alyeska

I am so full of raw power, sexuality, and confidence. More than ever before. I don't even know how to deal with it. But I am powerful. I'm the most powerful person I know. No one has power over me like I do. I've accepted that my power will come with heartache, pain, and struggle. But you know what? THAT WILL ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER....
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Nvmd. I'm too afraid of someone screencapping that.
Pictures being taken of my day today. All day.
Will post later tonight.

xoxo Aly

Boston Vacation Injury Report;
Sprained Ankle,
Pulled Muscles in BOTH calves
Busted Knees
About 10 different bruises
Voice gone

So all in all I had a wonderful time in Boston. A lot less stressful or upsetting as last time.
I closed down McGreevy's one night. Another $150 bar tab there. I apparently put down a few free beers and nine double jack and cokes. Enjoyed...
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I leave to the airport in about an hour. I should be in Boston around 2:30pm EST

I'm going out with some close friends tonight. After not sleeping through last night, I don't want to do much when I get there.

I won't have my laptop and SG constantly resets my password so I won't be logging in until after the 8th. Follow me on...
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The thing about love is when you try to quantify or explain, it sounds stupid, fake, or diminished.



I am absolutely crazy right now. And I love it. I'm scared, terrified, and beautiful. I feel like I'm standing at the edge of a cliff. It's scary to be up so high, and the potential for danger is very high but the view in front of...
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Well I'm headed to Boston on the 2-8 with my Reekie
I'm so very happy to have something awesme and slightly random happen at a time like this. Especially when my anxiety level is so high, my left eyelid is twitching. I has a facial tic LOL. It's funny but also annoying.

I can't wait to be there again. Jess is pcking us up. And...
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You know who you are.

Just listening to this OVER AND OVER AND OVER.
Party Hard.

Most likely heading to Boston for a vacation. Germany still won't tell us how long I have left.
I also really need to talk to another woman. Like just sit and talk with Reekie. And maybe some other ladies.
Life is CRAZY right now. Not easy, not always fun.......
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Bolduc was called up to PHX this morning, currently playing against San Jose.
I'm so proud of my little bb.

Might be headed to Boston for a few days. My good friend Jess, the one who rescued me with Steph and Max ditched me and Reekie in the middle of Boston, really wants me to take a vacation out there.
She knows how bad I'm...
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I'm in Denver. Well, just outside of it.
Took me two days and a night of sleep in Amarillo.

My passport arrived, but now we have to work with housing before I can even get my orders. Still no idea whatsoever as to my departure date.
I thought being around my dad would help curb my drinking. It only made it worse. And he is...
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Headed to Denver to stay with my dad.
The 13 hour drive (not including stops) scares me.
But it will save me tons of money.
The hotel room is like $60 to $75 a night.

I'm almost all packed, except for my alarm clock and toothbrush and shoes and stuff.
I'm excited to see mountains. And to have a coffee pot.
And Bryzly and Bailey...
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Tomorrow night is a Google+ video chat session involving an entire bottle of vodka and friends.

Anyone wanna join? Also, PM me your numbers if you wanna text until I move. I NEED text buddies. Girls especially.

Reekie bought me a coyotes hoodie to hsve Bolduc/49 ironed on the back. She loves me.
I have been drinkijng alot lately. My dog thrusted forward so hard...
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