so i'm worried
... didn't sleep well last night because of it ...
i just found out last night that my father has had two "mini-strokes" in the past week
... don't know why he didn't tell me when he had the first one ...
he's not young. he's, what, 62 now?
but at least they both happened while he was at work (he works... Read More
so i'm in a much better mood than Saturday!
(which means an image heavy entry )
the spyware from my computer is gone, my character was ressurected, and i've been doing a lot more art of late. i'll never be as good as this guy, but i think i'm improving!
i can't stop crying!!
why do people hurt children?
i couldn't keep reading ... it's just so fucked up
and a "luckier" child survived something similar in Toronto
excuse me, i have a baby to go cuddle and cry with
I couldn't bear to finish reading that article. I'm like you and sometimes drawn to read things I shouldn't involving children. I have 2 little ones and I think stores of this nature get to us mommys so much more than other people. All of a sudden I can picture those children and what they felt and I'm devastated. Actually sitting here crying after just reading the beginning of that article. A similar thing happened in Pa last winter. I just can't take it. I agree with whoever said that their heart hurts. That's how I feel after reading things like this. And you're right, it just makes you wanna cuddle your babies.
(sorry to ramble but this stuff really strikes me too so i totally know exactly how you feel. )
what a fun night! i went to Khoosapaloosa and it was a blast. i was the only completely sober person (because of the breast feeding), but i didn't mind that at all. there was some light bdsm, broken furniture, jaccuzi goodness, heads shaved to make mohawks, and a cat in heat. i haven't partied like that in a while!!
of course, Oz was with... Read More
today i was alone
it's been 7 months since i was last alone for more than five minutes
but today i left Oz with my husband and caught a bus downtown. no friends, no family, just me
it was really nice
I had to dog sit for my parents while they were in St. Marteen's for their 25th wedding anniversary. I was away from my apartment, therefor my boyfriend and kitten for an entire week. I HATED IT. I don't like being away from them for several hours, an entire week was torture!
Though I completely understand how lone time can just be really really nice. Choosing to have lone time is completely different from being alone because you have no choice in the matter.
It's so relaxing!
my husband's knees are shot, so he needs to find a new line of work. he's qualified for nothing except what he's doing now, which is what damaged his knees, so he's going back to school.
we can't afford school and anything else, so when his parents move into town in... Read More
last night Oz woke and began screaming for quite awhile.
so i got out of bed and paced with him in my arms.
about 45 minutes later, he fell asleep and i crawled back under the covers, shivering and cold.
then my husband (who i thought was asleep - he could sleep through the apocalypse) wrapped his big, warm arms around me, and we cuddled... Read More
tee hee!! another funny! my hubby showed me this one and it's just hilarious! i love pets
Diary of a Dog - Diary of a Cat
EXCERPTS FROM A DOG'S DIARY
Day number 180
8:00 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE!
9:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVORITE!
9:40 am - OH BOY! A WALK! MY FAVORITE!
10:30 am -... Read More
my friend showed me this and i thought it was hilarious! i love John Cleese
John Cleese announces revocation of US Independence
To the citizens of the United States of America, in the light of your failure consistently to elect a competent President of the USA and thus to govern yourselves, we hereby give notice of the revocation of your independence, effective today.
I'd forgotten about that! (Although I DO use the "U" in those words most Merkins end with "or." I think it's a more "colourful" way to spell them. Gotta love the Cleese.
Thanks for the add. I probably won't be online a lot - my sutures came out and my brains were leaking again and they won't tlee me how long I have to be in the hospital and the only way I can post is to have a friend take the laptop down 4 floors in the hospital to go outside and open a page (I saved" a notepad document of various urls), then open a reply window if warranted, then bring it back upstairs so I can post a reply or comment, then go BACK downstairs and outside and send it.
She's not loving this arrangement.
But I have a private room and now 15 mp3 players people have brought me to borrow so I getto explore the musical minds of my friends and exes. It helps.
I'm going to try to post a quick journal update now but my head is starting to feel like it's swelling as I sit up, so I better do it quickly.
I'M SO HAPPY!!
I've missed you all so much. my compy crapped out xmas eve, and i went into SG withdrawl.
but now the compy is fixed and i'm having a blissful moment
)
I'm like you and sometimes drawn to read things I shouldn't involving children. I have 2 little ones and I think stores of this nature get to us mommys so much more than other people. All of a sudden I can picture those children and what they felt and I'm devastated. Actually sitting here crying after just reading the beginning of that article. A similar thing happened in Pa last winter. I just can't take it. I agree with whoever said that their heart hurts. That's how I feel after reading things like this. And you're right, it just makes you wanna cuddle your babies.
Thanks again for leaving a comment on my now photoshopped rejected set hun!!!
xoxo