willy Wonka-ing when I'm feeling down...couple that with massive amounts of sugar, good times.
I'm okay. I've always known in my head that I would be okay, but today I feel it. I mean, deep down, I'm still beyond devastated, but this morning I woke up with a smile on my face, even though I woke up alone. Today seems easier, and I'm grateful for it.
I still don't know what's going to happen. Peter's agreed to try counseling...
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fiesty:
I am so sorry to hear that hun, I hope that everything works out for the best!! Just know you have lots of wonderful friends on here that love ya and care about you!!! Take care of yourself and I hope you feel better soon. 
thepromdate:
how are you doing? would you be down for a bumo next monday? i think one needs to happen.
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