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I can't leave you guys!

Look: I'm at a lowpoint in my life right now, and some minor misunderstandings made my insecurites all leap out at once and jump my ass and I thought I had to leave in order to slowly piece everything back together. That's been the pattern in my life...i have friends while everything is fine and dandy, but when trouble hits...
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Goodbye

I actually convinced myself I was worth something.

I'm sorry I disappointed you, as I feel like I lied to you as much as I lied to myself.

But at least someone told me the truth.

Update:

Okay, that was a helluva lot more dramatic than I wanted it to sound. The truth is that I feel very humiliated, and I'm having a hard time...
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I guess the rest of the traveling party has updated on our grand trip, so it's my turn.

First off, I thought of a little FAQ on the long car ride home, just to clear up any misconceptions:

Q: Did you take pictures?
A: Yes

Q: Are you posting them?
A: No

Q: Why?
A: Because I consider these ladies some of my best friends,...
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I'm leaving in 5 hours for the Great Adventures with Minerva, Mle, and Morgan. I'm told that nudity and pictures will commence. I'm so happy.

Be back in a week.

I'm worn out.

Got up at noon (alarm didn't go off) and went to the pool hall. My brother decided to sleep in as opposed to getting the money that our nephew stole from us. The renovations that he waited on until the last minute were behind even his procrastinating schedule. Spent the day painting, panelling, and running out for supplies. Finally got everything started...
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As much as I love staying up all night sometimes the boredom is excrutiating. Nowhere to go, no one to talk to, and nothing to do. This is not usually the case, but when it is it seems like slow torture. I was so bored at one point I actually tried sleeping....which is something my body was resistant towards from the start. I really should...
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I just updated my Raven folder iwth new Christmas pics. Look at my cute hellspawn, dammit!

Update: I shaved my face completely and took a pic for my 'Random' folder. Let me know what you think.

I wanted to write a long entry about the great acting career of Richard Roundtree, but then the painkillers really kicked in and that was the end of it...

Shaft!

Ok, here's a good question:

If the emphasis is getting up really early on Christmas Day, then why is it that people make such a big deal about Christmas Dinner? Why are we not having a big elaborate Christmas breakfast? Why do I have to wake up at the ass crack of dawn just to wait another 8-10 hours before eating?

I'm up early so...
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Two more days and I won't have to hear anymore stupid Christmas carols or see any horrible made-for-TV movies about either Santa Claus or family-related miracles! I'm not a holiday person, with the only exception being Halloween. I like the whole giving aspect of Christmas, but the over-the-top productions and crowded stores annoy me to no end. At least I'll be working on both Christmas...
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I think this is the longest streak of journals in which I did not have anything depressing and/or infuriating to report. This is turning out to be the best XXX-Mas ever! Well, the thing I'm excited about is not Christmas, but I'm certainly possessed by the spirit of giving. I just bought Mle something scandalous that she's promised to use in a set, and I"m...
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