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Managed to get into a huge fight with one of my good friends. Well, not so sure that we're friends anymore. Life is so fucking complicated these days. I'm sick of it all. So many relationships that I need to get straightened out right now. Not to mention the ever present money troubles and school. Need a break. Wonder if I can just take off...
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People are insensitive fucks.

Blech, Valentine's Day sucks. However, Sunny spent the night last night, which was nice. We had a nice, quiet morning before I went off to class. It's interesting, this is my first real lesbian experiance since Sarah and I messed around when I was a freshman in high school. It's nothing serious, though.
Planning on getting smashed tonight and forgetting VDay ever happened.

Went and saw Wit tonight. Sunny and David and Ellen all came with me. Dave got upset because it overran it's time because the house was sold out. He stormed out after the play and gave me the brush off. In addition, I'm still sick and this morning there was blood in the phlegm that I coughed up.
I'm tired and I wish the day...
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Went with Brandon to the ER today. He's got troubles with stress and stomach acid, apparently. I still feel like shit. Really tired. I went home and slept for three and a half hours. Got up and have been piddling around on the computer. Suicide Girls sent me a release form so they can use my photos. Need to get that sent out. Thought about...
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Ugh. Fever finally hit. Went over to Brandon's today with Sunny to take care of him. He went to the doctor's this morning. All they could tell him about the pain in his kidneys was that it wasn't his appendix, so he's going back in on Wednesday. We all have our fingers crossed that it's not kidney failure. On top of that, he has an...
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Ugh. Getting sick. I can feel my lymph nodes swelling right now. And I have to get up in the morning to go to my damn Play Analysis class because I've overslept and missed it twice already.

After Saturday night, I should not be allowed to drink. Someone please make a note of this.

Got a second tattoo last night. It's a black dragon on the back of my right shoulder. Hurt more than my first one did.
Got the blowoff from Eric today. Again. Ha. I can see where this is going and I'm not even going to think about him anymore, because what would be the point?
Nothing going on tonight. Some of the girls that I...
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Ugh. Broken hearted and sexually frustrated to boot. Wish I didn't have class tomorrow, cos I really don't feel like going. I feel like staying in and having morning sex with HIM. Except he won't be anywhere near my bed.

Well, where to start? Finally told Eric (the little ragamuffin) how I feel. Needless to say, THAT didn't go very well. He told me that I'm his best friend and all that crap....I was very understanding about it last night, but now I'm going to be angry and sarcastic. Here. Where he won't see it. Because I'm his best friend. Blaaaah.

Ever worry that you're...
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Ugh. Rainy out. Feeling kind of lonely. Last night was really awesome. Hung out with Eric for awhile and played bass for even longer. It was so great that I am disappointed in today. Blaaaah. Have to get ahold of my advisor tomorrow so I can drop a class and keep my theater scholarship. Hate school. Hate, hate, hate school.

Think I'm gonna spend most of today sitting here in an exhausted, migraine-ridden daze.
*dies with head in hands*